Makes sense. I did a heroic amount of drugs during That Part of my life, and never once did my experience with them come close to what "normal" people reported 😭 if not for my addiction issues I probably would have given them up straight away for not being worth it
Yahhhh I have sadly accepted much the same that the most they do is help us “even out,” so to speak That said, semi legal magic mushrooms have actually been very helpful to me in processing trauma? We shall see what the end result of micro doses ends up as
YES
I'm interested in trying them myself -- they were decrim'd here at the beginning of the year but they haven't been fully legalized yet so I can't get them at the dispensaries (although there's plenty of snake oil out there as a result of the hype). I also want to try ketamine therapy 🥹
Try ordering through Alfred’s Top Shelf. I saw a documentary a few weeks ago that talked about how it’s not really regulated enough to trust a dispensary =\ some will use a fabricated substance that doesn’t have the right effects
I hear this, me too!
Is it unsupportive to your sobriety to ask more questions? I think it's awesome that you've gotten past bad things!
I'm 10 years into it as of August 28th, so I'm at a stable enough point in my recovery that I can do so. Thank you for asking first though because definitely not everyone is as far along/as comfortable as I am!
If it's ok to ask I'd love to know more about the way your experiences with different things have been different compared to what other people experience. Have things been more muted, no visuals, things like that?
Mostly I just don't get the extreme euphoria/high that everyone else describes. Not just with stimulants either -- Xanax literally just knocks me out 😂 I don't get the "fun" part. Weed, though, I seem to get a pretty normal response from -- but that's about the only one.