reading my online presence before I had medication and my god i was so passionate about literally everything people said i was an "opinionated" kid but now i see that's all 1. stimulation seeking 2. a regular, mild opinion, just with the emotions turned up 5 notches because all my emotions were
talked to partner about this and he said I used to mostly just be angry or sad all the time, not how I experienced it coz there was intermittent joy. It must have been so hard on him. I asked him why he had stayed with me and he said because he loved me and he saw the person and not the illness.