Yeah, i has seen and heard people mention the kind of thoughts they had (like driving into oncoming traffic, they would never do it, but the brain noise tells them to). Outside of the “hating/hurting” myself thoughts, i get disgusting ones (like eating actual garbage), and distressing ones.

Like intrusive thoughts about hurting other people in specific ways. A lot of my intrusive thoughts are very detailed and long. Stuff i most definitely would not do. And i hate the brain noise. I don’t think I’m a bad person. I try to do good whenever i can. These thoughts are maddening.