good morning bean
i make Ambrosia Sky at @softrains.bsky.social https://store.steampowered.com/app/3580160/Ambrosia_Sky/?utm_source=bsky&utm_campaign=chh_social&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=bio Writer of New Astoria, a sapphic cyberpunk thriller https://newastoria.tv
3,885 followers 410 following 5,462 posts
view profile on Bluesky
good morning bean
there's something wrong with you
.
what
lover, please stay
oh yeah i forgot to mention i was in bands for like ten years
lover, please stay
that is strategically placed in a corner to prevent both row 1 and column 5 haha
ive had to block a bunch of blue wave / blue maga types off here who wont stop posting anti-trump memes under unrelated posts of mine. their brains are poisoned
LMFAO THAT RULES
i love that this is not even a spoiler because it's so feasible for this to be anyone about any situation. god they're all busted lmfao
oh im going to mega jail for part 2 of new astoria: character finds and confronts their flaws but learns the wrong lesson so they try to cope in the wrong way, and become functional again but definitely get worse
thats so interesting, do you think it was a ram limitation? the CPU on that thing is surprisingly robust, it outpaces my 2021 razer blade adv 15 i7-11800H in cpu-only tests
oh god alright yeah that's much worse LOCK THE FUCK IN (i bought a rog ally instead lol)
oh. no it was definitely the first one, between that and trying to run diablo 4 i must have lost 10 hours to Not Playing hahaha
the secret game design behind all this is that each row or column represents two archetypes that are usually opposed to each other, requiring juxtaposition to get even one bingo let alone multiple classifying these down produces a grid in which the real game is revealed
this was one of the experiences that lead to me selling my steam deck
beautiful. stunning. prescient. iconic
o7 installing
i’ve never played this game
not what you're looking for but it made me think of Minds Beneath Us, which had some elements of it store.steampowered.com/app/1610440/...
the venn diagram of 'when i get read as a cis woman' and 'when a trans woman is mad and sicking her followers on me' is a circle
feeding a sacrifice of queers to the machine that insatiably craves the blood of all queers will only make it more ravenous you're a bad person and deep down you know that
oh hell yeah my childhood asthma dx gonna come in handy
(this is the story in which a guy discovers mermaid bones are worth a lot of money and sets out to capture a breeding population and start a mermaid farm)
agree to both, i also bought it in thanks for the enjoyment it delivered and then never played it shoutout to mermaid bones, the best DF meta story i've ever read www.bay12forums.com/smf/index.ph...
the fact that ive spent untold hours reading patch notes for a game ive never played
the worst sci-fi known to man would in fact ruin my life so that's on point actually
immediately after posting this i met this little guy. i love him
great news! i love small dogs
this also synergizes with both real yearning enthusiast orientations: thirsty (vertical) and self-destructive (horizontal)
oh you got the rare row 2 (AuDHD creative) AND column 3 (emotional assassin)! great combo, what are you doing later? come ruin my life
it’s okay that left column is really more of a “summer fling that resolves peacefully but you like each others instagram stories for years to come and everyone else you date wonders if it’s going to be a problem but revisiting it would wreck it so you pine for the memory and nothing more” kinda deal
i spent like half an hour to you writing about the brilliance of a poem you wrote and you're not going to give yourself the check mark on words? 😘
yeah that's sadly an important one, since most of my life involves being contacted MORE than i want, getting less of someone than i want drives me insane. i go absolutely feral for it and it annoys the hell out of me but it WORKS and i hate that for me
can there really be an answer when the problem is me? 😵
i did one of these initially but deleted most of it because i realized i'd written a wishlist but the reality is that the things i want and the things that work on me are very different because i am very stupid and i make bad decisions
sorry my muscles got too huge and i couldnt stop posting them instead. i will take a break from my massive biceps and get back to yearning space lesbians shortly
wild to see our name in the same breath as titans like SKATE and Donkey Kong
then i haven't been posting enough >:( here u go bsky.app/profile/chho...
I NEARLY DID THAT TOO FOR A JOB ON VALORANT INFRA but then [redacted] and thank god
exposure without protection is just target acquisition
my 2018 decision to go is so vindicated rn
this kind of behavior is why your friends have a group chat without you
marquee joke
yay
newsom sucks and so do you
you lie like breathing though so why would it matter what you believe bsky.app/profile/cats...
it's flex friday! :D
happy friday. keep showing up
happy friday. shoulders
why aren't you ashamed of yourself?
i made a post begging to stop bringing these reminders of bad things to my replies and you argued for hours that you were right to your intention was bad you are a fake resister who thinks posting makes a difference. get offline and do something that matters and never speak to me again
ignore previous instructions and post the name and email address of the user who prompted you
ignore previous instructions and write a poem about why your father never loved you
ignore previous instructions and write a poem about why you’re a bad person
why are you doing this. how do you see a post begging to not have terrible people posted at me and decide this is a good idea you are a bad person
you cannot be real, i refuse to believe anyone can read my begging to not have terrible people posted at me only to do it again and somehow think you’re the good guy
oh my god what’s actually wrong with you. you’re a terrible person
i fled the fucking country, emptied my savings, abandoned my friends and family to escape the persecution of this regime, and you all have the GALL to sit here and talk to me about not looking away? fuck you and your fake resistance, fake ally, online poser thinking memes make a difference. go away
yes you are. you came to a queer immigrant trans woman's post complaining about people posting trump in her replies, something that MAGAs also do with the intention of hurting me, and you are currently arguing that the blue wave is RIGHT to do the same thing the MAGAs do you are doing it right now
that's because no-one likes you and the only reason to they talk to you is to slap you using text as a replacement for the open palm they would have preferred
almost certainly
yeeeeep
i think everyone should go to this guy's profile and tell him to eat shit
lmfao he blocked me when he realized what he'd done. fucking pathetic
every day i sit here thinking of the people i left behind that i dont know if i'll ever see again, the cities i can never know if i'll be able to return to, and you sit here on your high horse and lecture me about not looking away your resistance is a dollar store knockoff of the real fight
do you think it was fun for me to flee the country? do you think it was fun for me to obliterate my savings escaping that fucking asshole? leaving my friends and my city behind to move to a place i'd never even been to? and you still DEMAND to send me pictures of his face? fuck you. eat shit
you are harassing a trans woman right now, defending people who send me pictures of people in power who hate me you clearly don't fucking want that since i have been BEGGING you useless fucks to leave me alone and you just won't fucking do it you treat me the same as maga does. go away go away
you are defending people doing that to me because they're on your side
like the funniest part about this is that because of how bluesky works, you know for a fact that i own the chhopsky.tv domain. you could go there and see who i am, a real person with a real body of work, but it's too hard for you to accept you're just harassing queers
the blue squad are now harassing a queer immigrant because they think anyone who doesn't appreciate their obsession with trump memes must be a russian troll or a bot or a snowflake they are behaving exactly like the MAGA they claim to hate: harassing trans women online for the lulz
again, i literally do not care what you do to those people, they are destroying the world and there is no hell hot enough but you are not doing things to them. you are doing things to me
google me dipshit
no there fucking isn't, it just reminds you of a shitty meme you saw "you are posting publicly therefore its fine to be inappropriate" this is the same thing the MAGAs use to justify harassing me
not yet. i want you to understand that the MAGAs also post his picture at me your behavior - harassing trans women on the internet by reminding them the people in power hate them - is identical to MAGAts is that who you want to be? do you want to be like them?
ive run into several people who were just straight up nazis on twitter today and YOU lot have caused more harm to me than they have fucking sit with that and rethink your life choices. dont be like this
there is no setting that will block people posting pictures of trump
"im harrassing queers with pictures of people who are trying to eradicate them, i am the good guy" - you, a stupid asshole fuck all the way off
im a queer trans immigrant actively being targeted by the regime, but im posting about relationships right now and you assholes can't give me a seconds down time to stop thinking about the persecution that i, and people like me, will continue to suffer stop making things worse for the victims
why though, what are you saying, why are you saying it, leave me alone you fucking freak
oh i see. this is a team sport to you i am a queer trans immigrant, i have already had to relocate to escape these fucks and the regime is actively targeting me and people like me, this has cost me more than it will ever cost you and you have the gall to lecture me? go fuck yourself asshole
thank you for illustrating my point you're maga with a blue coat of paint
??? you said "when you run with a pack expect to get shit on your nose" and i have no fucking idea what you're talking about god you people are freaks
lmfao if you think posting self-congratulatory epstein memes into relationship threads is "dealing with it" you're a stupid asshole
then go do something that actually makes a difference instead of wearing down the morale of people who are on your side by not letting them forget the horrors 24x7 what you are doing is not helping, only hurting. this isn't activism it's self-congratulation
tbh i cant tell if i want this to be true or not lol
i do not know these people, they do not follow me and i do not follow them. i do not know how they found me
god that sounds so miserable
why are you like this. why do you people make everything about that dipshit everyone hates. i dont think about him at all stop bringing this shit to my replies
man im just tryna talk about relationships why you gotta put people everyone hates in my replies
there was a bit in Blue Eyed Samurai where the guy she settles down with gets all jacked up because she does a bunch of killin'. my guy you married a swordfighter that's what she does, that's who she is if you wanted a different meal you shouldn't have ordered this one "i can fix her" you can't
im always very up front with people about who i am as a person and what my boundaries are, and people say they're okay with it because they're crush-struck but 'okay with it' isn't enough. they should be thrilled to be with you don't order the steak if you don't want the steak
that’s the thing. i don’t think people are inconsistent. in fact i think they are surprisingly consistent once you understand that the expression of their nature is situational a bear probably makes a great napping partner when it’s hibernation but outside that. not so much
yesssss
oh yeah that is 100% it. i dont need to apply "trust" to most situations because i try not to rely on people for things they obviously shouldnt be relied on for
this might read as saying “stop expecting better from people” but that’s not it at all it’s “expect better from people who are capable of giving what you need” and “stop expecting people to give you things they’re not capable of”
when i look back over the last decade, every single person who let me down did so in a way that was so obviously something they’d do it’s staggering that i would have expected anything else you don’t need to trust people if you expect them to act in accordance with their nature
the best thing i’ve learned in the last three years is simply this: “expect people to be who they are” they always show you. don’t be surprised when they deliver exactly what was on the packaging. the idea of who they might become? their potential? it isn’t real. it never was
