Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
That games has a giant aura of grief and that’s why I will not pick it up 😭that’s how I felt about arcane too
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That games has a giant aura of grief and that’s why I will not pick it up 😭that’s how I felt about arcane too
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I don’t need romantic love to feel complete. I need romantic love bc I want someone to go grab me a lil snack from one of the airport shops without having to lose my seat waiting
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Also obligatory quarterly “Omg I’ve been writing” post. I love writing so much and I think I could be so published if I wasn’t always so crazy and anxious aaahhh
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Journaling really works, y’all. Will be doing it consistently enough to reap the benefits? No comment. It works though!
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Very very much this
T'Chelsea of the Fire Nation (@mschelseamaria.bsky.social) reposted
I been so gentle and kind to myself for years that it's jarring when I'm letting someone into my world and they aren't as sweet to me as I am to me. I try to give ppl grace, but so much as an annoyed tone at the wrong time will make me uncomfortable and start pulling back
RTGame 👑 (@rtgame.bsky.social) reposted
Today's the only day you can share this
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Good morning 💛
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I see why everybody was writing essays about Sinners now. Everybody should go see it mhm
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Sending them
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
“He looks like he has a sense of humor that would upset me” - me justifying another swipe left
L. D. Lewis, Sea Witch Apologist (@ldlewiswrites.com) reposted
🫡
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Anything can change everything
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
It’s the ✨ changed ✨ that I need injected into me
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Oh me? Just dreamily sighing about all life could still hold 🙂↕️
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
You truly deserve good things 🫶🏽
Rami Ismail (رامي) (@ramiismail.com) reposted
Eid Mubarak, also free Palestine.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Too much Odyssey content entering pop culture I need to reread it so I can have the best opinions
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Finally listening to the epic saga and I’m already almost done. Calypso I love you 🥹
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
The phrase “whites only pies” is stuck in my head for some reason so in case anyone was wondering
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
“How are you? I’m feeling goodish bad.” Win or Lose is already winning me over lol
L. D. Lewis, Sea Witch Apologist (@ldlewiswrites.com) reposted
I just wanted to grow old writing my little stories, y'all. I wish I did not feel called upon to be a menace instead.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I always love having washed my hair more than washing my hair
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Monthly “sorry to announce working out does help you mentally/emotionally the rumors are true” post. Trying to get consistent again wish me luck 🙂↕️
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Birthday weekend been something quite eventful AND I got cute new shoes and free food 🙂↕️
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Wisdom
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
My little brother got I love my girlfriend pants and just…aw 🥹
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Me screaming pink pony club lyrics
L. D. Lewis, Sea Witch Apologist (@ldlewiswrites.com) reposted
You feeling like nothing is being done about *flails in all general directions* indicates you have not done the part of the homework you were assigned months ago where you were told to SEEK OUT AND SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL ORGANIZERS
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Ohhhh that’s a real good decision
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
It’s crazy thinking I’m like a specialized professional? An expert? In my field? When I used to be just a baby
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
I have just the place 🙂↕️
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
*reluctantly heats up leftovers *
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Pre birthday funk dissolved which means there’s only one boss left to fight before I age up again.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
:(
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I wish I was less emotionally intelligent and more emotionally ignorant specifically.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I love love so much I really wanna drop a ton of money on heart themed things and treats and take pictures in a cute themed outfit being beautiful
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Oh—my goodness
maq (@crab-milk.bsky.social) reposted
bro not now she has to commune with the dead #castlevania #castlevanianocturne
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Loveee my girl Maria and she need a reality check idk girl
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Going to get cozy in your dms once I finish then 🤭🤭🤭
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Like omg
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Watching season 2 of Castlevania: Nocturne and this Alucard mf really just did it to em
Sy Brand (@tartanllama.xyz) reposted
Presented without comment, just a deep tiredness
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Idk how people listen to Hozier and not get mad. Imagine me, listening to Talk, and then having to speak to a man with poor time management skills.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
“Sounds like magic so I don’t need that” OHHH BROTHER THIS GUY STINKS
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Make main characters magic users again I’ve had enough of these melee mcs. Somebody summon a fireball
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Oh now wait a minute
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Oh this is literally insane friends I might not be able to do this one but it’s SO good
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
I almost said “I would eat in this anime” and then immediately held my tongue JUST in case folks start dying and BOOM (literally)
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Well well well
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Only episode 1 but the solo leveling anime eating sorry folks :(
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Exactly this. I’m just better when I’m in my ✍🏽 mode lolll
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Just got a refund for a commission I ordered in 2023. What yall want from the store?
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Everytime you say this I feel so reassured. I always think I’m the most unserious writer for doing it that way but it’s just so much easier for me 😭
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
LL Cool L mhm
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
God please stop sending me flakes and folks who just wanna “meet up”. I need a lover boy in 2025 or I’m going to implode I’m so serious
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
When TikTok back but the end of the week yall going to still be this invested in the different branches of government or—
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
I know some people were…very attached. My heart goes out to them fr
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
People really not hearing me when I say I am so happy to have to understand one less thing 😭
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Simple work, but someone has to do it 🙂↕️
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Anyways my job gets Juneteenth off now so here’s y’all reminder to ask HR
Lambda Literary (@lambdaliterary.org) reposted
300 titles have now been submitted for consideration for 2025 Lammy Awards and we've only been open for a week! Did you know we see about 1,300 submissions per cycle? Submissions close March 21. More about our guidelines and categories here: lambdaliterary.org/awards/lammy...
Chanda Prescod-Weinstein 🌌 (@chanda.bsky.social) reposted
Martin Luther King wasn’t asking people to do community service. He was asking folks to liberate oppressed peoples.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
You’re influencing me
L. D. Lewis, Sea Witch Apologist (@ldlewiswrites.com) reposted
My day job is delightedly trafficking in queer books! Demand your publisher submit your very gay 2024 publication to one of our 26 (dear god) award categories before March 21
Lambda Literary (@lambdaliterary.org) reposted
Good morning and happy (or whatever) first day back at work for a bunch of you! 2025 Lammys submissions are now open and considering LGBTQ+ books and plays published in 2024! View our submission guidelines to learn more: lambdaliterary.org/awards/lammy...
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Starting to treat myself now so I can be cute on my bday 🙈
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
I think I am the opposite for no good reason
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Why am I awake.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Going to sleep at 9ish been feeling really sexy but maybe it’s just this cold
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I might very my drivers license this year so I can remove social anxiety from my list of stressors behind going out alone and also driving is a really expensive way to do that
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Don’t forget to surface for the occasional white author miss ma’am!
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Exactly
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
We need to re explore what convenience means
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Spending too much time on the image based app comparing myself to others and forgetting how to read. Coming to the (superior) text based app to hide and forget how I look
Meg Elison (@megelison.bsky.social) reposted
As we enter the season of diet ads, I want to point out a couple of important things: 1. It's ok to be fat. 2. There are a lot of books I read that helped me realize that first thing. If you want to develop a better relationship to a fat body, here's a short list:
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
That remix for Cynthia Erivo’s riff has ruined the end of that song for me because I immediately start moving a lil to the beat idk
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I love waking up early in the morning tbh
L. D. Lewis, Sea Witch Apologist (@ldlewiswrites.com) reposted
It might just be me taking seriously this enforced "stop doing shit" break in which I am refraining from doing anything qualifying as work, but it feels like 2024 is trying hard to hang on because it also isn't looking forward to 2025
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Watching What If and I finally get it
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
The sponge and the star 👁️👁️🫵🏽
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
Can another game please be released.
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Saw one of my IG folks post a picture of their snacks with full flash with a movie clearly going in the background 😭
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Girl that’s why I can’t watch it I certainly did not forget. Imma be so anxious when I finally do lol
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
It’s just you @ellethevillain.bsky.social never leave
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
All my homies got on here 4 days only and then jumped ship. Please don’t keep me on that silly bird app when there is a BUTTERFLY app please
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
I wake once again due to the irrational fear that there is a class I have failed to attend all semester because of a printing error on my schedule (I graduated years ago)
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social) reply parent
Happy holidayyysss muah muah muah (one for all three of you)
Emmanuel Henderson (@pheonixheir.bsky.social)
There is so much beauty in feeling.