[cn: self harm] yesterday I really tried to keep this at bay but today it's hard not to come to the conclusion that Paul and the cats would be better off without me, I'm nothing but a burden who brought them to Zone 6 because I'm needy and then can't even keep them here. fucj's sake
Sending love and positive vibes.
really, really need a new job if anyone knows about anything anywhere. don't particularly want to go back to Spoons but I guess I will. I don't really care, I'm so sad all I can do is something to pay the bills and it doesn't really matter otherwise. so, so brokenhearted
oh man, I'm so sorry 🫂 what a scummy thing for them to do to you, really hope you land on your feet somewhere 💖
Holy shit Hazel I am *so* sorry to read this, you're a magnificent human being and I hope you find something soon 💜
Gut wrenching, and I wish I had connections in the UK to help you get back on your feet. You're an incredible person, activist and writer. I really hope something will come up soon for you. Something good.
I’m really sorry to hear of your plight. Mitchell & Butlers are hiring for a lot of their venues, Fullers had some live-in positions available as well and Youngs also worth a look. I’m hoping to be out of my current management role by the end of September so that might be a fall back option too?
Have DMed you some stuff if you can access them. If not, let me know if I can contact you another way.
So sorry you’ve been stitched up like this. Really shit, you deserve so much better. Hoping for good things for you. Got friends in SE London, some of whom do bar work, so will ask around if anything’s going.
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ it's really fucking shitty
So sorry Hazel, so angry that they’ve done this to you and obviously you are a burden to nobody.
Shit, I've just noticed you're now on Bluesky and immediately wondered if life was treating you any better and it's like anything but. Just remember that none of it is your fault, and not even the cats will be blaming you.
Not the case. You did the best you could with the information available. You couldn't predict others would act in bad faith.