Up and down, a day of trying to have a normal family day, which has been kinda successful. It's only when we got back that I realised he wouldn't be waiting for us again. Hope you are well
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That’s the hardest part in a way… that ‘lack of presence’ which feels so strong still. Be kind to yourselves x
aug 27, 2025, 6:52 pm • 1 0 • view
I guess so, he's left such a hole and I question everything I did in those final weeks. But nothing I could have done would have changed anything. It was just his time.
aug 27, 2025, 6:53 pm • 1 0 • view
It was. It’s also a very hard part of loving them - doing the best by them so they don’t suffer at the end. You *definitely* did your best. I do know how difficult it is not to feel guilty in some way for signing that paper, the realisation that we can’t save them. Letting go feels horrible.
aug 27, 2025, 8:35 pm • 2 0 • view
I dearly hope so. Thank you 🙏
aug 28, 2025, 5:20 am • 1 0 • view