This is a MOOD. Recovering from all the laying down involved in sleeping takes HOURS. 😩
✨ she/they nb demigirl femme • 30s disabled queerpoly intersectional leftist creative (🚫 no AI slop 🚫) • BA anthropology, MFA creative writing • Colorado, US • anxious, artsy, might be an alien, and simply won’t shut up • be nice or I won’t be ✨
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This is a MOOD. Recovering from all the laying down involved in sleeping takes HOURS. 😩
My true parents, come for me at last? 🤔
My true parents, come for me at last?
I’m absolutely the second one since my strokes. 🤷🏻♀️ Do I know how to handle it? No! Do I seem to be learning coping strategies? ALSO no!!
I too would like this sticker! We’re truly not trying to be abrasive or seeking attention or attack anyone, no matter how much they believe we are. We’re just trying to organize our emotions and thoughts; and we have lots of both, often all at once. It can be confusing! In this essay i will
cheating in polyamory is extra gross and so are you [Astrid Indigo - 9/20/24] memory strangles all my air lost to what was to what never was my mind tries to correct it take a different path this time but they all lead back inverse apotheosis to your untrue heart #poem #poetry
sway tanka [Astrid Indigo - 2/27/25] left holding all my unrequited everything I cough up flowers I don’t say this to sway you no, you are the wind; *I* sway #poem #poetry #tanka #HanahakiDisease
Fuck you, Zach. Cheating in polyamory is ten times worse and more disgusting. You were ALLOWED, you just had to not be a DUPLICITOUS SACK OF SHIT about it. Fuck you, Justin. You’re a chickenshit coward choosing normalcy over authenticity, and I deserved CLOSURE after over a decade of friendship. 😭
Can’t sleep. Brain filled with intrusive thoughts about shitty boys that don’t deserve my mental real estate.
I definitely like that idea, haha! I just killed a lot of my computers in early life trying and failing to do that. 😆😂 I should find somebody to show me some of that one on one and take off from there!
I don’t need basic computer skills, I have those; I need actual tech literacy and competency. I need to learn it like a class, in order, with structure. Definitely not anything I could casually ask for help with or have anybody teach me at a distance. 🖤 Thank you for the thought, though!
I mean, that stuff is what I want, I know how to just use a computer! It’s the academic stuff I want and need to learn! Coding and stuff specifically! I can use a computer, I just can do Tech Stuff on it, lol. I wanna be taught how it all works from the ground up, in a specifically academic way. 😆🖤
Thank you! 💖 I don’t really have anything to ask, though—I just kinda need computer science class from the ground up. 😆
Not that I’ve seen?
I need to learn tech things. 😓 Being raised by witches in the woods and then getting brain damage in my 20s has me hella behind in understanding tech, and I wanna stop feeling so illiterate. 😆😭 But I can only really learn from having another person teach me a thing. 😬 How do I GET that at 33?
🤣 AMAZING, I love it!!! Joe gets me happy meals (he eats the main part, I get fries and toy 😁🥰)
Is it an edit? Or was the original article just taken down?
Okay! 🖤 If it turns out you need to pull a ripcord and bail, lemme know. I’m bad at normal adulting, but I can handle a crisis.
I probably DO, because I’m weird, but you can keep your secrets! 🤣
I don’t wanna be creepy, but what general place are you in? Maybe we can get you connected with community and get out of that shitty situation 🖤
Oi, don’t. We like having you here. 🫂
Right?? I was torn between Munna and Cosmog
Both in the good way and the bad way, with that show. But Harmon absolutely runs away with his role and I loved him in it.
if ya see this QTP with a gif of the Pokemon that runs your account! #pokesky #promosky #pokemon
Oh HECK YEAH, YAAAAY!! 🥳🙌🏼💖
Idk but I’d totally watch an anime about it 😂
My KPDH shirts finally arrived! 😁🥳🥰 (I got them in the biggest size so they’d be all cozy and baggy and make me feel smol 😌)
The only one of these that’s actually a problem for anyone of character is the “delusional” bit 🤷🏻♀️
Twinkle twinkle little bugs🪲
“The fact that I’m a willfully ignorant fully grown adult man being intolerant in an obvious and cowardly attempt to try and save my own hide as our nation turns increasingly fascist isn’t MY fault, you gotta TEACH me how to LEARN,” is a pathetic defense. 🙄 Your gay LISTENERS sure know what’s up. 🖕🏻✨
Sometimes we’re unsatisfied with a thing we made because when it only existed in our head, we saw all the things it could have been and when it’s done we know all the things that it isn’t, but we can’t see the way it expands into a million new things when someone else unpacks it in their head. 🖊️🦑
this should become a thing, putting up signs like this for every arrest & disappearance in public spaces. it would likely break into lower info, less politically engaged demos and local social media groups
anybody been to/planning on attending Daku Con? 🤔 I’m trying to find a fairly small, beginner-friendly anime con to go check out in the upcoming year, but idk where to start on my own—I’ve only ever been to cons my dad’s band was playing til now. 😬😅 #anime #conventions #Colorado #Denver #DakuCon
My neck and shoulders are so unbelievably locked up today. 😓 I’ve been awake since 8:30am because I couldn’t sleep through the pain anymore, even with muscle relaxers and Tylenol. 😮💨
oh nooo 😭🖤 I’ve used bag ice for it before, but it’s less fluffy than homemade oooh, yay for anything that helps, though! maybe hot tea, too, if you like that?
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My system-having partner had this issue and had good luck with EMDR? It didn’t work for me at all when I tried it, but it helped him a lot.
Me: Well, I'm no expert. Him: But? Me: But what?
I’m so over seeing real, awesome artists having to put up with this bullshit 🫠 I sincerely think it’s time for everybody who encounters it to deface the AI slop taking up real artists’ space in art shows 😓🔨✂️🖊️🔥
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I was worried! 😆😂
wish we could ✨STARLIGHT HONEYMOON THERAPY KISS!!✨ people (they need it)
boooooo, that sucks, I’m so sorry! 🖤 sometimes when my throat hurts, I put (or get a partner to put) ice in my food processor and then I eat the snowy ice it makes with a spoon, and it helps some; is there anything cold for you to maybe try soothing it with?
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heee, thank you! 💖
Ohhh, that makes sense! Well, they’re super cute, and they’ll be great for that!
wish we could defenestrate people
So cute and spooky! What are they? (I mean, I see that they’re a cat and jack o lantern, but I also see handles?)
no, not nonbinary like “hot androgynous genderfluid babe” nonbinary like “I love my bits, but I really wish I had *both* sets” nonbinary like “yes, I am a femme; call me Daddy” nonbinary like “gender is a social construct and has no impact on who I am as a person” nonbinary like “both? both is good”
Oh, cool! It’s looking great! 💖 It looks like the shower cabin thankfully has an open top for your (apparently very tall) husband! Yaaay!
*scribbling down a list of things to look up, like Steve Rogers when he woke up after they dragged him from the ice*
I like too many things. 😆 I couldn’t fit these in the other post; they’re more specific: #KPDH / #Huntrix / #polytrix #SailorMoon #crafting #KawaiiAesthetic #NaturePhotography #yuri / #sapphic #NonBinaryCommunity #DisabledCommunity #polyamory / #ConsensualNonMonogamy #OriginalArt / #NoAI #FatJoy 💖
I am deeply entertained by the squirrel feed, actually! Who doesn’t like to watch whimsical creatures?
PromoSky time again, because I keep refreshing my mutuals feed. 😆😂 Looking for new mutuals who are into: #leftism #VisualArt #poetry #StardewValley #QueerCommunity #FatPositivity #anime #art #ColoringBooks #2dVideoGames #PixelArt #cosplay #KinkCommunity #Colorado #photography Shares appreciated! 💖
Ohhh, fair. 😆😭🖤 It was so hard to get ingredients for Mexican food when I was living in Ireland; I imagine Japan isn’t super Mexican-familiar, either. 😂 Might have to fry up your own tortillas to get the right texture, and that’s just such a pain unless you have a deep fryer. 😓
“Fatties for a Free Palestine” shirts, y’all! I can’t be the only one who wants one of these.
RAD, thank you so much!! 😁💖 My birthday is in September, so I should be able to order stuff soon!
Booooo 😭 I’m so sorry! Chips can be so finicky, especially with summer humidity. Were yours flopsy?
Once more, with #captions! Trying to work on making things more accessible in general, even if alt text for videos hasn’t been working. What (free) apps do y’all use to add captions to your videos? 🤔 #weather #colorado #skyscape #cloudscape #summerskies #sunshine #captioning #accessibility #sky
Hail the traveler; I’m so sorry for your loss. 🖤
It totally is! Especially in summer, lots of the best dishes are all or mostly cold-prep! If you added stuff to other stuff for the purpose of tasty food, it definitely counts as cooking in my books. I hope your guacamole is tasty!
As cracky anime goes, My Deer Friend Nokotan is one of my favorites; the whole thing is just deeply unhinged and bizarre 😆😂
If you ever find yourself wondering, “why has Astrid not posted a #cloudscape lately?” the answer is usually because a lot of days out here look like this, and there ARE no clouds to scape. 😆😂😭 ( #VideoDescription: me saying the above words over a video of green trees against a cloudless blue sky.)
Post a meme made by you: (this has demonstrated to me that I do not make nearly enough memes; there wasn’t much to choose from 😆)
her eyes speak VOLUMES, this is so good, aaaa way to call men on their creeping, Bertie Wozzles
reminder that the phrase “i’m not political” is extremely political
Who would be the funniest journalist to break the news? (I think this one might age me 😆😂)
That’s it, this one wins 😂
That sounds about right for our beautiful cultural forefathers. 😆 Why not redesign something that obviously breaks easily? Because TRADITION, this is EUROPE. Fragile? Nope; SKILL ISSUE, BITCHES. No guardrails here, only soft Darwinism! If you break your trophy, you DESERVE a broken trophy! 😂
Thank you, cuz SAME 😆😂💖
WHAT COULD IT MEAN? 😂😭
I have literally never watched Eurovision, but this seems precisely on brand for the stuff I’ve seen ABOUT Eurovision 😆😂😭
Post a random picture or else everything will go bad in September (actually just cuz you wanna, I absolve you of this curse; the only thing going bad in September for you will be that bag of spinach you forgot about in the fridge)
How Pinterest sees me ⊹ Character ⊹ Animal ⊹ Lyrics ⊹ Weather
Share one of your favorite moments from a SCI-FI film or TV show 🎥 📺 🖤
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(Not claiming to share the exact same experience, just a kindred feeling of “how do I get help when surrounded by people I absolutely would NOT trust to help me, or even know how to help me without harming me at the same time?” 🖤)
This is so legit. 😭 Being raised outside normal culture by multiethnic pagans in the woods means that if I talk about life through a pagan lens, christianized western therapists think I’m NUTS. 😓 The best therapist I had was a big Apache man turned biker turned counselor, but he was one of a kind. 🖤
I know you've heard of services for hire, but wait until you hear about a disservice
Drop some CREATURES 👾🦌🦖🖤
oh hey, skircle sunday 💖
Good morning, chat~
Haha, thank you! 😋
Damn cormorant you don't gotta show off like that. 🪶
Aoi the plushie kappa says hello, and wishes you all a wonderful day~! 😋💖🐢🐸🐦🍵✨
7. Do you want to get married? I’m already married, and in the process of (very amicable) divorce! I don’t think I’d get legally married again unless I had to.
Hey artists! Quote with your purple art! 💜
Taps sign
witch queen
Nature's abstract art Cloudscapes...
ohhh, that’s much less crazy, then 😆😂 (it’s still a *little* crazy, because he looks like melted plastic rolled in dog hair, but I can understand missing his weird rubbery flesh if it’s just a casual look at a picture 😂🖤)
I hope that means your mom is into hate-boning people, because the alternative is worse 😬😭🖤
Quote post a pic of you from another era
#kpopdemonhunters
idk, but my little brother used to wanna be a dentist, and now I’m gonna ask him if it was because he’s into vore 😂😭 (no kinkshaming, just brothertaunting my annoyingly conservative little brother who did not turn out to be a dentist, anyway)
It really is! 🥰