getting punched in the gut over and over again. I have cried, hid away in my room for hours out of thinking I wasn't being good enough, I have problems expressing myself. I still have the same problems about knowing what to say, but I am really trying. over the years I have become almost invisible
and I'm scared about losing whatever I have left, you guys. and I hope to God that the internet survives what its going through. Im not saying my life depends on you guys just being my friends, but losing you all... it would hurt me a lot, I wouldn't know who to talk to, socializing IRL isn't really
my best skill, typing helps me think more clearly. I just hope we can all get back to being close friends again, I miss talking with you guys, and with the internet dying I don't want to waist anymore precious time just re-posting and responding to posts. you all matter to me and always will