emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
You're stunning you know that? Even in boymode you're friggin beautiful >~<
Just a weary trans woman in search of her peace
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You're stunning you know that? Even in boymode you're friggin beautiful >~<
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Started watching Fiona & Cake. Some shows hve something about them that strikes an emotional note. Suddenly We're an open wound again, but not in a bad way. It's dirt brushed away that's allowing to look at what needs to heal. It's difficult to explain, but Simon Petrikov feels important.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Something's got to give...
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I love when soups have little pastas in them~
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I need to be babied rn 🥺
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
www.reddit.com/r/CuratedTum...
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
It goes deeper because this is France. Give them a decade to form a guild and reputation, and they'd start producing the champagne of pickled eggs.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
www.tumblr.com/caffeinehero... I don't understand the problem. The farmers get into egg pickling, use the wealh gained from a lifetime of sellng to a man with a bulking fetish (I will fight you on this one) to fund a caravan fleet and turn their village to the pickled egg centre of the kingdom.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
The normal amount of pain you're supposed to experience is none. Try investing in a harness. They really ease on the strain. You might wanna look into correct posture for the labour you do, if you weren't briefed on that there. I'd suggest checking with a GP, but I know that's complicated for most.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
There's other reasons you might have frequent back pains too. You work a very physical job. Might be worth looking into getting some kind of back brace. We used one whenever We had to regularily haul a heavy rucksack daily.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I just learned that what distinguishes a Marquis and a count is that the former's domain is at the kingdom's border. This grants them higher status to counts as they serve as the kingdom's bulwark to invasions. Which leads me to believe that Marquis de Sade just needed copium to frequent warfare.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Is this a bottom surgery joke?
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
This is the most Our crowdfund has been shared when repost. We also got a donation, so sharing it really does work. Thank you to everyone who helped share it around.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Sometimes We have conversations where We try to share the insights We learned over the years to someone that it could help. It's wonderful to encounter someone that not just respects you for that, but you actually see them improve as a person over time.
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THE KING'S PACT BINDS THEM THEY CANNOT SPEAK TO US THEY CANNOT SHOW THEMSELVES TO US supernatural, maybe-maybe-not mechsploitation, neural links entering your brainstem is a form of sex; 1,2k words archiveofourown.org/works/70341141
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Things are still stuck in place. By this point, I'm emotionally shut down most of the day to cope. Please share. Please donate. I don't know what else to say, it's so tedious to keep begging like this...
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Nesty Hobbitses... Sam always leavs dishes in the sink {{GOLLUM!}} {{GOLLUM!}}. And Frodo isn't pulling her weight around the house {{GOLLUM!}} {{GOLLUM!}}... But they're both still his precious.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
This won't last, I'm sure enough of that. The system is unstable from tops to bottom after all. Where Our mind keeps going is that the cascading health damage (physical and mental) of surviving this reality will be too much to fix once it's all over.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Okay okay... I'm up >.>
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Blood slimegirl.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Tbf, the effect isn't supposed to be this immidiate.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Making new relationships can never replace existing ones. You have to approach it willing for having brand new experiences.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Choose the method of combat and meet me at dueling rock at dawn. My trusty physician Lumiere has prepared a back alley clinic and a couple of goons with a stretcher for the loser's injuries.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Ahh that's a familiar feeling >~<
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Hun, I'll be as polite as I can here. You're coming on extremely strong here and it's really offputting.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Hello?
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
*Pokemon Nurse Joy noises*
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
*Half-life charging station noises*
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I need a fursona.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Oh wait, the endlessly interconnecting spheres. I'm dumb.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Explain.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Yes there is.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
I have to say, I expected this sentence o end very differently.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Sheep! Adorable~ You look hecka cute, btw.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
This is Homestuck?
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Their leader is even buffer and rides a giant bearded axe that she also wields Berzerk style.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Buff lesbian combat witches riding double sided 'libra' axes.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Understandable. Counter point: You'd probably have the same issue if you'd make that "I'm in this city" post.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
I'd recommend trying dating apps first. We used HER with some success, though they did change management and enshittified...
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Disassembly is for beginers.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Simple concept: Space Western gold rush. Gold is really good for superconductors . Nuffield said.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
There are people in my life that can make Us smile from ear to ear or be flustered to jo end, and We couldn't be more grateful of that <3
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Been genuinely considering deleting the app. They had a change of ownership and now you can't really see who liked your profile.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Cloning. The answer is cloning.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
It's a very particular scenario.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
If you throw enough mad scientists into the collider the implosion will eventually form Higgs Bosson himself.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Hello everyone, I'm still in the same situation and needing support. Recently I tried sorting a formal hrt prescription because I can't afford aqquiring it through other means. Meaning I now have yet another front to handle. Any donation helps me work towards a dignified and safe life.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Cat with really big fluffy ears that it uses as wings.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Watching a video of a new age weirdo speaking in 'tongues'. Hears "Gabagaba" at some point. Point at the screen and shout "Gabagool!"
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Been basically just scrolling mindlessly most of the day. I'm... I feel like We're getting worse.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
It's been missing for Us for a while now. It's like losing touch with your very heart. I've became extremely jaded from a similar need being unmet.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Getting more exposure to superhero stuff. It's... doing good things.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
How do I recharge my spoons? -.-
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Debunny's your chamber.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Never stop getting excited about little things.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=iUsX... Reached this while watching Adventure Time. We're hurting... We're still lost. Still without a home. Our tenderness buried...
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
I may not be in the US, but we're seeing cascading effects across the globe as allegedly liberal governments are emboldened to wrest more power and control. At this point I genuinely don't know if We'd survive this trend shift, and can't even conceive of a post Fascism world that'll rehabilitate Us.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Forgot to add canned laughter to my comment
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Changed the friend request setting. You should be able to now.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Could I have confused two people as one somehow? Either way, I wanted to gush to you a while back about DS9 stuff and couldn't cuz of the new legislation (which is still an infuriating notion)
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
You already added me. We couldn't sent pictures on bisky~ Ema_120
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
The local government has applied internet censorship laws on the guise of protecting children. In reality it's being used as one would expect a corrupt government to apply it. Tl;dr gov wants Us to provide Our biometrics to a didreputed third party to use the dm feature here. I say fuck that.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
I'm not sure it's canon.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
I just like having a lot of shaft to play with in duals :<
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
@jamminjava.bsky.social Hey, I can't do you on bisky because of the new local 'child safety' laws. Message Us on Discord and stuff.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Worms aren't yummy. They taste like sadness.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
*Sigh* pulls the hazmat suit and shock baton from the closet.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
It tastes like dirt. Unless there's worms in your sample.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Depends on the marinade
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
You can't carpent a signal
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
If it's decloaked it can be defanged.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Our figernails have grown so much that absent mindessly itchingthe mosquito bites can turn them into deep searing scratches.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I like the Adventure Time Grable episodes. They're not too good, but the caretaker vibe makes Us wanna hug a teddy bear ><
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I put on my pants backwards on the way to make coffee. Instead of fixing I'm rolling with it, so now the phone hangs in the back pocket.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Been getting an ad on reddit that's basically "Should I get a conservatory for home?" so frequently I started starte reading it as a passive aggressive phrase meaning IDGAF
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Elsie is wonderful >~<
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Injection about to happen. Ema scared of needles.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Quick, suck on my nappies! It's for medical purposes!
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Been hoping to find some healing this weekend. Instead I still feel emotionally numb and can't pull away from distractions...
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Cool. Prove the hypothesis, and then we'll talk. Until then it's a big yawn.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Dancing is a beautiful way to put it.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
You know what's annoying? When you roll a smoke and the filter tip falls out just as you're done >.>
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I'm thinking of how many people that recently been praising Us for Our kindness and care for others as a big part of why they like Us. We worked hard to be this person, and it feels so good to see what that effort brought into Our life.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Remembering your "little dove!" Echolalia <3
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I don't really know what to say at this point. I'm doing what I can, but right now, things are stagnated. I don't really want to say I'm demoralised because, while I'm still dealing with the mental harm if everything I've been through and still am, I'm somehow hopeful. I do need help to change this.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Been left alone at a partner's place. There's blanket and enough takeout to last for multiple days. There are many forms to love~
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
I shed a tear over this 😢
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Death and her beloved Life.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
www.reddit.com/r/CuratedTum... Paired with a timid goddess of life. One that is fragile and oversees mirth and sorrow. It's the presence of death that pushes us forward, but life is sacred and vulnerable, so it must be cherished and protected at all cost.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I'm done with nightmares about social rejection. Thank you :)
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
We rather you make mistakes than not be there. We're hardier than We look, and it shouldn't be seen any worse than how you'd feel about offending your other friends. We wouldn't have made it this far if We couldn't shield Our heart...
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Spent so much time thinking something is wrong with Us that makes people push away, but turns out that when it's with people that matter they're just so afraid of hurting Us that they rather drift apart instead of confronting they're feelings about this.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
A woman that's going around telling people she's a stem researcher. She isn't lying. She's a botanist and has done a dissertation on plant stems.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
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emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Just got Our first injection. Ema feel woozy 🥴
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Today's itinerary: Coffee. Smoke. Shower. Stab.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
I still find it funny that I told Elsie to but a 'slab of meat' of the stew and she bought a sirloin friggin' steak xD
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Dreamt of big cuddly cats the night before Our first injection. Good omen~
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social)
Session idea: have your high level characters do a low level module. Watch how different the reactions are when the heroes are unfathomably stronger than the threats.
emajaora.bsky.social (@emajaora.bsky.social) reply parent
Yeah, the body is just not with it today.