I try my best to be positive and optimistic and spread joy through the community, im just..not doing ok My fibromyalgia means I cant pony the way I used to, medications have changed my body a heap Im trying to plan craft projects, bills keep taking my savings *gestures at earth* is on fire
Oh no, you are such an amazing and unique being... Is there anything I can do? Or should I just hold your hoof until you are ready to shine again? 💙🍎
I think its bigger than me, its existential dread, and there isn't much that can be done. I appreciate the thought though Kwitsbait, thank you 🦄
You were one of the very first inspirations for me, to engage and start with ponyplay. you are a very pretty and amazingly kind stallion, that made my own heart jump up and down with joy, whenever I saw pictures and videos with you
and as a Ponymare myself, i resonated with you, since i am a biological male. and i wanted to be as beautiful as my pony girl self, as you are with your pony boy self. i also understand the problem with chronic pain very much, j emphasise with my own joint pains that deny be perfect grace
still, you gave me courage to engage in ponyplay before that, and it paid off in wonderful experiences and friends I made. so I think what i am trying to say is that even if today seems to be a bit bleaker than the past, the seeds you have sown are blooming in bright splendour around the world
" the seeds you have sown are blooming in bright splendour around the world" Your poetry is always a delight to read! I imagine they would be beautiful blue glowing blooms that look like Lotus flowers 💙
Joint-pain can make some days harder than others and we do our best even if it means resting on those days. Other times we push through extra hard to just enjoy some times with friends or new experiences and hide the recovery it takes afterwards. Its a delicate balance
Im humbled that my pony shenanigans have helped inspire you to take that step into your pony journey, make friends and wonderful memories! We need joy and escapism and community/friendship so much in these dire times!
Many hugs to you
*soft pony nuzzles*
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