Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc
@kalfyra.bsky.social
Holy dragon Vtuber - Bestowed divinity at her old life's cost Tabletops, Retro-style/mobility FPS challenge player 18+ Minors DNI Doesn't RP - SFW account. Can't follow NSFW ones sorry ^^ And twitch! https://www.twitch.tv/kalfyra_dragoness
created August 24, 2023
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Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Oops @hindypoo.bsky.social got me kobolding again! And petting big friendly dinosaurs from the upper planes! β₯ There's a nice story behind this consecrated raptor Go show hindy some love! Great energy, antics on DBD, gifted artist, and an amazing friend β₯
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Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
chiming in to do this as well. OP knows what's up. Don't dunk or go for the ratio. Stay in your lane, and block the bad people. And more importantly, remember to pick each other up. Strong together and all that.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Naaaaaaaaah! She was a rich, out of touch oligarch cut from the same cloth as the rich men she wants to kill. Covetous, rapacious, insatiable. But that dissonance is what made her so fun to hate, and her fight with Isaac was sick! Castlevania animated series was amazing. Can't wait to rewatch!
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Oh man time is moving so fast! Birthday subathon! Happy birthday!
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
it looks like you had a blast! Wish I could be around more! I love marbles on stream. β₯
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
artifacts imply the existence of artiopinions.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
...I guess the blessing in disguise in many ways. I do hope I can become genuinely stronger both spiritually and occupationally. My friends aren't just betting on me. I want to bring them hope and success too. But I'm not strong enough yet. One day though. One day. β₯
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
I feel like I'm over the worst the burnout due to some recent discoveries, words of comfort and real friends. But I still need time. The gift of grace is something eludes me still, but many friends applauded my self respect. I still feel like it's worst aspect, given how it kills friendships, but...
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Keep in mind, I'm saying this stuff as an observer in stuff I had no personal stake in. It's frightening how many vtubers take their worst habits from high school and bring it over here for the rest of us to suffer. All we can do is learn, & if we repeat mistakes, stay humble & say "I'll do better."
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
If you see this, post a kobold! Triple combo, on pink kobolds! Art by @hindypoo.bsky.social !
Ethonian (@ethonian.bsky.social) reposted
If you see this, post a Kobold Xiao Goz the Kobold Sorcerer Art by @alexblastfire.bsky.social
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
The funny gamer number.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
the burnout is real Knowing that I've had so many fakes/fairweather friends/boundary-stompers - And that standing up for myself makes me less than human (Another vtuber's words, not mine) It's cafeteria tables and desks all over again. It scars my soul, but I will pick up the pieces - one more time
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Remember: If someone's having/had a dispute with your vtubing friend or idol, it's very important you dehumanize that someone, degrade them entirely, disregard their view, never get their story side, and be as hysterical as possible! (This is satire: but how much I see this happen FR; mama mia...)
J. L. Westover (@mrlovenstein.bsky.social) reposted
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
I often times ponder if I hate myself. but I 'know' the world summarily hates me by an order of magnitude more. I... don't know if I find solace, or despair in that. But whatever happens, I will not cower and play the victim. Few as they are, my real friends are counting on me to succeed in this
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
the burnout is real Knowing that I've had so many fakes/fairweather friends/boundary-stompers - And that standing up for myself makes me less than human (Another vtuber's words, not mine) It's cafeteria tables and desks all over again. It scars my soul, but I will pick up the pieces - one more time
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Hmmmmmmm
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
I mainly play DRG haz 5 ordinarily, but a sub 15 elimination feels nice especially since we were just leisure strolling~
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
If you see this, post a kobold! Triple combo, on pink kobolds! Art by @hindypoo.bsky.social !
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Necromancers are big nerds, because they're still living with mummy.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Always needing to clarify because your mind has nuanced perspectives is a special hell - Because emotionally supercharged, unhinged, violent midwits who twist your words, are rampant. Say someone demonstrated a narcissistic trait? Watch them victim-scream about how you labeled them as a narcissist.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Slacktivists say they're a mental health advocate - until someone's mental health slightly inconveniences them. Slacktivists advocate for trans women - until specific trans women slightly inconvenience them. Be yourself as either of these - and watch fake ones fold like backlogged laundry.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
The wealth-hoarding is one thing, but the infighting they cause between us in the lower societal rungs is the real thing. They're doing a DAMN good job of it...
TinyTuberClips (@tinytuberclips.bsky.social) reposted
If you're not here for my opinions, sorry, but I'm going to put this one out there anyway. Stop blaming people that have nothing to do with your problems. Be kind to those without any power & focus on those that could actually fix things but instead want you to hate while they rob you.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Loving the thread responses to this
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
Being late 30's, all I ever heard, and was told, was the exact opposite. That I'm a contamination to the world. I've been called sub-human by more powerful people, more times than I can count, with yesterday being another to the count. I never gave up on life Life gave up on me But I'm still here.
AtticMonster ~ π The Tongue Monster π (@atticmonster.bsky.social) reposted
For the event in September, I'm bringing back every redeem I've ever had, some have been as easy as pressing a button, others I've had to remake from scratch, but seeing everything together, years of work just there, kinda making me tear up a bit Anyways, enjoy my intro from 3 years ago as a teaserπ
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
The production quality of your stuff is crazy! Maybe once I get back into this stuff myself I could seek your advice on things to improve!
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Cheers! Hope to hang out with ^^
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
MTG? I haven't touched magic honestly ^^ But I do hope you find the peace you seek!
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Being late 30's, all I ever heard, and was told, was the exact opposite. That I'm a contamination to the world. I've been called sub-human by more powerful people, more times than I can count, with yesterday being another to the count. I never gave up on life Life gave up on me But I'm still here.
Wisty! (@wistydoodles.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
Some dummy.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Glass halo. Fake, and easily broken with one ordinary hit. Recently coined this term based on recent events after seeing too people who make grandstandings about how they're kind/nice/sweet. When it breaks, real horns will sprout out Only break the halo when you're ready to kill the demon within.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
Lately just seems like human psychopathy just wins all the time now. You can just lie, lie, gaslight, gaslight, name-call, name-call, and people fall for it all the time because guts >> truth. Empathy and compassion keeps losing to popularity and money. And these same people say "They" are heroes.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
Right those wrongs. Tie up loose ends. Settle your scores and disputes. Or kill, if you have to. It will catch up, for the past is indestructible. Whether or not you have future's keys due to the weight of your shortcomings, it all remains the same. Make peace with the past.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
No matter how hard you run, the spectre of the past ALWAYS follows you. Make peace with that. Or the spectre will consume your soul.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
The problem with telling the truth is that sometimes your 'truth' will contain errors. Even when spoken from a position of truth. And because too many people are incapable of nuance and reason when they have a dispute, Your opponents become enemies, because they'll brand you as a liar anyway.
SipcoGamingGuild (@sipcogamingguild.bsky.social) reposted
It's Potion Making day! with Crowd Control ! I could use more pretty rocks to eat..I mean use in my recipes! www.twitch.tv/sipcogamingg... #PotionCraft
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Joker boner energy in this comic panel
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
This, tragically, is very common in vtubing, where main character syndrome is rampant and necessitates grandstanding and posturing to build brand. And because people are not very adept at recognizing human cruelty until it's too late, 99.9% of the time, people fall for guts >> truth.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
As a repeat survivor of narcissistic abuse, I've gotten proficient at detecting glass halos. No one likes having their goodness questioned, but for the worst among our kind fly into genuine rage when their image of immaculate virtue is challenged or when their wrongdoings are brought to light.
Dan Johnson (@coil.bsky.social) reposted
While defending the luddite argument in Discord, I stumbled into this IMO succinct explanation for opposing generative AI: At every step in the process, it impoverishes us.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
yep! I play this game a little too much π
Wait What is This Place? (@shoopadoopa.bsky.social) reposted
B I R T H D A Y #vrchat
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Is it your birthday? HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
I see yours - And worry of mine.youth gang violence, chronic abandonment... Did my spectre get me yet? I pray to whatever's still holy, that my own past's catch up does not render me judged by 12, or cremated by 1 In this life, you only get 1 reputation. No do-overs. May you find the peace you seek.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Right those wrongs. Tie up loose ends. Settle your scores and disputes. Or kill, if you have to. It will catch up, for the past is indestructible. Whether or not you have future's keys due to the weight of your shortcomings, it all remains the same. Make peace with the past.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
No matter how hard you run, the spectre of the past ALWAYS follows you. Make peace with that. Or the spectre will consume your soul.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Incidentally, I thought about doing a fallen angel arc to reflect how burnt out and discouraged I am as a reflection of the human cruelty I constantly put up with in this life. Not to the hells, but cast out & disbarred from above, trying to seek atonement by turning a new leaf on the earthly world.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
The funny gamer number.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Everyone thinks they're the hero of their own story. I'm convinced I'm the villain of mine.
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Oh? Mess? Whadat?
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
maid robotnik isn't real, he can't hurt you
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Lately just seems like human psychopathy just wins all the time now. You can just lie, lie, gaslight, gaslight, name-call, name-call, and people fall for it all the time because guts >> truth. Empathy and compassion keeps losing to popularity and money. And these same people say "They" are heroes.
tillie (comms closed) (@silly2tilly.bsky.social) reposted
thump
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
I see this art in a lot of WADs! Noticed it back when I played the JF series. are you the one that draws this stuff? ^^
dashie (@dashiefrickintyan.bsky.social) reposted
i think john fastfood is a little stressed, i cant tell really
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
It is common logic that the father and the mother will pass on the torch to their sons and daughters. The baby boomers have elected to hang onto that torch with cold, dying, veiny hands. As such, we are deprived of that torch's warmth. And must now find our new source of warmth.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Cheers. I know all too well, even before being a trans woman, that I am not wanted nor respected in this lifetime, and that my generation knows 0 loyalty. But 70 years is a blip... If I'm lucky.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
I got the new lease though... No thanks to them. This system is so unimaginably rigged towards placating the overinflated egos of a generation that blanketed their children into an exploitative despair. They aren't passing the torch. They're hanging onto it with cold, veiny,dying hands. Both of them
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
My last social assistant failed me so hard that when I tried to express how my present living sitch was so toxic, the only way I can heal is to genuinely find a new lease to escape it - she just dissociated on me and showed 0 inclination to help. My present waiting list is in years now.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
I managed to change my direction and find a small handful of people that actually accept me, and in a couple cases, genuinely love me. Narcissistic abuses shattered my soul5-6 years ago. I've rebuilt my spirit... But I can no longer trust anyone with any level of power over me to not abuse it.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
When I was at my lowest point, it was 'because' I reached out to those I thought I could trust.. I broke. When I called for help, I was either entirely ignored, or I was rebuked in the most emotionally violent, gaslighty ways imaginable. I survived.. but lost what little faith in humanity I had left
Rabbi Danya Ruttenberg (@theradr.bsky.social) reposted
dear everyone MOCKING PEOPLE'S APPEARANCE ISN'T HOW YOU BUILD A MORE JUST WORLD MOCKING ABILITY OR HEALTH MOST *CERTAINTLY* ISN'T how many times must we cover this yes this includes "chosen" things like self-tanner FFS it doesn't matter people's SPEECH & ACTIONS are what matter GO AFTER THAT
kobold posting (@koboldposting.bsky.social) reposted
kobold hitting this pose
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
I miss having buddies to play DRG with. Everyone else I used to play with got burnt out, moved on to other games and lost interest, or got caught up in full time work.
kobold posting (@koboldposting.bsky.social) reposted
kobold walking: pit pat pit pat pit pat pit pat
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
No new pictures, where are you at mentally?
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
id tech 1 platforming Gets along as well as water and potassium
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
First line's a mood. Wound up becoming too burnt out to stream because of the behavior I've had to deal with in recent weeks in furry vtubing. that said though you deserve great things in wake of it all! Wishing you the best Hope
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
"Good and evil are subjective. Right and wrong are not." Funny how in storytelling and even real life, every time someone says they're above good and evil, always have characteristics of evil and never good. and also can't be trusted to do the right thing π
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
I miss having buddies to play DRG with. Everyone else I used to play with got burnt out, moved on to other games and lost interest, or got caught up in full time work.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
2) social decay is a bitch esp. when you have energy-draining disabilities. You are very quickly forgotten if you aren't spectacular or sinking 60+ hours participating in the scene. Lately I've lost my extroverted edge, and as a result, I've seen drastic declines in all my personal hangouts.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
1a) This inability to fit in with others hits hard. I've been genuinely mistreated - but when speaking out more often than not, people I thought I can call friend either side with the harm-bringer, or dishonor me with complicity. In both cases, 0 care for my well being or accuntability = burnout.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
1) Generally speaking, I'm in a born to x forced to y situation. "Born to play games skillfully - forced to play social power games" pretty much sums it up. Growing up, I was the dirtbag in school, and eventually had my life threatened by several bullies who'd gang up on me. I am not built to fit in
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Hey everyone! I haven't been on twitch in a hot minute, I do have to admit that burnout may be the culprit π
Not fitting in and having my needs invalidated are admittedly the prime causes. I'll see if I can expand upon the whys in in this thread slowly over time π§΅ But ty for patience! To start...
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Few women in this life have perhaps inflicted more damage upon a marginalized group of peoples and exemplify the bigoted, hateful, narcissistic, unyielding, gaslighting qualities of the baby boomer generation, as Joanne Want to remove my bsky acct for calling this vileness out? Come and take it
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
I once played a kobold cleric and "Role'd" to seduce an ancient bronze dragon. That very same dragon gave my kobold scale mail from his own scales and enchanted with dragon power. She now has advantage to all saves vs all dragon breath + shield master to fight against Tiamat. Power of love β₯
Lucho DΓaz π§ (@luchosfactory.bsky.social) reposted
So... Bubsy announced a new game. It looks good, ngl. #Bubsy #CrashBandicoot
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Do this. And don't heckin' small talk it either unless your aim is to get left on read. Just get to the point! Also, you establish that you're not a scambot if you make your greeting and inquiry both genuine or even creative. You're welcome
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
I once played a kobold cleric and "Role'd" to seduce an ancient bronze dragon. That very same dragon gave my kobold scale mail from his own scales and enchanted with dragon power. She now has advantage to all saves vs all dragon breath + shield master to fight against Tiamat. Power of love β₯
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
The meme and catchphrase "be gay, do crime," is popular but hot take? I think you all _seriously_ got that backwards. Knowing how much old people with too much entitlement, legal and lawmaking involvement and capability try to criminalize LGBT existence? Be crime, do gay. -_-
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
You only get one in this lifetime.
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Big mood right here Leii. Hits even harder when your doubts get confirmed though :<
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Ursula Dorada (@sulamoon.bsky.social) reposted
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Does it count as doomscrolling if instead of scrolling through horrible news/arguments, you're scrolling through previous social circles of people who broke your heart, let you down, or took the sides of those who hurt you? Asking for a friend
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
The Trepang2 lorethrough is complete. But the cycle? Broken. It was a lovely journey, and there's a lot of great writing in this game that i completely overlooked in my prior play-throughs.
Pembroke W. Korgi (@pembrokewkorgi.bsky.social) reposted
The Man of Pac! Got a bit experimental with this pic. #pacman
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
Just more over the top #dnd #dungeonsanddragons thoughts...
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
Fairly spicy take! I don't stream for long periods myself strictly because my metrics and engagement tend to flatline at certain hours so I've no real point to pragmatically. Otherwise if I was going 24h I'd definitely temper it with healthy breaks.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reply parent
A shunny! A Rark!
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social)
Wait this actually looks polished. Bubsy actually getting a non-raw after all this time?! Well, I'll temper expectations π€£
π³οΈββ§οΈ jade hoodiewench π³οΈββ§οΈ (@hoodiewife.bsky.social) reposted
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
it can be hard to believe in yourself when your societies and communities have gone out of their way to bet and act against you.
Kalfyra the scaled celestial - Burnout arc (@kalfyra.bsky.social) reposted
Worrying doesn't take away tomorrow's problems. It takes away today's peace. Noting this one~