do you ever get sick of being a freak?
do you ever get sick of being a freak?
@wayofcloudbrain.bsky.social honestly, no?
@wayofcloudbrain.bsky.social maybe I’m not a freak at all :-/
also maybe the specific madness that caused my brain to churn out all the freakery is wearing off and i'm about to be so embarrassed 😬
i'm curious what kind of freakery this is 👀
oh you know, all the incest shipping mostly. thats the obvious one that can be summed up in a word ... there's certainly other stuff thats rather vibes based and harder to grasp, and i think its mostly less controversial than incest but just reads as very weird to most people
its often the *combination* of things that i go for that i gotta question. ok, i suppose theres even a market for milking-fetishy cow hybrid gender fuckery with grooming elements, but why would i choose to package it in a slow burn boarding school novel type coming of age story? thats the weird part
@wayofcloudbrain.bsky.social ah, to me it’s more like, “oh nice, this slow-burn boarding-school coming-of-age story (that I’d be interested in anyway, but *might* not be spicy enough to hold my attention) has some fun freaky shit (that I’d be interested in anyway, but wouldn’t necessarily suppor […]
that's because you're a rare gem and it means i am infinitely grateful that we've met and are friends!
@wayofcloudbrain.bsky.social aaaah <3333333 I’m so glad about that too!
lol i get it. sometimes i wish i could churn out generic asshole man + self-insert woman tiktok bait slop. seems like things would be so much easier but the world doesn't need more of those and it's so gratifying to find the few people who want what you're doing and won't find it anywhere else
often. and sometimes it really upsets me and i feel really bad about myself and ashamed lol. but unfortunately you can either acknowledge it or repress it. and those are pretty much the only two options
thats kinda comforting, even though it sucks that you are struggling with similar things ...
i often feel like the wrong kind of freak
right!!! it's kinda lonely, and i get so jealous of the freaks with company
yeah, same sometimes 😔