Thanks. Yes his cancer went from manageable small-cell lymphoma to aggressive large-cell lymphoma and it happened very fast in April. I'll miss that big lunkhead forever but I'm glad he lived a pretty long 18.5 years and I got to spend so much time with him.
It's like my Scout (dog as you know), he was 2 months away from his 19th birthday & I looked at him and knew. I picked him up and told Mike we were taking a nap. I was the only one that woke, but he passed in my arms. I still miss him.
I understand. If you really love them you will never forget them and always will miss them. It hurts because they are family and I feel sorry for people who don't understand that.
So do I.