feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈
@tulsalien.bsky.social
👉🏻🔞🔞🔞👈🏻 • mmind • queer • agender • chronically ill / awesome multi-disciplinary cultural worker ✨🧚🏻♂️ 📸 PFP ID: close up of a brunette Barbie with a ‘wtf ew’ face. ⚡️my 🔗s ➡️ linkin.bio/tulsalien/ ✨🔗s 4 others ➡️ linktr.ee/tulsalien Also @babealien.bsky.social
created June 29, 2024
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feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted
This is still going ‼️ ✨ Now I have holographic sticker film to laminate stickers with so in addition to zines I’m dropping in stickers we made! ⬇️⤵️⬇️ Every bit counts! Every contribution over $10 gets complimentary stuff!! ⬇️⬇️⬇️ Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds To contribute ⤴️
unponeygris.bsky.social (@unponeygris.bsky.social) reposted
URGENT Mohammed a dû partir vers le sud, il n'a plus de quoi se loger. Il n'a pas eu de donation depuis 3jours et a urgemment besoin de fonds pour acheter une tente ! www.gofundme.com/f/help-moham...
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
A bucetona do Bolsonaro (Bolsonaro's moose knuckle) (@cyberstalin.bsky.social) reposted
observations: 1. the gavin newsom fans on here follow a certain script 2. they are presenting newsoms candidacy as a done deal 3. they specifically bring up trans issues as irrelevant conclusion: this is a bot network astroTERFing support for newsom/transphobia
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
Or fatty liver
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
I wondered about that. I will still maintain hope that it’s cirrhosis due to hep infections or another medication lol.
LA Legault Sept.20th (@lalegault.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
What has been the most effective to radicalize young women on line is subtlety and that subtlety is used as plausible deniability for radicalization, that is discussed more here: bsky.app/profile/lale...
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
My thought was liver or kidney failure with the added complication of hypertension. I’ll take early signs of congestive heart failure for $2000
Linebarger Cat 🧿 🇵🇸 🧿 🏳️⚧️ (@hannahjohnspoon.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
“Don’t say gay” is like 2001 bullshit who even thinks that LGBTQIA is something that is confusing in 2025? No one. The only people who SAY it is confusing are enemies
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted
We can make something better for all of us by daring to care for one another ‼️ #HelpSky #MABoost #FundSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive2025 #MutualAidRequest #SignalBoost ⬇️‼️⤵️❗️
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
This is still going ‼️ ✨ Now I have holographic sticker film to laminate stickers with so in addition to zines I’m dropping in stickers we made! ⬇️⤵️⬇️ Every bit counts! Every contribution over $10 gets complimentary stuff!! ⬇️⬇️⬇️ Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds To contribute ⤴️
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
I had to look that up. That’s exhausting. I “shouldn’t say” LGBTQIA+ anymore because it “alienates people” but I literally have been alienated by all my straight “friends” in the last year and many times before. Ugh.
Marisa Kabas (@marisakabas.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
The M-17 is the military variant of the Sig Sauer P320 semi-automatic pistol, a controversial firearm that has been banned by multiple law enforcement agencies (including ICE) for reportedly firing without a trigger pull.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
Hey! Don’t forget to drink water & study COINTELPRO‼️ youtu.be/7FJY3wk2BMk
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
I’m beginning to see that certain people don’t seem to understand how Sabrina and Sydney are essentially serving the same purpose while being two separate individuals. It’s a topic too many people won’t take on the cognitive load of engaging with & I hate that for all of us.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
I feel about her the same way I do about Gavin Newsom. I don’t trust them.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
Oh to be clear I think Taylor Lorenz said and tends to say some weird things and I’m not surprised given the company I tend to see her in she doesn’t seem to check her privilege much and they don’t either. I thought we learned not to heroicize people just because we’re fighting the same hydra.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
Sorry not sorry I will also die on this hill. I don’t expect perfection but I do expect participation from people. Throwing our hands up & refusing to use our free will to reduce others suffering & protect them when possible is cowardly behavior. I’ve been a coward too, but we don’t have to be.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
Can I log on once in a while and not see people tearing into some woman femme or queer person for reminding you that your face produces *deadly germs* that we don’t think you have a right to expose us to? I swear y’all sound like whiny penis owners who swear they can’t wear condoms.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
Personal freedom doesn’t trump collective safety. Our “right” to use our free will as we please ends when exercising that “right” puts others in danger. Then it becomes tyrannical. So when you insist that your personal freedom trumps collective safety you are also a tyrant.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
@SabiLewSounds linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds ko-fi.com/sabilewsounds
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
Hey! My friend Sabi is managing multiple chronically unmet needs while returning the favor of care all alone for her elder disabled parent. This reality makes working and even advocating for support difficult. Capitalism makes them vulnerable because they can’t do it alone. You can help ‼️⤵️
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
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Mx. Saturnia (they/them) (@saturnia-sustains.bsky.social) reposted
[August Mutual Aid 🌟 Crowdfunding Update Thread] Hello #MutualAid, #Helpsky & #FundSky comrades! I need $2100 to continue to keep myself housed and fed for August 2025. See the flyer below for more info. Cashapp: cash.app/$SaturniaExi... Venmo: venmo.com/SaturniaExists Currently at 253/2100.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
We can make something better for all of us by daring to care for one another ‼️ #HelpSky #MABoost #FundSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive2025 #MutualAidRequest #SignalBoost ⬇️‼️⤵️❗️
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
It doesn’t all happen online. That doesn’t mean that online assistance isn’t valuable. Sending people money may not be the best solution for the long term. Sometimes it’s the ONLY solution for short term survival though. ⬇️ People deserve what they need even if it costs money so if you can share‼️
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
I finally made an artist profile @babealien.bsky.social ⬆️ Now I can finally get back to shit posting & mutual aid! If you hate finding ways to be of use to people who don’t have what they need to survive my pro tip is… Don’t follow me! Capitalism is a DISASTER‼️Community is the key❗️
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
My artist profile! Please follow bsky.app/profile/babe...
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
“We are social creatures“ is more complex than we like talking with people who make us feel good. We NEED community. Many of us have been conditioned to act against our own best interests because focusing on community and not capitalism comes with consequences under this iteration of society.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted
Angel just had a birthday & they still needed $600 when I checked this morning ‼️ Linktr.ee/JustAngelJ
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted
GIVEAWAY ‼️ support Sabi! get zines! Shit is fucked‼️ We are all we’ve got! ⤵️⬇️ Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds
woods 🪦 (@digitaldogwood.bsky.social) reposted
i’m an indigenous 2spirit disabled survival sex worker, i’m trying to get enough to even afford groceries and meds. reskeets help more than you know 🖤 #helpsky #disability #maboost #transmutualaid #signalboost #mutualaidrequest #mutualaid #swmutualaid cash.app/$digitaldogw...
NB 🖤 Princess Jade 🖤 (@princessjade.bsky.social) reposted
That KoFi def needs some love 💕💸 ko-fi.com/jasakura/goa...
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
Angel just had a birthday & they still needed $600 when I checked this morning ‼️ Linktr.ee/JustAngelJ
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
GIVEAWAY ‼️ support Sabi! get zines! Shit is fucked‼️ We are all we’ve got! ⤵️⬇️ Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds
Xodanix3 (@xodanix3.bsky.social) reposted
Need to get laundry soap and softener, tooth paste, floss, dish soap, period supplies plus food. Anything helps! 💸💕 #helpsky
KSWriteshere 🍉♊ (@kswriteshere.bsky.social) reposted
Hi y'all! This is due in 15 minutes! Please amplify and chip in as much as you can! All is appreciated to keep this precious fam housed and safe. #helpsky #BIPOCMA #mutualaid #helpfolkslive2025 💕💸
KSWriteshere 🍉♊ (@kswriteshere.bsky.social) reposted
Good morning y'all. This is lingering longer than expected. They are in a hotel which is eating away at funds. Please let's do this quickly so this family can be back in a clean safe, stable HOME! #helpsky #fundsky #mutualaid #BlackCrowdfund #BIPOCMA #helpfolkslive2025 💕💸 (updates in comments)
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted
Every bit helps‼️⤵️
KAFUI 🇬🇭 (@mykafuiohkafui.bsky.social) reposted reply parent
My god, anyone who’s experienced love and patience and kindness from the world owes it to themselves to extend a little bit of that whenever they can to anyone who clearly didn’t get enough. It’s basic. You don’t have to be a saint, but the cruelty and indifference to suffering is astonishing.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
Every bit helps‼️⤵️
dustbowldreams.bsky.social (@dustbowldreams.bsky.social) reposted
Dustbowl Dreams is always open for submissions from queer creators—writing, art, photography, and whatever else you’re making. #zine #queerzine #zinemaking #submissionsopen #dustbowldreams #queerart #diyzine #zinelife #ruralqueer #queercreators #zinecall
KSWriteshere 🍉♊ (@kswriteshere.bsky.social) reposted
Update for Mae: $1335 still kneaded Pay-or-quit received. She's suffered a number of personal losses lately and is struggling with self-advocacy. Please halp. #helpsky #fundsky #mutualaid #maboost #BIPOCMA #Blackmutualaid 💕💸 $maelee21 V: @ Maelee-Johnson paypal.me/maeleeJ ko-fi.com/maedaej
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted
Capitalism is a DISASTER‼️ Community is the solution❗️ So what do we do? Whatever we can to help people survive Sabi has a lot on their plate just trying to survive each day making something out of next to nothing for their family. Any contribution or just sharing helps!‼️⤵️‼️ Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds
Peanut (Repost Pinned) (@peanutium.art) reposted
All of this is needed ASAP anything helps Electric (Due the 4th): 220/363 Debt: 100/200 Cat food/insurance: 300 Dentist: 200 venmo.com/u/pancakewitch $givepancake paypal.me/inosaramet 💕💸 💕💸🏳️⚧️ #mutualaid #helpsky #disability #transmutualaid
♿🏳️⚧️ Wylder 🚨Pls Boost 📌 (@wylder.bsky.social) reposted
Shes only asking for $400 of it! 🙏 Surely we can collectively raise that, even a bit at a time, by tomorrow afternoon? Her CashApp: $momshouse63 Forwarded paylinks "Mom" in notes, please: PayPal.me/MousePounder Venmo.com/u/MousePounder Cash.app/$WishMage
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
From uscpr.org
Kol They/Them (@kolceridwen.bsky.social) reposted
something's knocked out the ac units in my apartment, and idk how to get them to reset. and honestly im scared to talk to the landlord when im 3 months behind on rent. plz help #HelpSky #MABoost #FundSky #MutualAid #HelpFolksLive2025 💕💸🏳️⚧️ pp: paypal.me/kolalex
Amparo // Mutual Aid (@amparodo.bsky.social) reposted
Adrian has been through so much in the past couple of years. Please share, donate, boost…everything‼️ $1783/$6000 #Blackmutualaid #helpsky #BlackTransCrowdfund #fundsky#BlackDisabilitySky #bipocma #mutualaidboost chuffed.org/project/1209...
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
and accept the possibility that the authentic America and we Americans when we are authentic may not be as well liked or respected as we are accustomed to. They can’t accept that if some culture is not viable as its authentic self then maybe it’s time to pack it in for something else.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
I wish I could find the post where the person passionately told me foreign policy (for the us) was not the place for morals, values and principles. People are suffering because it’s easier to pretend this is all a game & make a whole persona then to face pain & identity crisis from authenticity…
Amparo // Mutual Aid (@amparodo.bsky.social) reposted
🚨 RENT OVERDUE 🚨 A Black disabled couple is behind on rent and urgently needs help! 💸 $930 left to go! 📊 Progress so far: $2,638 / $3,541 raised memo: 🌻 v: laaylaa-3000 c: bbylay1 p: layskywalker ko-fi.com/laymagdalene #BIPOCMA #MutualAidBoost #SignalBoost
Ingrid (@gr00vyghoulie.bsky.social) reposted
We have 2 hours to get $20 more for our room to stay out of this rain that won’t stop til 3 pm tomorrow. I haven’t slept yet. Who’s got us? Help us stay out of TS Dexter ASAP! #mutualaid #helpsky #bipocma #urgentMA Linktr.ee/igvazdi0
harper🖍️💥🦕🦴 loading. . . (@himbimboo.bsky.social) reposted
still need the at minimum $5^^ gonna see if i can go in person, but its already been raining and my brother is usin my moms car, , , #mutualaid #helpsky #bipocma #marequest #helpfolkslive2025 #transcrowdfund #signalboost #maboost 💕💸
Misk in gaza (@miskmon.bsky.social) reposted
I cry blood when I see my daughter, Misk, without a carton of milk.😭 I cry blood for her dry lips and her hungry tears. I cry blood because her scream is louder than my strength... and my pain is deeper than the world's silence.😔 gofund.me/36163bc9
mori (goal: $0/$500) (@moriende.bsky.social) reposted
scheduled post: I'm fully bedbound w/ very severe ME. I need ongoing help for meds, hygiene, supplies, & my phone bill (yes, it matters). ko-fi.com/moriende paypal.me/belzomalsh venmo/cashapp: kookysnell boosts = life-saving. my pinned post has more info.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
Added to my storygraph!
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
acting outside the values & principles claimed to make this nation state great, dismissing & downplaying faults while hyper fixating on the faults of anyone or any country/system deemed other, & generally never reflecting too deeply or introspecting too long as to actually resolve inner conflicts.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
It’s not even that cool. It’s just cognitive dissonance because “America is the greatest country on earth” must translate to “every single part of this colonial clown show must be the greatest humans in all history and future and present can manage” & that’s kept there by justifying & excusing…
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
Capitalism is a DISASTER‼️ Community is the solution❗️ So what do we do? Whatever we can to help people survive Sabi has a lot on their plate just trying to survive each day making something out of next to nothing for their family. Any contribution or just sharing helps!‼️⤵️‼️ Linktr.ee/SabiLewSounds
Nanjala (@nanjala.bsky.social) reposted
Sudanese journalist Yousra El Bagir has managed to get some footage out of Al Fashir in Darfur, Sudan. The RSF siege of the city has cut it off from food supply and medical assistance for months. One reason you hear very little about Sudan is that the RSF kills anyone who tries to document the war.
Phil Lewis (@phillewis.bsky.social) reposted
A spokesperson for the Freedom Flotilla Coalition tells me: “Chris Smalls is still in Givon Prison and despite repeated requests to meet with the U.S. Embassy has been ignored by his country after being abducted by the IOF in international waters.”
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
And this one about lack of capacity vs avoidance! www.instagram.com/p/DL-_z99sBI...
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
I love autocorrect for shortening grounding.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
I also wonder how often do we tell ourselves “I have nothing to give” because “I’m the oppressed / marginalized person” (speaking to white bodied people specifically) and never examine what we can do for others or sacrifice? I see it happening. Check out these ground questions by Oumou Sylla
fairshare.help (@fairshare.help) reposted
Please contribute if you're able or share if you're not. Directly asking people you know is most effective
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
How do we use the fear of what risks we take when building community to move intentionally into community building? How do we hold space for that fear & support people anyways? How do we move from a place of powerlessness to action in solidarity with people who are oppressed & marginalized?
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
These are things neighbors would do for each other in the working class neighborhood I grew up in. I never felt completely safe there, but my neighborhood had people where capitalism fell short. It’s less like this now cause neighborhood watch and neighborhood association bullshit scares people.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
But what about the projects that make it so people who are housed in hotels get to find a permanent situation again when they can’t manage their way out alone? Who’s helping caregivers have a shower? Who’s doing more than giving away old clothes, canned goods and $5 bills? I know we are out there.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
Don’t get me wrong I’ve been involved in creating and developing these projects and I know they don’t last forever. They are not non profits. They aren’t concerned with existing, but caring for people. Only that’s not happening as much either. I see complaints about ppl only asking for funds…
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
I’m noticing red states with fewer and fewer “care networks” and other projects that help meet people’s survival needs just as anti-trans legislation was going into effect everywhere. It’s really unfortunate that we can’t depend on a lot people to do more than give a few bucks once in a while.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reposted
Still raising funds to survive ⤵️
KSWriteshere 🍉♊ (@kswriteshere.bsky.social) reposted
frens, please chip in so Ella can have some essentials met! Everything is appreciated! V venmo.com/d_fay Paypal paypal.me/peach77 #helpsky #fundsky #signalboost #helpfolkslive2025 💕💸 #MAV
Logan Grendel (@focusedoninfinity.bsky.social) reposted
Organizers, PLEASE get your info off of Google right now. The safety of your communities may be at risk v soon. You can call it fear mongering if you want, but we're well past "wait and see" with this admin. Do not fafo with the safety of your folks. Cryptpad is right there.
Logan Grendel (@focusedoninfinity.bsky.social) reposted
Google is the feds, and the feds are fash. Things will disappear at best, and you may be in trouble for content in your Drive at worst. The best time to move your content is right tf now, darlings. Cryptpad.fr is a great alternative.
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social)
Still raising funds to survive ⤵️
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
It’s actual pretty simple. It’s impossible to afford food and rent at the same time on one entry level wage. That’s it.
Áine ☽𖤐☾ (@whoa-magic.lol) reposted
"The primary cause of #homelessness (in #Tulsa #OK) that's been found through the Point in Time Count is lack of #affordable #housing." www.newson6.com/story/6848db....
fairshare.help (@fairshare.help) reposted
Please contribute if you're able or share if you're not. Directly asking people you know is most effective
feral pixi dream babe 🏴☠️🏳️⚧️🏳️🌈 (@tulsalien.bsky.social) reply parent
“Idiot” is one of the best covers you all and his father ever gave him. He’s not an idiot. He does the bare minimum and seeks self gratification. That’s not stupidity it’s selfishness.
ProPublica (@propublica.org) reposted
NEW: Over the years, Texas legislators have declined to pass at least three bills that would create siren or alert systems, a tool that Kerr County officials tried to secure for years before the July 4 flooding. By Lexi Churchill & @lomikriel.bsky.social, w/ @texastribune.org
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