we packed her lunch together before bed β‘ sheβs such a little social butterfly. i know sheβll make friends and love it. but school was so hard for me, so iβm just extra nervous gahhh
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we packed her lunch together before bed β‘ sheβs such a little social butterfly. i know sheβll make friends and love it. but school was so hard for me, so iβm just extra nervous gahhh
my daughterβs first day of school tomorrow Λββ§κ°α βΏ ΰ»κ± β§βΛ & i swear iβm more nervous than her for some reason π
π ᩧ ΰΊΌ Ν‘ ΰ§― β‘ΰ»β ᩧຼ κ± #makeup #altgirls #altmom #nobrows
found these pics of me and immediately shaved the brows off so i could do this again. #noregrets
secured the shade β§ itβs gorgeous βο½‘Λ canβt stop glowing over it
βｑΛβοΈ new colour waiting on me βｑΛβ§ current shade fading away slowlyβ¦ βｑΛβ‘ when my pregnancy is over, decided on a bridge piercing & snakebites again β§ maybe trading angel bites for delilahβs βｑΛβΎ just much needed changes β§
todayβs look to hit the grocery store~
dm me if you wanna turn your $400 to my $400. this is not a skam
jk. no debate. im def doing cotton candy blue next
i want my hair to be documented on insta so nicely from here on forward that when i scroll thru my profile all i see are my hair colour eras not just one or two posts of each colour πͺ
debating if i should stick to the colour wheel for my hair or just keep doing whatever i wantβ¦ hmmmm π€ (wonβt be changing it til after baby, but idk if i wanna go red next orrr like a cotton candy blue)
thank youuu<3 π₯Ί
kinda love having all my old style pics to look back on. both as my lil evolution diary and proof that iβve always been this way. some girls act like they invented things and get weirdly territorialβ¦ like babe, why are u mad over nothing π
alsooo peep how i had my AC from falling⦠so canadian of me
β§ told myself iβd follow the colour wheel this time for my hair ΛΒ° but my next shade is red and i donβt know if i can be content with that . . . havenβt liked it on me since that era π€
if im following a person whose done you wrong please let me know because my boomer memory cant keep up with whose done what to who atp π
so obsessedβ¦ after sooo many washes itβs still this vibrant, i canβt see myself using anything else #punkycolours
just this lil snap from today βΛβοΈ
Thank you!!
todayβs makeup look b4 i wash it away ｑοΎβ§ΰΌβ‘β§ΰΌοΎο½‘
yeah Iβm quitting OF tn. fully decided. definitely just needed to vent about it first I think π
and on top of that, i really donβt wanna live off my manβs income. idc if weβre married or basically married. it just doesnβt sit right with me. iβve started trying out content that feels more me, and iβm really hoping it takes off. π«Άπ»
ugh thank u love, it honestly means a lot β‘ people really do suck sometimes but iβm trying to just stay true to myself β§β
& i love modelling, but i just donβt have the time for it anymore either. maybe when my kids are both in school or when i find more time to myself i could. i just have a really hard time branching out. i love making myself feel good with whatever iβm doing, but lately iβm just nervous and confused.
i just wanna step away from OF again soooo bad. the extra money is nice, but the way men treat me over it makes my skin crawl. iβm exhausted from having to overly sexualize myself, and on top of that, women are always calling me a slut for it when thatβs not even close to who i am.
btw; hating me wonβt make you happier
stay at home job ideas for mommas β§ββΊ 3β¦ 2β¦ 1β¦ go β‘π ΰ£ͺΛ β§
not to mention 33 mf weeks pregnant at that. yes Iβm dying. but Iβve got things to do β
the chilly weather is pure β₯ all my windows open β‘βΛ.ΰΌ it feels so peaceful without the ac humming. iβm in love with the fresh cool air π’Φ΄
some ppl say clip ins are damaging but tbhβ¦ iβve been wearing them since i was 14 & iβm 25 now. never had damage at all<3 in my opinion theyβre honestly the safest
been sick asf for days β§οΉβ today feels like the worst. still thriving Λβ ββοΈ still getting it all done. still being a mama to a sick toddler as wellπͺ½ΛΒ°. women are STRONG when they wanna be β§ββΊ lemme tell u
YASSS πππ
itβs also grown soooo much this pregnancy
βｑ°⩠a little part of me dreams of letting go of extensions and falling in love with my own hair again β‘ but I know if I made that promise, Iβd stay strong for a week then drift back to old habits lol
it cracks me up how when girls wanna mess w my lil brother they come at me instead TO him π like girlβ¦ why me?? what did i ever do to u lol half the time I donβt even know them too, like??? make it make sense
i just want to cry and eat pasta
if u need me ill be making a v beautiful life for myself <3
been making sooo much content for fb, insta, tiktok & yt lately β‘ feels so good finally getting back in the groove again β§ο½₯οΎ
sicky.
βΛβΉβ‘ 33 weeks already.. thatβs actually so crazy. iβm popping like a balloon and sooo ready for this pregnancy to be over π₯Ή baby boy is literally boxing me from the inside ππ€πΆπ»β¨
repost if youβre a pasta loving bitch
a softer mind, a lighter heart, a brighter sky π€οΈποΈπͺ
thereβs a calm in letting go ΛβββοΈ the worries fade, the edge melts away, & i can finally feel light again πͺ½ letting the ones i love just exist without me holding on so tight β‘ i can love deeply without letting it swallow me whole β§
hi angelsss β‘βΛκ°βΈβΈ> Μ« <βΈβΈκ±βΛβ§ iβm kinda back ~ took a tiny 2 day float away βοΈ but today iβm packing my hospital bag!! it feels like my lil baby boy is trying to escape early π₯Ήπͺ½ time to make the nest cozy + ready β¨π€
i might drift off for a bit, just to let the wrong eyes get boredβ¦ itβs sweet knowing i can vanish + leave them wondering ΛβΒ·β‘ iβll drop lil pics when iβm feeling good. promise iβll float back soon β i love my angelic mutuals sm + iβll always keep sprinkling hype + love be back soon xoxo
π ΰ£ͺΛ i donβt believe in enemies, only gentle lessons that help me grow
you, YES YOU, can cure my endless rage by simply handing me $10,000 in cash!
thank you babe !! π₯°
tysm angel ππ«Άπ»
free night for mee β‘βΛ β§ βΉββ‘
iβm pretty sure the second iβm not preggo anymore iβm running to get my snakebites repierced
β§β⺠ｑπ¦ΉΒ°β§ you can pretend, but you canβt trick the starsβ¦ the universe knows.
let the bitter ones choke on ur sparkle Λββ½β‘ ο½‘οΎ ur mischief is their downfall οΎο½‘βπππΈ
likeβ¦ugh i was actually so cool Λββ§
i found some of my old content todayβ¦ and honestly, part of me wishes i had been stronger back then. i was doing so well for myself, but my mdd convinced me i didnβt deserve any of it. my goal now is to build myself back up and hopefully reach that place again (or even better) Λβββ‘βΛβΉ
βΛΚβββΈβΈβ’ Μ« β’βΈβΈβΙΛβ β§ο½₯οΎ shut ur pretty mind off Λβ βΉ ο½‘οΎ breathe β§ feel β§ make οΎο½‘ κ° ββ angel hands r meant 2 create ββ κ±β‘βΛｑβ
i like you letβs move into a cottage and start a garden together
I can be hotter. I will be hotter.
Sooo pretty π
my nose is basically at war w the air rn. pollen fairies decided to bully me tn β©ο½‘β Λββ©
π©·You are enchantingπ©· π©΅You are captivatingπ©΅ πYou are exquisiteπ π§‘You are inspiring𧑠πYou are lovedπ
be passionate about the things u luv, be kind and sweet, be weird and silly and offputting, stay in ur whimsy, heal n learn n grow, be authentic + just be so unapologetically YoUuu bc at the end of the day literally who tf cares !!!! πΈπ‘π±π«§β¨
i have the hottest friends. itβs actually ridiculous
getting fucked out of a major depressive episode
acquired β‘βΛβ§β it looks so pretty
I hate that depression effects your memory as if I already donβt feel like a stupid piece of shit every day
managing bpd is a full time job no one seesβ¦ so when i feel understood itβs like a little piece of my heart can breathe again βΛΚβ‘Ι
amazon i'm waiting for u
Silly lion π¦
> drink water > unclench your jaw > relax your shoulders > take your meds πΥ. .Υπ¦―βΛβΉ α°
socially anxious person getting drunk for the first time before hanging out
good morning have you worshipped hayley williams today
I need a pedicure and a manicure, I need my hair done, I need to go shopping, I need I need I need I need.
These psychopath motherfuckers need to be discouraged more. Much more.
32 weeks β‘βΛβ§βΛβΛΒ° Layne, I canβt wait to hold you in my arms. I canβt wait to show you just how much you mean to me and how excited I am to be your mom β‘ you blessed me at a time when I truly needed a blessing β§βΛβ‘ your big sister already loves you beyond words you are already so, so loved β§βΛβΛΒ°
gonna make myself a lil tea & tidy up my room so it feels all cozy β‘ been feeling kinda off today, just a bit overwhelmedβ¦ probably need to curl up & hibernate for a bit β©βΛｑβ‘β§βΛβ§
i think i'll be fine as long as i don't think about the past or the future or things that are happening right now or mental health or physical health or death or work or school or financial obligations or relationships or friendships or family or food or time or being alone or basic everyday tasks
also just another lil excuse to try more from punky colours :3
yellow wasnβt gonna pop on my tips so i went for a dreamy turquoise instead for the ends of my extensions βΛΚβ§ΰ»κ± β§β β‘
Thank you sm π₯°
better to be cringe in someone else's mind than caged in ur own β© Β° π² β π±
find you a partner who brings home flowers for you just because β€οΈ