I do find it a tough listen Nathan. The Figurehead & A Strange Day I could listen to on loop, but as much it is undeniably powerful, it’s a little overwhelming for my tastes/sensibilities. Disintegration is much more my jam. I get why you and so many others love this though.
It's very understandable! Although I think you've just given me my appropriately Monday morning album for tomorrow 😁 I still can't believe how many listens and years it took me to enjoy Disintegration. One of those albums that might not be my favourite Cure album, but has to be their best...