I actually used to be so scared, I literally had my first ever panic attack in the line for a roller coaster (I ended up walking out the other side of the station, my mum was calling me a wuss and the rest of the family got on the ride without me and I, about 12 at the time, was nearly throwing up)

Then a few years ago I started binging Defunctland videos, which theoretically should have made it worse, but instead I found it all really interesting. Started playing planet coaster a ton, got really into the lore of rides at my fave park (ironically the same one I panicked in) and aaaaaaaa

All i know is theyre big and scary and i could die on one :( (incidentally exactly what i think about airplanes too)

So valid actually!! But also this may be just my obsession speaking but all the modern safety features of coasters are actually really cool bits of engineering!

Oh definitely. Everytime I take a flight i have to tell myself "oh its very safe and will not fall apart :)"