I guess I'm a 2000s internet troll equivalent of a school shooter I've never shot up a building, but 20 something me will wreck your entire online experience if you attack me or dramatically fail to support me in some relationships, still
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& while I have many personal apologies to administer if ever given the chance, I will NEVER apologize for the colonization or isolation forced upon me, or the way I've then responded to it in crisis NEVER
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Just like after an autistic meltdown, As an adult I have remorse, but not guilt, because that guilt doesn't belong to me, it belongs to my disorders Which means it belongs to Uncle fucking Sam, the Catholic Church twice over, and the people responsible for building me as a human
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I feel bad, just not as responsible as everyone else would like me to ACT because I actually understand my own behavior, and therefore all of yours, when I'm not supposed to at all. And because they don't I often look insane
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A 13-15yo me raised online, raised on today's internet instead, would, without much remorse, Kill every adult around me, just so I could sit on a beach and collect rocks whenever I felt like it. I am legit TERRIFIED of today's suburban youth.
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And only because unlike all of you, I do remember having that colonized psycho mindset, with fed-by-adults-every-day-no-responsibilities willpower, and now everyone's impulse control and willpower are fkn gone! I have already had to bribe some NOT to kill some of us, YET.
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