30 (he/him) N/SFW ASMR audio creator, writer, performer, MDNI | Banner & PFP by @tiainthestars.bsky.social
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Got THE email from YouTube about my main channel recently. Ive been monetized since 2016 when I had a viral vid that amassed 18m views and 25k subs, but ever since then I just kinda...did what I wanted instead of instead of being smart lmao Now I gotta play catch up 💀
Yeah I definitely would hate being notified when someone blocks me and would absolutely overthink it every single time, more than I already do when I find out organically lmao
Same. Especially when it's people you've never heard of/interacted with before. Makes me do a double take like huh???
my disappointment is immeasurable and my day is ruined
Wowowow, how beautiful 🥹 You have such a command over the written word, I am always in awe of you
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you are a light every time i see you, Rhyme, but even lights can't be on all the time. we're still gonna be here while you get your rest and energy back <3
i also asked jeeves then i cross referenced it with clippy bonzi buddy also gave their 2 cents everyone agreed: bro is cooked
In a 2016 production of American Idiot I was in, the tech director told us "I want you to deface this wall. I'll paint over it. Then, you deface it again. I'll paint over it. Rinse, repeat, until we have a grungy wall." The show kinda embodies a post 2001 feel, so my graffiti of choice was...
I do not like this AI slop. And if I could I'd make it stop. 😭
Well, yes. It's a ridiculous concept But the idea of hearing what something I wrote has to say about itself? I fear no man. But that thing...it scares me.
AI advancement is exhausting. I just learned about a service that touts a feature that lets you chat with your files. Like...you upload a document, and you can talk to it. Why.
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omg this is true
(this is a very niche joke pls laugh)
wow i love doomsday. A top 10 Doctor Who episode for sure. I dont remember rose being so hairy tho 🤔
So, uh...I wrote a new song. Would mean a lot to me if you gave it a listen. 👉👈 It's called "Dead Giveaway" and I really tried to work on wordplay on this one, so we'll see how that goes lmao
Ziggy is SUCH a kind soul, and if you have anything at all to spare, that kindness would appreciate being returned. Help her get what she needs. <3
Thank you! I think it is much clearer that way, too. Full disclosure, it's a SFW project for YouTube I haven't QUITE decided if I want to be a proper collab or a self collab yet but I just want my bases covered lol
Fellow Audio Creators: For a self-collab where it is one person doing different voices, does the gender tag change at all? Like if I am doing 3 different voices in one audio, would it be tagged [MMM4F] or would it still be [M4F] and then have a tag about multiple voices or something?
I *love* working at Goodwill 💀
Confession: sometimes, I will vocal stim and just randomly say some vocabulary test ahh word because hearing complicated words spoken aloud stimulates my brain. Today's stimmed word: malfeasance 💀
IN MY COMEBACK ERA Srsly tho it feels so good to be writing/creating content again, and not have it feel like an obligation. I just needed the right idea to get that spark back. ❤️
I try to live by the assumption that not everyone is terminally online like I am and therefore may not respond quickly. But also, like...I'm not OWED a response. If they answer, cool. If not, hey, they're still interacting on the TL. Everyone's social battery drains at different speeds 🤷
Tried to kiss my first gf while we were fucking, and her response was "what are you DOING?" as I got closer like...shiiii now I gotta stress over what caused THAT reaction instead of being in the moment lmao
You know what? I am DAMN proud of myself. I was listening through all 4 of my projects yesterday bc I was making an Artist playlist and I gotta say, 7 years into this music thing? I can see so much growth. Not just musically, but as a person. Attitude. Outlook. Vibes. It's beautiful. And so am I 💅
I was listening to music while working and vocal stimmed one of the ad libs which was him saying AY! and then I look up and everyone is looking at me like I was trying to get their attention 💀💀💀
Subliminal messaging implies the existence of Domliminal messaging, and I really wanna know what that looks like. For scientific purposes. 🧐
I heard we're posting mouths? 👀 Have a lil 😏
This happens to me regularly. As someone who posts voice content more often than not...it is not ideal. 😅
One of the things I love about starting new projects is the rush of creating things from scratch. I asked my friend if she wanted to make music with me in a more "formal" setting (meaning as a duo lmao) and we settled on the name "Friendshaped". I immediately had ideas for the logo. Here's one!
I'm just returning the favor for the tears you gave me this morning 😤
Truly an artist in both meanings of the word. I can't stop listening. Such a soothing, beautiful tone in their voice. Everyone should listen and be in awe like I am.
Oh, wow. So, this is gorgeous. Your voice floats so gently over the ukulele, like a warm summer breeze brushing your skin ❤️
Sounds like the perfect time to make a wager: win Mario Kart, pick the show. Lose Mario Kart...Mom gets to pick 😌
Crazy that I can't remember the names of my elementary school teachers (except third grade, Mrs Dolphin was the GOAT) but I CAN remember the names of the two twins who used to bully the fuck out of me in kindergarten 💀💀💀
Sneak peek at my Big Bopper costume for the upcoming performance of Buddy: The Buddy Holly Story I am a part of. Wearing fancy clothes always makes me feel slimmer for some reason lol
I missed the deadline
I'm sorry. 🫂 That always feels awful.
One thing I like about my new position in the back at Goodwill is I get to see more product as it comes in before it leaves the store. I was hanging clothes and found this shirt. This is cute as hell 😭
And also, like... "Fat" is such a subjective term. Bodies are all built differently, and "average" weights are nothing to go by because everyone's dietary and nutritional needs differ. Even so, everyone is right. Fat never meant ugly. Fat never meant bad. Fat is just different. Different is good.
Thank you! I really think so too, my friend took it and I'm like DAMN good shot! Lmao
If you see this, drop an old pic you still love I've reshared this before, but I will never NOT love this picture of me at my most comfortable. It is my essence boiled down to a photo. I am a performer. That will never change.
Hayley Williams: 🎵Ain't it fun livin' in the real world? 🎵 Me:
No rizz just a crippling addiction to musical theatre 0 shame
I love seeing all the beautiful eyes, but I hate that I'm too self-conscious about my own to participate. My eyes are very dark, and don't open super wide. It's to the point where if I smile, they vanish completely. I just want nice eyes like all of you. 🥺🥺🥺
Thank you! The small details are often what I agonize over the most. I know the broad strokes, but showing vs telling is where I struggle. I want to be descriptive, but don't want to enter purple prose territory lol Thank you so much, you are so wonderful ♥️
Also, as an aside, you are a gem in general, but even more so for this <3
Completely a WIP, trying to find the motivation to continue it considering I have it as a shorter, one act play as well. Take your time, it is dark and heavy with themes that may not be easy, but I would appreciate any and all feedback for what I have so far. :) docs.google.com/document/d/1...
BUT WAIT THERES MORE: A monster girl-themed reality dating show. This one isn't an ASMR RP, but a straight up audio comedy series. There will be such characters as: The Bride of Frankenstein Dracula's Daughter Klara & Karla Krow (harpie sisters) And more! I call it...Mingling With Monsters. 🤭
Concept: An ASMR RP series where the listener encounters different types of "-dere" (yandere, tsundere, kuudere, etc) tropes in a speed dating setting. After the initial episode, a poll decides the order of the girls in a solo, follow-up episode (the "matches") I call it...Dere Girls. Geddit?! 😅
I have seen a lot of odd stuff during my time working at Goodwill. I have seen all manner of messes in the fitting rooms. But this...this has me stumped. Someone placed a hanger...above the fitting room door. It wasn't glued or stuck. It was just chilling there. 🤔
I got more attention on this than expected, so if you're waiting on a reply from me, sit tight! I am working through replies and DMs while also...working lmao Thank you all for reaching out! Be with you shortly. :)
I would prefer that, but I wouldn't object to a little splash of color here and there if it fits. I hope for something similar to his cartoon-y style, but much less surreal.
Sure! The poems are pretty concrete, and tend to be literal and less abstract. The doodles should be fairly simple, black and white, and cartoon-y (think Shel Silverstein, but not as surreal) that encompass the point of the particular poem! Examples of art and poems attached!
Lmao maybe a little. I had no idea how this would go down, but at least now I have options! Lol
Hi! I am looking to commission someone to illustrate a few Shel Silverstein-esque doodles for my poetry collection. The idea is to have every poem take up a single page, but for those that bleed onto more, I want to have something to fill the space. Pls DM me or reply if interested! #art #artists
Ah, yes. The taste test. My favorite. 😌
If it means less cars on the road with LED lights, me and my astigmatism are all the fuck for it
Omg! No, this is definitely adorable and not cursed at all!
Hahaha nooo basically, Kirby just takes on a little bit of the appearance of whatever he swallows. Some examples:
Can you draw what Kirby would look like if he swallowed your OC? :)
But really, truly, can you just edge a vampire...forever? 🥺
If you do not bust rhymes in this, I will be extremely disappointed.
In 30 rotations around the sun, I have learned a lot about what NOT to do. And yet, someone people have done quite a few MORE laps than me and seem to have not retained the concept of consent. Lemme draw you fuckers a picture.
Listen, it's my party trick! I do them spot on lmao
Working on a new NSFW-ish song...Finally giving an anthem to the alt girls that have my heart in a vice grip lmao (give it a label bc of the content, but it's not actually that bad...I think 👀)
THIS IS MY MOMENT Hakuna Matata - The Lion King (And yes, I do the voices) Lose Yourself - Eminem Low - Flo Rida ft T-Pain Creep - Radiohead Live Like You Were Dying - Tim McGraw Hey There Delilah - Plain White T's There's so much more...but so little time 😭
Working on a new NSFW-ish song...Finally giving an anthem to the alt girls that have my heart in a vice grip lmao (give it a label bc of the content, but it's not actually that bad...I think 👀)
Looking up tweets from JK Rowling to include in my diss track has backfired spectacularly, because now Twitter keeps recommending me her new tweets no matter how many times I click "see less often" :( I have made a very big mistake
I also love the idea of a slimegirl that changes color based on her emotions lmao squish density is adorableeeee
#57 - "Until We Meet Again"
In this truly difficult time, Rae offered some comforting words that some may need more than ever before. They are beautiful, strong, and poignant. This will take a while to feel okay. It won't be easy. But if we lean on each other, we'll get to a place we can at least accept. Not good. Better. <3
Truly shocked. Rest in peace to a pillar of this community. He was always there, always supportive. We lost a good one.
To the Moon if you like story over gameplay Kingdom Hearts if you like...a lot lmao (disney, final fantasy, arpgs, being chronically confused, etc) Ace Attorney if you like using your brain and logic Professor Layton if you wanna feel smart (or stupid...that can also happen) There's a lot lol
CW: discussions of mortality, death Before my grandmother passed, she said many things. Most of them were lucid, some weren't, but they all shared one thing: a knowing of the end. She had MS. Her mind was also going. It hurt to watch, but I remember seeing it so vividly. This one is for her.
Song of the century
Congrats! Those milestones feel so great, don't they? ☺️
I yearn to one day be as comfy as this stray cat outside my apartment
Faye is EXTREMELY talented in many facets, you should definitely support her if you can!
Listen...potatoes are god's gift to the world. Boiled Baked Mashed Fries Chips Hashbrowns I pledge my fucking allegiance to the potato 😤
Lucky you! Have fun. :)
Pure, unfiltered, genuine laughter just might be the most attractive fucking sound I could ever heard with my own two ears Send skeet
Boundaries are never a bad idea. You deserve peace, and protecting that peace shouldn't have to be a chore. You're wonderful, Ziggy, don't let people take advantage of that.
Rhyme is one of the sweetest, most talented, supportive pillars in our community so you should DEFINITELY shower them with gifts and affection because if any of us deserve it, they are one of them!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RHYMEEEEEEE
Me: Take it slow. Don't rush things. You don't even know if she likes the same way you like her. Also me: BRO SHE LITERALLY BOUGHT YOU A SQUISHMALLOW OF THE COWARDLY LION BC YOU TOLD HER IT WAS YOUR FAVORITE ROLE YOU'VE EVER PLAYED, BE SO FR RN
i am nothing if not a purveyor of bad jokes (This was also lowkey inspired by @kvyte.bsky.social posts about Sleep Token lmao)
My friend once described 11 as a cosmic 9 year old and that has always been my favorite description of him ever
I HAVE RISEN FROM THE ASHES, A PHOENIX BURSTING FORTH, COATED IN FLAMES! Which basically means I just uploaded a new SFW audio on my channel! My first since October! Wow!!! Show it some love? youtu.be/OCqcdYvw9RU
Here's a sneak preview at a SFW script I've been working on for my comeback video! Since my Beetlejuice videos always do well, I figured I would maybe switch it up and try another character voice based video and I decided to try Timon & Pumbaa from The Lion King lmao
happy birthday, vera!!! I hope this next lap around the sun treats you right 😌
An R-Moot with R-Truth, if you will.
You're not no one. You're someone R-Truth is following. 😎
Me: absolutely sick as a fucking dog Also me: crying bc i have friends who helped me get through it without losing my damn mind. One picked up my meds/some food for me and 2 others kept checking in 😭😭😭
Moog hitting the big time!
Good heavens 🥵
Literally the only one I can think of is the word "on". It's a tiny word but the Baltimore in me really comes out on it. I say it like "ou-in". It's really hard to type it phonetically so I recorded a video lmao
