I think what I’m sick of is At this point? This has been my JOB , my fame factor isn’t the point also I’m old We should be talking about HOW WE TAKE CARE OF PEOPLE ?!? who the hell cares the fame portion beyond “Hey people need safety” and maybe we just.. do it
legit that’s why I left that whole NPO space entirely and just do a bunch of mutual aid/direct action shit in my community and off social media. I’m tired of awareness, I’m tired of pundits, I’d be fully insane by now if I wasn’t literally feeding people in my neighborhood
I am so very annoyed because for a SECOND it looked like civic technology was actually happening Which means it wouldn’t be “sexy” and we could start looking at it holistically I’m still freelancing and we’re do an all volunteer chronicling of the fall of infrastructure … THIS SHOULD BE A JOB
All the jobs these days seem to be either “we will pay you less than a living wage to ritualistically humiliate yourself for the rich” or “we will give you less money than you’d think to do unspeakably evil things” and I’m so fucking tired