It really is absolutely awful. A lot of it is you get hundreds of flavors of poison from the time you are born. I thought I was addicted to porn before I ever saw porn. It’s why I just became an unashamed freak. Like I had my laptop and was going to a hotel like “Oh my wallpaper is furry porn”
I can’t believe I just don’t care I see porn. I am more sexually liberated than… normal people (I hate saying that) but I also wonder if I am evil for doing this at times. Nobody knows what I do. My work thinks I am kinda a puritan if we aren’t friends
You owe them no explanation. Normal is just a statistical average based on incomplete observational data. It's overrated. As Mr. Rodgers said: "I like you just the way you are."