Ooh yess
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Ooh yess
Also the update is on the site 🫠 sorry I forgot to mention that in the original post
gofund.me/f416b292
Update on the van & travel plans for living / being in a stable place with job offers already c: If you can donate, share, or comment I'd appreciate it a heck of a lot. Im almost to the goal, and to the point where I can reach stability ♡ Link in comments ✨️🫶✨️
Youre always so kind 😭🙏 thank you so so much for the recommendation c:
Thats the tits
Red hairs now ❣️
Awh dang i really appreciate that a lot, self confidence is hard 🫠
Good morning ✨️
Heh yeah I have stuff on my WL I want to get with more of these vibes. I like the retro look, but idk alt is always me
I did darker hair and idk im not super fond of it while my hair is short
I hope everyone's evening is neat ✨️
I really want to do my hair a colour, but im not sure what colour. Maybe a more intense red, less orange?
Definitely can't wait till i can dress up more often c:
I miss the nature and water. I lived in Richmond for several years when I hit my 20s
I can't wait to have a room with nice window light 🫠 Getting back into being alt, will probably do more once I move to VA
A little #pvcclothing for today ✨️ #pvcclothes
Ah #Albedo I do have to cosplay her again when I move ✨️ #overlord #anime #cosplay
Oof thank you b:
I do miss having bright red hair, perhaps one day soon I'll do that b:
Simplicity 📸 Robert Boyer
Eh im trying to just really use everything I have available so i dont need to get anything. Lots of pasta with butter haha
Bleh owning a car is for the birds man. Windshield cracked from road stuff and cant drive till its fixed. Insurance wont cover it, I cant get the state or company to pay so Im out all 300 of my savings 🫠 At least theres after pay of 76 bucks every two weeks for 2 months
Ah yeah, I dont go out often, so i like to look nice when I do
A friend and his brother took me to IKEA and the science museum ✨️
Ooh this is so good! ✨️
- If you haven't seen One Piece, I recommend it regardless of how long the journey will take you. I know you'll love it as a whole.
One Piece might get a lot of hate for how long it is, filler, etc but damn does it have great storylines and characters. They really show true friendship, helping with real life things like death and loss, and how to endure hardships for the sake of a better life while helping others above all. -
Its not a big space, and the mom doesnt like people a lot. There's some side stuff thats not my place to say about someone else
Watching Franklin the turtle and just realizing I connect with him more than the other characters. He also seems to be Neurodivergent / deal with asd and overly empathetic. Anyone else have an old cartoon you like to watch when you're feeling down?
I appreciate having a place to stay, but its depressing when theres no natural light available and im constantly in the dark. The other people here dont like people being around so I just stay in the room. This swirling the drain is just depressing and tiring. Im so stressed out and overwhelmed.
I appreciate you. Unfortunately it seems my luck is so up and down, it'd be better off as a rollercoaster
I never want to impose on someone's space, and I get having your space taken over sucks. I dont want to make people feel bad in their own home by existing.
Sigh. I need to figure some things out, and try to get out to the east coast as soon as I can. Seems Im not super welcome where I am, and I need to get myself prepared to travel. Im just so drained ngl. Tired of existing like this and pushing through. ladyalis.carrd.co gofund.me/79b0a799
Howdy 📸 Dan Moore - IG : Reciprocity #vintage #1950s #dress
Bunny ✨️
Nothing like a good ole b&w photo 📸 Dan Moore IG- Reciprocity #retro #vintage #emmadomb #nature
Thank you, I do like it im just so overly critical of myself unfortunately
Oh thank you! Youre very kind
Keep in mind i haven't shot in a while, and I did the posing myself without direction. Probably needed a different outfit, no hat and to not be sweaty af
I'm most definitely rusty as hell at posing, and it was hot af but I think this turned out neat! 📸 Dan Moore IG/reciprocity
Thank you ♡
Photoshoot accomplished ✔️ Leg hurts a lot now because I tried to not use my cane a lot ✔️ Blisters because shoes are ass ✔️ Worth it all to have a good day and take neat photos with a professional ✨️
Pearls and sunshine 🌼
A little look at today's photoshoot ✨️
A behind the scenes shot of today's photoshoot ✨️ 📸 Dan Moore - instagram.com/reciprocity #model #photographer #bts #nature #vintage
Found a vintage Emma Domb dress and it fits so perfectly. Its like fate because I have a photoshoot tomorrow morning, and its the first one ive had in a few years. What do you think? This and some pearls, maybe a little straw hat or something?
Thank you c: I used to cosplay a lot more before I developed chronic pain / illness. Trying to get back to that c:
I definitely will miss having space to do cool cosplays and take photos. Perhaps when I get the van situated and it's not so hot I can take pics there 🤔 #gwenpool #Deadpool #comicbook #comic #cosplay
Oh so cute oml ♡
Yeah ive deleted him and such, but until my mail changes over I gotta be able to go over n get it. Its annoying but hopefully within a week itll be changed
- so im a bit broke now, but my friend is gonna try to cover me on food until they get paid again in two weeks. If you want to donate some gas or food / kitty stuff : V3nm0 - camillatheelf
All of my stuff is moved, and now I'm staying with a friend for a while, sharing their tiny room. I am happy I have the van space as my own sanctuary at least ♡ Had to buy some cheap kitty stuff for my Lil old lady to stay with me and be comfy -
A ray of light 📸 @maiitsohyazhi.bsky.social
Yeah its going to be a long day, and i have to get rid of a lot still, especially since i have to store it where im staying and theres not a lot of space. Just want today to go well, maybe get some breakfast after as a celebration. Its been a while since ive done anything for breakfast.
Well, last day of moving all of my stuff into storage at my friends house and sleeping at their place for a bit. At least I will finally be free of my ex and dont have to interact with him again. Last night in the old room, Im glad I was able to take some nice photos today ✨️
Sunset ✨️
Thank you c:
Wearing black just always feels right 🥀
I did add a few retro / alt / goth things to my WL as well. Seeing what I still have that I can use 🫶
Haha thank you ♡ I have way cringier tiktoks but theyre funny to watch now a days. I had so much energy 🫠
Asymmetry is my favorite
Yeah haha i can come up with alt looks better than vintage ones ngl
Ah dang, my old tiktoks are something else
Trying to come up with a style that makes me feel good, looks cute, and won't age me so badly. I love wearing vintage stuff still, but I want to integrate the alternative style into it 🤔
Ah man, times are rough I hope things even out soon. I've been so exhausted with moving stuff and the heat 🥵 If youd like to donate for some food : V3nm0 - camillatheelf
I cant wait to be able to take photos on my adventures & feel better about myself even a tiny bit ✨️
ladyalis.carrd.co
Some links to help besides the fund site ✨️
I appreciate any help as im still getting things liveable and figured out with the van situation. Yall have been absolutely amazing, and I feel very thankful for the help I have received 🫶🙏✨️
Yeah ive been staying inside at my friends place and such, but im trying to get it cool so I can actually decorate and put things in it. I hate that its so effing hot.
Ah i haven't been able to do anything to it since its been over 118 here <48°c> and everything will melt without a portable ac. Im trying to save for it, the vans ac doesnt cool the back really and I dont want to rely on draining the van for cooling
Awe youre so kind to me 😭🫶
Golden hour ✨️
Amazon, I believe its just under mesh lingerie
Heh thank you, I really love how it fits tbh. Very cute
Always love a minty green moment ✨️
How exactly? Im not doing anything and im wearing a hat wrong :/
Of course! Its always really neat to see what everyone comes up with ✨️
How neat! I love this c:
Easier said than done unfortunately. I dont have enough left over after insurance and such for the gas / food / other months of insurance to get out. Trying to. Find some work so I can make money since the go fund me hasn't had anything in a while
Within 15 mins I was almost about to faint hahaha its too hot
Update: The portable ac arrived today and let's just say it did absolutely nothing and I will be returning it. Bleh its so hot it melts everything here t.t I hate it so much
Yeah haha its a lot, i have like 4 boxes of clothes for this and alt aesthetic, but I can only take a suitcase and very few things. Maybe when I find stable living, Im hoping once I end up out east something will pan out by the end of the year
I still love this aesthetic so much, I just cant travel with all of this gear haha
Yeah its pretty cool tbh, im hoping I can get it since it'll make things so much easier ngl
Yess theyre super cool ngl. And not too much, 130 - 170 bucks depending
Yeah it flushes and has a fresh / Grey water tank
Ita gonna be a lot of work, but its nice to have a space i can call my own for the first time ever
I have a toilet on my wishlist im going to try to get myself if anything.
Hahaha yeah as long as I have a bit of money for gas etc I want to do some things, see places kn the west coast then head east where most people i know live
Also its like 114° out so I can only do 30 mins at a time before absolutely dying
Its definitely becoming more of a thing with how expensive and impossible it is to find housing. Plus I want to volunteer at parks to get spots if I can, and just see nature. Idk eventually want to end up out east where I know more people
Honestly I think I got a pretty amazing deal, and im so thankful 🙏 now I just gotta pay some people back hope I can raise a little more on the ole fundy
Yess its nice to have something i can call my own for the first time tbh. Now I gotta move what I have left in storage and then its time to clean and decorate
Small van tour since I finally got the seats in the middle out ✨️ One step closer to living space
There's a few places that just opened around here so my friend and I applied to save for gas/ insurance/food/ everything
Yeah. I dont want to put the wear and tear on it like that since city roads are ass, and they dont pay more than 5 bucks a drive. This thing guzzles gas so easily, so I try to not to drive much unless its necessary
I really like creating and making cool scenes, but alternative fetish modeling got me interested in doing it mostly
Abandoned places fill my heart with joy 📸 Sound Snap Photography
