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Shanah tovah y'all! I'll be offline again for a couple more days. 🍎🍯❤️
It was just really really special to be a doll for so long and to feel my body go still faster than I could control it when he touched me just right. I miss it so incredibly bad. I was such an object.
My outfit for the party at DMDW. I was very jingly. This was one of my favorite bimbo outfits ever honestly, and great for a September night outside.
Also we're very close to hypnosis art/etc being overtly banned here which would obviously be awful. But this is the exact wording that other sites use to say that hypnosis depictions are not allowed
Y'all. I'm just seeing the new Bluesky content guidelines and I can tell you with 100% certainty this is them preparing to monetize because these are the guidelines that banks and credit cards impose on companies/sites. Yelling at Bluesky is not as helpful as yelling at paypros here. yellat.money
I just am so in love with him and I think he's the most attractive person on this earth. And I feel so wanted. Over 7 years together and it is just getting stronger. I never would have imagined this. Fuck.
Then he took me to one of the benches under the tree and posed me over and over as I felt the breeze and sun and heard just the sounds of nature, and him telling me in earnest tones that I make such a good doll... ❤️❤️❤️
So many things I want to share from the weekend. I think one of the best parts for me was teaching a dollplay class with MrDream and getting the chance to be a doll in front of everyone and then talk about how profound it is to be so still/passive like that, in an educational way.
It is not a camping event unless you want to camp outside! There are all modern amenities and we sleep indoors, climate controlled, etc. We do daytime activities outside but just on the lawn. All you really need is warm clothes for when it gets chilly at night if you are outside.
Gah. A lot of really good memories. Trying to jot down big ones.
It was such a pleasure, seriously!
Back from Deepmind Darkwood. It was my first time being on staff at this event that I really love so much, and I'm extremely happy with the quality of teaching me and MrDream did. I'm really proud of myself as an educator and for the leadership and organization I did. ❤️ So grateful (and sunburned).
The only kink classes I can teach without sweating are rope skillshares, which aren't really CLASSES but I used to lead a rope group and ended up doing a LOT of teaching that way. I think teaching rope is 1000x easier than teaching hypnosis too.
This isn't the PRIMARY thing going on but I have been teaching classes in kink spaces for literally 10 years and I still start every class with "I get really nervous teaching so just bear with me for the first 10 minutes and then I'll chill out." It doesn't get easier!
I don't like talking about this stuff much but having a severe anxiety disorder is something that I really would not wish on anyone. I don't know how to explain how crippling/painful anxiety can be if you haven't experienced it like this. It's crazy.
Man. DMDW is TOMORROW. I'm excited but also nervous. I always get really anxious before events. I just finished printing out handouts for the Erickson class I'm leading. I'm looking forward to being in the space and doing what we do best at DMDW: experimental communal learning. Just gotta get there.
A bimbo doll packs for a hypnosis event
Having people say "Do you have an etsy?" and "I would love a kippah like this!" is sooo hard to resist as a chronic hobby-monetizer but embroidery is incredibly time consuming and would not be time/cost-effective
I embroidered this kippah as a gift for my rabbi -- it says "gam zeh ya'avor" ("this too shall pass"), from a Jewish folk tale. I think this is my best embroidery project yet!
It's crazy. And I'm ace with a noncon fetish too. Soooo like...
It is basically ideal that my boyfriend and I both have pretty strong Gender Things Going On. The joke is that we roleplay a traditional M/F relationship
IRL I would say I am not as much into men but I have a bimbofication fetish and bimbo stuff has certain traditional tropes and one of them is this kind of toxic heterosexuality so it all gets very confusing
Last night's masturbation fantasy was some cheesy nonsense about a high powered executive brainwashing his new secretary into a doll by making her watch his already-dollified assistant go instantly blank and suck his cock. Sigh. It's just really like so boring and unoriginal
These are all free/public reads. Of course I also have been teaching a Milton Erickson text study class for a few years that is directly informed by Jewish text study methods and is one of the classes I'm most proud of.
As a "victory lap," I wanted to share some of my projects/essays that blend hypnokink and Judaism. I ended up talking about some of this stuff (minus the kink) at my beit din. www.patreon.com/posts/milton... sleepingirl.itch.io/kadosh-a-hyp... www.patreon.com/posts/dolly-...
I keep telling him he's going to regret making me addicted to doll stuff because it's literally all I want nowadays
Doll play is just literally perfect
I did it. I'm fucking Jewish. ❤️ I worked very hard for this. Here's a bit about that, and my new name ⬇️
It's funny, I'm not a brat, but I pride myself on being good at -- let's say, "creating opportunities."
Him: "So you have to teach about doll play. What is it?" Me: "Doll play is when you don't move." Him: "OK, so don't move." (Completely instantly frozen in dollspace until he snapped his fingers) Me: "...OK. Doll play is when someone TELLS you not to move." I'm so good at this.
I am so unbelievably tired and I can't believe I have to pivot to prepping for DMDW tomorrow lol
This is like, extremely ignorant. Judaism doesn't proselytize, and it's an ethnoreligion. Please educate yourself
Personally I'm not sorry for ANYTHING about it lol
Thank you so much this means so much to me, seriously ❤️
5hrs sleep, hair still wet from the mikveh ❤️
I did it. I'm fucking Jewish. ❤️ I worked very hard for this. Here's a bit about that, and my new name ⬇️
I have been up since 4am. Important thing happening this morning. Nervous and wish I'd slept but no turning back... Wish me luck
Hi
And as we know, hypnotists aren't people
My poor boyfriend, my favorite sex act is to sit really still not doing anything
Dolly time? Dolly time? Dolly time? Dolly time? Dolly time? Dolly time? Dolly time? Dolly time? Dolly time?
Begging for "dolly time" I'm so pathetic
Hi... It turns out I really love hypnosis... I wish I could talk more about the kinds of things I experience especially in CNC/heavy power exchange stuff :(
Axolom!
www.airbnb.com/rooms/117766...
So there was actually a Polly Pocket one in my neck of the woods but it required a lottery (and was like very expensive too)
Shabbat shalom ❤️
We went to IKEA so I could "pretend" to be a dolly in a doll house. Definitely not hypnotized and posed... Not in an IKEA......
I do! Not a lot but when I can.
It was MOBBED when we went so we had to be fast and there wasn't really a TON of hypnosis but at least enough to say it happened (and to grab a couple pictures). All in all I'm glad we did this once but as someone who actually doesn't like public play I will not be looking for us to do it again lol
Omg hahahah! Thanks!
We went to IKEA so I could "pretend" to be a dolly in a doll house. Definitely not hypnotized and posed... Not in an IKEA......
Real bene gesserit behavior
I have been having a recurring fantasy of being at a party and turned into a doll where I can't move and I just sit there while everyone has fun and/or fucks around me, for hours This is surely a completely normal fantasy. I am just a normal girl
I got like 60 seconds of being a hypnotized doll today and the way my body reacted like it was complete bliss... I'm so fucked
I love that this got auto flagged as both explicit content and non nudity lol
This is my new packer holy shit holy shit holy shit it is SO lifelike, perfect size and shape and feels amazing oh my God sorry for the rough video I just had to show you. This is my cock.
This is my 2nd Axolom packer, the last one I got from them was 4 years ago, and I really liked that one but holy hell they have upped their game. I highly recommend them if you're looking for affordable and high quality packers.
Y'all my new packer got here and it is incredible. It looks and feels incredibly real. Large moveable/squishable balls, and a smaller softer cock. Holy fuck. This is easily the best one I own. Oh my god I can't even describe how real it feels to wear. Holy fuck. Gender gender gender
I get why people play up their reactions, but it always makes it look faker to me. I prefer the super candid amateur stuff (but I'm not really the target audience as I don't watch a lot of IRL porn, so my opinion shouldn't matter too much)
I don't think red eyes is the only way to tell that someone is hypnotized; not everyone gets it and it doesn't happen all the time. I also think people can be truly hypnotized AND play up their reactions for porn. That being said, I feel like I see a lot of "acting" in videos.
You almost never see the redness thing in art, and it's not really part of the public consciousness of hypnosis. But it's one of my favorite signs and one of the things I grew to find hottest, because my eyes get red generally only in my deepest trances.
Oh no, I saw a photo of someone's eyes while they were stoned and it looks so similar to hypnotized eyes I got a little turned on. (Which is like -- crazy that they're so similar right? Glassiness and redness and pupil stuff? It's so cool.)
Took my LED hoop out for a spin in the twilight ❤️
Also I can't believe their focus is "mega Malamar can even make people's entire PERSONALITIES change, which is more intense than regular hypnosis!" Like girl that's lowkey the subject of the hypnokink article I'm working on
Here is the link but please don't call me pet names. youtu.be/4HxSr_6RiiY?...
Look, Pokémon/Hypno was one of my early origins, and even I can't believe this mega Malamar shit. The video they just put out is fucking crazy
Yes I have this problem with rope art
Being hypnotized is often so physical for me, I move and squirm and writhe. Here's a video of me in deep trance. It's really hot... 😣❤️ (Captioned with what was being said but no audio -- sorry!)
Being hypnotized is often so physical for me, I move and squirm and writhe. Here's a video of me in deep trance. It's really hot... 😣❤️ (Captioned with what was being said but no audio -- sorry!)
One of them was about being hypnotized in VR by someone's eyes that had this glowing/shifting effect. Someday I know I will need to try that
Had two erotic dreams in a row just about very simple, very intense eye fixation hypnosis. I love being a hypnofetishist
How can you talk about my friend malamar like that??
Is there such thing as therian but not like animal, just like "not a person"? I guess that's what it/its is for
Deeply, deeply, deeply hypnotized eyes. (Red and glassy ❤️❤️❤️)
I am pretty sure I do get what's trying to be communicated but it gives me a lot of like "man what are we even DOING here" vibes when really we're ultimately trying to be good teachers. I think there are ways to be truthful/accurate AND provide helpful education. Reach out anytime tho!
I'm writing a Patreon essay about the richness of "identity" in brainwashing, and I just started a sentence: "In Neon Genesis Evangelion," and I NEED someone to stop me
Wow that's a really awesome anecdote!
(I don't want to start anything but I've been seeing whispers of teachings like "there are no reliable physical signs of trance" and I'm sorry but come on, use your eyes. They may not be UNIVERSAL but to say you can't visibly tell when a person is hypnotized is insane.)
Deeply, deeply, deeply hypnotized eyes. (Red and glassy ❤️❤️❤️)
www.sefaria.org/Yevamot.76a....
I should call her
Took sativa after a while of not taking sativa and god it hits like a ton of bricks. brain is super fucked
"No it's religiously necessary actually"
OK I laughed, you're right
They say to put it against the anus so it's literally about male anal stimulation with a warm bread dildo
100% certain, if you're not familiar there's plenty of weird sex stuff
I'm really high and I just came across a bit from the Talmud where the rabbis say that if a man's penis is stuck shut, put a piece of fresh baked bread near his ass so the warmth will make him cum and you can see if that helps I'm like too high for this
Man it really doesn't matter how much experience you have or how rarely you get it; drop will humble you
It's not the first time I've cried out of intensity of brainwashing, but it doesn't happen often
I know you get me
That's kind of the joke I'm making -- although I don't shy away from talking about my relationships and TPE anywhere, because I think it's better than I'm honest and (somewhat) uncensored rather than lie about what I do. Most people know my deal. (And plenty of people fantasy-post CNC anyways)
Someone on Twitter responded like "it's only bad if you didn't consent!" and I just don't know how to explain TPE/CNC brainwashing in the length of a tweet
You know I never used to like the color pink? Even ~5 years ago I was dressing normally. But brainwashing is real and now my entire wardrobe is bimbo doll clothes, I literally don't feel good if I can't wear pink (and if you're wondering, yes my family noticed and commented on this change)
Chat is it bad if he implanted and strengthened an unconscious response to the color pink so much that I had to stare at my pink clothes to get myself off yesterday?
Working on the theme, excerpts, and questions for this :) I think I'm going to do one of my favorite Ericksonian topics!
He WRECKED my head today holy shit sometimes I really don't think I'm going to bounce back
First time making lamb. We lost our meat thermometer so it's a bit overdone but still tender from an overnight marinade. Olive oil, lemon, garlic, oregano, cumin. The chickpeas/zucchini are zaatar. This was an amazing meal. Shabbat shalom! ❤️
She can p-p... practice o-on m-m... p-p-practice, um
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