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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Sometimes I'm not sure why. I honestly wasn't a very good pet owner in my 20s. I worked too much and drank way too much. But she always loved me. When I was at my worst point, I made a list of reasons to continue living. There were only 3 things on it, and one was that she needed me specically.

jul 19, 2025, 4:41 pm • 23 0

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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

She was also there when I grew the fuck up and got my shit together and was able to be there for her like she deserved. The last few years, she's been incredibly happy that I've worked at home. All she's ever really wanted out of life is to sit on my feet while I used my computer.

jul 19, 2025, 4:43 pm • 23 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

It's hard for me to talk about my relationship with her, because she liked so few people and wasn't ever the same cat when others were around. Our relationship was quiet and private and very, very deep. I'll miss her terribly, and I'm glad I had the honor of being her person.

jul 19, 2025, 4:45 pm • 25 0 • view
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Julmev @julmev.bsky.social

Thanks for sharing more about her ❤️ at some point when you’re ready I would like to hear about more good memories of her

jul 19, 2025, 5:03 pm • 2 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Ah, thank you. What can I think of right now? When I first brought her home, I thought I lost her! I tore all 400 square feet of my studio apart looking for her, and finally I found her under the sofa cushions, stretched in such a thin little black line that I'd missed her the first time I checked!

jul 19, 2025, 5:07 pm • 9 0 • view
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Julmev @julmev.bsky.social

Aw 😂 very much black void behavior

jul 19, 2025, 5:12 pm • 1 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Her favorite video game was Baldur's Gate 2. I'm not sure if it was the music or that it made me sit still and make a lap for hours on end. I adopted her during the velvet tracksuit period of fashion, and it was always her favorite fabric.

jul 19, 2025, 5:09 pm • 11 0 • view
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Julmev @julmev.bsky.social

Sounds like cat heaven! I’m imagining the purrs now

jul 19, 2025, 5:17 pm • 2 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

And she was a very accomplished opera singer - I'm not entirely sure if she got that from her Siamese mother or if she learned it from the human opera singer who used to live down the hall. Either way, she always made her little 7 pound self heard!

jul 19, 2025, 5:11 pm • 11 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Oh, and one last thing. She was always so dainty and graceful. With others, it mostly manifested as running away really fast, but I got to witnessing all kinds of amazing cat acrobatics. As recently as this Monday, she made a truly awesome leap from the kitchen island to the top of the cabinets.

jul 19, 2025, 5:21 pm • 5 0 • view
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Julmev @julmev.bsky.social

Thank you for sharing, she sounds truly special ❤️

jul 19, 2025, 5:24 pm • 1 0 • view
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Abbaetha, forever team parsnip @abbaetha.bsky.social

Farewell sweet Lily. You were deeply loved. I’m so sorry.

jul 19, 2025, 5:24 pm • 3 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Thank you. I loved her so, so much.

jul 19, 2025, 5:24 pm • 4 0 • view
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Karen Zack @kjzack6.bsky.social

❤️❤️❤️

jul 19, 2025, 4:52 pm • 1 0 • view
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T.C. Aurelius @aurelius.quest

This last one reminds me so much of my first cat. She was as lucky to have you as you were to have her. I'm sorry she's gone.

jul 19, 2025, 5:33 pm • 2 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Yes, we were quite the pair together! I'm grateful we found each other. Thank you.

jul 19, 2025, 5:36 pm • 2 0 • view
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Full Petal Jacket @blackwjulie.bsky.social

This is the toughest thing. To care for a creature that was there for you for so long, through so much. And I know those thoughts too well, where that creature keeps you from darkness and nothingness. RIP Lily.

jul 20, 2025, 1:09 am • 1 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Oh, yes, it sounds like you've been there. Though it does make me smile to think that the creature who kept me from darkness and nothingness was herself a void.

jul 20, 2025, 8:38 am • 1 0 • view
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Lucretia Pruitt @yndygo.bsky.social

I’m so very sorry for the loss of your kitty. That take a piece of our hearts with them. ❤️🐾

jul 19, 2025, 4:54 pm • 2 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Thank you.

jul 19, 2025, 4:57 pm • 1 0 • view
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Jenn @geekgalgroks.bsky.social

What a good kitty. I'm glad you had each other.

jul 19, 2025, 5:15 pm • 3 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

She was such a good cat. Such a good cat. And thank you.

jul 19, 2025, 5:16 pm • 2 0 • view
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Celine @celiniezucchini.bsky.social

I'm so sorry for your loss. May her memory be a blessing.

jul 19, 2025, 4:43 pm • 2 0 • view
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Sarah @sosomanysarahs.bsky.social

Thanks.

jul 19, 2025, 4:45 pm • 1 0 • view