I dont even know where to begin with process of leaving country. Leaving my parents behind in this hellhole would keep me awake at night. Just feel stuck. And sick

My mom's death at the end of last year removed that last barrier for me. The only creatures I'm responsible for can go with me, and I'm fortunate enough to have a few years abroad under my belt from much earlier in my life, which helps with the "where to begin" part.

Good luck my friend