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🔞Minors DNI. hiii, 21, transfem, she/they, 🇦🇹 - content that's mine is mine. sometimes horny, sometimes venting general nerd - i like global politics, military, nature, photography, art, music, weapons, games, aviation, tech, socializing, and more
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tbh this spurred me to actually draw today and not have it just be ideas. you dont gotta be anyone else to make art, you just gotta be you
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^^love you😖🫶🏻
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@marisa64.bsky.social *pat pat*
hmm okay interesting, thanks for the response tho<3
omg just saw how old that is oopsie
who are you replying to, I have them blocked and idfk who that is ahhh. (just searching for gola gianni on this to see who here is listening )
asap prolly did it best but i LOVE gola
it's mr. pistole popper
2.5 genres, same sample (i think)
@blahaj.4k.pics they (smol and big one) are watching jaws in the last one #blahaj #blåhaj
people are so easily rage baited irl lol
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meow meow meow ignore vents below im better again
now i Sound scary again. i think im actually kinda awful of a person lol. a bit at least that's undeniable. doesn't matter if it's bewusst or unbewusst (and bcs i actively avoid therapy)
(emotional manipulation. might be doing that a bit unterbewusst with people i feel close to and idk if that's true or not and i really don't want it ahhh, makes it kinda a lot more awful for me to not wanna go to therapy. i actually have no idea why i think that i do that lol just weird assumptions)
idk if that below are just vents or part of *tendencies* I might have please tell me I don't like having thoseeeeeekdkkdkdkdmd welp
gonna go cry into my blahaj and think bout cuddling *her* bcs i love her and she gives me "it's gonna get better" type of comfort
witch please im so so srY. these are the kind of texts I used to send when I was more depressed idk why tf I am now again but I hope it's gonna get better tmmrw or at least when im back from vacation and ahhh fuck i now seriously posted all this again. shit. I'm- I feel like I destroyed things alrdy
..it and imma get better at some point maybe, tbh probably not when i don't go to therapy but yeah idk yet. and and i just don't wanna hurt people BECAUSE IT HURTS PEOPLE when im being that miserable like now more often....nejieodjdjdkdkdn.
not fucking these kind of texts again!nksksoskeoekksmse😭😭😭 ik it's gonna hurt me to send and if they do which they won't till they actually really hurt and then im awful for being miserable even tho i told people to leave please but also that's kinda awful to say probably and ahhh idk ik it's bullsh
fake ones are okay BCS i learned to live not being me most of the time, im just lingering through them, even having a bit of fun/dopamine from them but im always looking forward to my next real thingy.. which mostly is in undefined time, like almost always... kinda awful way to life lol but it okay.
one thing sounds nice... nahh tho im pushing that one away BCS yeah that's awful lol. not an option. not an option. im serious, it's not an option.
can't sleep, thinking bout therapy, actually going thrre and talking to her sounds fucking horror AHHHH i need to cancel , thinking bout actually going there gives me way too high of stresslevelenejeodjdikdjeieieueisiwiwiiwisjdkdkrmejkdkdkekejeisi(ii*88(=ii+++{({¥{£{¥{¥{}¥}£}£}£\£\\£\£\¥}¥}{${${¢=÷7
feeling like i wanna cut off everyone again, don't want to hurt the witch by being miserable, don't want any other socials anyway. fake ones are okay but im talking bout the ones I consider real (where i am more me...)
say no to therapy 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻
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by now almost everyone active on twitter has bluesky anwyays, but they still not using it AHHHH, why can't y'all just switch properly it's so annyoing, bsky sm better and u don't have to feel guilty bout using it...
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way too in love(?) with the witch AHHHH, and we only even met two times (been texting daily almost all day and calling almost everyday since weeks now tho) ahhhhhh meowmeowmeowmeow
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the percentage is probably not correct
@nekos.gay liking 90% of my posts ("meow")
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Dear [TECH COMPANY (but mostly microsoft)]: If you contracted with my employer to provide a product that I am required to use as part of my work, I will *never* provide any feedback to you about the product. I am not your fucking client, and I will not do free work for you. Best regards, poop
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come! meow #sapphic #innsbruck #tirol #queer #trans #blahaj #ibk
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and I don't even know if that's true. I feel like I've said that stuff a 1000 times already but it still feels new. I could probably find multiple vents saying basically the same on my vent twitter
while I now what to prepare it's hard to think of these things BCS I have no clue what is actually true about me and what isnt. I don't know how i actually feel about most things and ahhhhhh i just feel like im deciding everything randomly or rather by scripts and things i heard and saw in media etc
I think I was genuinely going good for a while sometimes in the last 2-3 weeks. actually having to do things costs me very much willpower that i don't actually have, i kinda have to make it up. also ion wanna go to the therapisttttt AHHHH., i need to prepare but I don't want to prepare and
i hate needing to be artificially keeping up my motivation and positivity and not just buying bottle of wine
more blåhaj, i need more of them
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unless iste estrogen
i refuse 🫸🏻
i hope my future therapist ain't gonna be on that "just take these" trip
are there motivation pills?
good night pretty
my eyes hurt
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[3 months later] what the fuck does that mean😭😭
"i hate that. i wanna be happy for them. " forgot the .
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bot accs, I got random people liking my random ass posts
bruh, is there fucking bsky bots now
in what fucking worlds to my parents live😭 ahhhh how can you be so caught up in your thoughts/emotions wtffff
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i would need constant validation that I'm girl
makes me feel so awful when i Look at very gender trans girls; i hate that i wanna be happy for them:( - instead if makes me sad and even a bit mad bruh ..
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tihihihi aaaaaaaa, im prolly gonna go meet (date?) next week with some tgirl from dating app whom I'm very much vibing with ahhhhhhhhhhhh
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morning meow
smol meow.
me: "im definitely not getting overly excited too quickly when somebody gives me attention" [opposite of iron deficiency, it's quite iron-y (the quote is self irony)]