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Alt Ordo Malleus @nikkicecily.bsky.social

I owe it to a lot of dead motherfuckers to enjoy being alive. That said, it’s god damn frustrating

sep 1, 2025, 9:13 am • 1 0

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Bethy the Vampire Slayer @strisi.bsky.social

Yep. good friends, some real assholes, but I loved every one of them. I survived by luck and those who didn't leave. It's damn frustrating, no doubt there. I haven't gone to their graves since I attended their honors. Not sure I can do that.

sep 1, 2025, 9:16 am • 1 0 • view
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Alt Ordo Malleus @nikkicecily.bsky.social

Civilians DO NOT UNDERSTAND how we would comfortably die for someone we shared nothing with except duty and courage. I feel fuckin bad for them

sep 1, 2025, 9:18 am • 1 0 • view
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Bethy the Vampire Slayer @strisi.bsky.social

They don't understand because many of them haven't been broken down to the soul like and exposed nerve. "We would comfortably die" should scare the hell out of anyone wise enough to understand what it means.

sep 1, 2025, 9:22 am • 1 0 • view
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Alt Ordo Malleus @nikkicecily.bsky.social

They’re too fucking comfy. All this “self-care,” “take care of yourself first” shit makes me insane

sep 1, 2025, 9:26 am • 1 0 • view
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Bethy the Vampire Slayer @strisi.bsky.social

there is a place for self-care. But it shouldn't be all there is. You make sure you have the ability to do the things that must be done. Then you do it.

sep 1, 2025, 9:31 am • 1 0 • view
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Alt Ordo Malleus @nikkicecily.bsky.social

There is no place for “self-care” in the Rangers and that’s what I teach. Shit, the most famous thing about us is how much it sucks to be one lmfao 🤣

sep 1, 2025, 9:34 am • 1 0 • view
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Bethy the Vampire Slayer @strisi.bsky.social

We may have different definitions of self-care. Knowing how much it sucks to be in the position, that's self-care to me. Acknowledgment of the suck.

sep 1, 2025, 9:37 am • 1 0 • view