I know, but it's always worth it in the end I promise you

I know it is, its just tough, and im gonna mess up at times, I just feel so alone on this

I promise you that you are not alone on it, even though it might feel like that, and it is tough, you're right, that's why we're all proud of you for trying

Idk... I just feel people have such a low tolerance for me, like I mess up once and I risk being blocked and if they dont block me I still feel I need to give them space and stuff, I dont know if there's anyone out there that would accept that im not doing these things out of hate but out of fear ig