This is pretty standard if you are poor. But also, pretty fine.

I can barely stand to share my bed with a 30lb dog much like a full middle schooler 🙃

That's really weird. I have slept in a separate bed as a child for as long as I can remember.

My parents didn't even want to be reminded that I existed after they went to sleep unless I was dying

idea of this scares me cause what if you roll on top of your baby