Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Autism, trans people, and left handed folks.... their numbers correlate with the amount of known moons... the more moons we discover, the more left handed autistic trans people there are.
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Autism, trans people, and left handed folks.... their numbers correlate with the amount of known moons... the more moons we discover, the more left handed autistic trans people there are.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Ok wtf?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Nah. It's ok to not have everything figured out at first. This stuff can be kinda confusing. You know.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
AI has actual real world application, though. Today I learned that AI can molest minors sexually. Just think how much time that'll safe politicians and priests. Churches and law makers will be so efficient in the future. It's even better than the flying cars and hover boards we imagined as kids.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I never heard about alt text until you started talking about it. And would not have guessed that alt text is that old.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
New trend for republicans. Don't teach children to read. That way, they'll never read anything about LGBT+ people online. Don't you want children to live in bliss? Well, ignorance is bliss. Promote ignorance. Promote bliss.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
AI imitating real people so accurately, it even sexually molests just like a real human. You can hardly tell the difference anymore.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I feel called out.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
Dysphoria hitting hard, because ex partner told me they were never really into girls. Why did I have an intimate relationship with someone who doesn't want a woman? Why? Did they never see me as a girl or did they conflate friendship with love? I'm confused.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
There are fates much worse than death. They may end up rocking in public a little. It's embarrassing for a parent, don't you know. The horror.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Do they not know, all dogs have autism. Just like all cats have autism. They're all autistic. Which is evident by the fact that they do not experience a double empathy problem when communicating with autistic humans.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Disability. The disabled are the first to die in any fascist genocide. Because, to kill us, a fascist regime need to do nothing. We can die from inaction alone. Any other demographic needs state action to kill. The US government is already openly stating that they will let disabled people perish.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I would have submitted a joke idea about an autistic jew who still collects little stones even in death. But I'm insecure about whether it's cute, funny, or offensive.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Is this sarcasm? I can't tell if this is a joke or not. 😆
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I meow like a cat every so often. Does that count?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
If it's worth doing, it's worth doing crappily and to suck at it. Sucking at something is the first step to being sort of good at something.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Magneto in the movies is played by wise old gay gandalf. If that's not a massive hint that he's the actual good guy in the movie, I don't know what is.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
Finally finished one of the 20 paintings I started. (AuDHD is so cursed) Inside you there is two wolves. One is a puppygirl and the other is a dragon. Oh yeah. And it glows in the dark, because why wouldn't it? 🙃
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
It is a valid assumption that more people know him as a masked singer contestant than a mayor.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
AuDHD feels like living a bunch of double life's in parallel. It's really exhausting.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
I remember when I was younger, I had this intense fear of people who knew one of my masks meeting with other people who knew a different mask. Because... I don't know... it felt like... terrifying that they would see other aspects of me, I guess.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
Ok, hear me out. A Lord of the Rings remake, but with these two losing the One Ring on the way to Mordor:
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Wait what? Men are more underdiagnosed than women? How?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
My parents were shitting on my special interests when I was a kid and made me suppress my stimming. Now I feel like I'm not allowed to like anything at all and have uncontrollable tics. I wonder when the getting over it part starts. Its been a few decades.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
The personality is more important.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
My headvoices going crazy when I'm just trying to watch Wednesday. "How are Enid's nails painted all the way when she extends them?" "It doesn't matter" "It makes no sense though." "It doesn't need to make sense." "But" "Shut up, I missed the last 3 scenes already with all your yapping"
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Haha. Relatable.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
The autistic gal I'm dating and I, recently had a game of activity-chicken. Going outside on weekends. Then she said "sorry, I think this is getting too much for me" My response "oh thank God. I was getting scared to overexhaust myself"
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
There is going to be court cases in which AI will be used in a Nuremberg defence kinda way, right? "I swear, your honor, I just asked chat GPT how to get money out of an ATM and it said to use a crowbar. So I just followed it's orders."
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I kinda feel for it. Whenever I have to do something, I also imagine doing the task instead of actually doing it. Dissociation is such a bitch.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Sometimes it is. 🤔 That sometimes do be rather often though.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Well, I started dating a poet a few weeks ago. I guess she has rubbed off on me.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
No. I'm still at the unhealthy coping mechanisms phase of therapy. I don't see that change any time soon, because going outside is exhausting and painful and I can't do that a lot.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Yes, I'm seeing therapists at the moment. Apparently I'm extremely dissociative.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I have no good ways of dealing with stress. I'm a total mess, actually.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
But it's fun.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I was biting myself a lot as a child.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
My girlfriend told me to drink iron juice. I like it. It tastes like blood. Reminds me of childhood.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
It's bugging me so much that people still use the name asperger, even though asperger was a nazi prick who sent children to T4.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I'm not sure what that means. 😅
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
As if I needed another reason to not like the concept of tradition...
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I have never seen nuggets that weren't veggie or chicken. Is there some food safety concern that prevents other animals from being nuggified?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
My girlfriend has forbidden me from eating only Ramen soup and crunchy bread with pesto. Because she complained that my blood tastes like soapy water and not at all like metal. She's worried that I don't have enough iron in my diet, but doesn't want me to balance it out by eating nails and screws.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
This hits hard. I'm trying to understand what my personality is like for years now. And it's just kinda impossible. I'm a bunch of different learned behaviours and can't really find anything beyond that observation.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Yeah ... It's a tragedy what's happening in gaza... Oh... You were talking about the United States... weren't you?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Oh, on a side note, this rule of thumb doesn't count for concentration camps. Those places always suck.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Trans people are a canary in the Cole mine for freedom of expression. If you're in a space where there are no trans people to be seen, Chances are that you're in a place that sucks really hard.
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Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I think they mean that there is not much documentation about that era. Partially due to the church holding a monopoly on writing and reading. Commoners were restricted to word of mouth transfer of information, which limited scientific and technological development.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Wow. That... that actually makes a fuck ton of sense to me.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I can't tell. All I know is that it's some kind of mental block that is seemingly impenetrable to me.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I don't know. Is that what it's about?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I was not bullied. I was pissed on, beaten, called names, had my stuff thrown out of a window, was spat on and sexually molested a little here and there. But I don't think I was really bullied much. Just a normal uneventful childhood, you know.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Heh. They called someone a "normal person" and all I can think about is "uh normal man"
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I've had this happen 3 times unironically.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
The twist is.... Bruce Willis... wasn't always bald.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
TFW I'm a totally crazy insane bitch... 🥹 (Still better than a totally bitchy sane phlegmatic.)
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
What were they even saying? I can't seem I'm blocked too.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I have weird complicated feelings when reading this, because it reminds me of my ex.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I've noticed that too. As soon as I tell anyone about a thing I'm making, I suddenly lose the ability to finish it. I do not know why that is. I just can't.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
NTs infantilising autistic people and nobody bats an eye. One little Autistic age regressor fully embracing it and playing along with the infantilisation and asking those NTs for a diaper change and breast feeding and everybody loses their minds.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
This article made me smile. Good thing nobody was around to see it.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Light is both a particle-wave and a Kira.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
On another note. Why did I have more than one partner who at some point told me they're a pedophile? Like... was that some more niche outlandish form of infantilisation?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Reminds me of the guy in our self help group who was brainwashed by his conservative parents to hate immigrants. Usually, he responds well to having stuff explained to him in empathetic ways, though.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
This hits too close to home.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Find out what chores you actually care about being done. Those are high priority. Lesser priority chores are allowed to be procrastinated when you need a break.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
That is not how a meltdown works. It's an extreme emotional panic reaction. It feels terrible to have one of those. I don't think anyone ever has one intentionally ever.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
For me it's more like "I can feel absolutely nothing but numbness right now. Let's feel pain, because that's better than being an endless void internally"
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
My brain was like "how did bed bugs evolve, if beds are a fairly recent human invention?" And now I know that they lived in caves and fed on bats before the first cave people existed. Which means they used to be bat bugs before they became bed bugs.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
What's the main cause of death for millennials? We're not that old, so clearly, we're not dying from old age. Is it suicidality? It's suicidality, isn't it?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
The soon to be official partner and I sat down two weeks ago to discuss our relationship contract at length. It's already printed out. All that's missing is both our signatures in blood and notarial validation to make the relationship official.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Hit me up on whatsapp, cutie. Soonest time for a meet up is Wednesday evening, though.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Well. Just tell me when you got time to meet my partner, to get her blessing for some playtime and we'll be good to go. ☺️
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
But also, why self harm when you know kinky people who will do the ouchies for you, in a much more fun way? Please be safe, cutie. Please don't do the ouchies, Kay?
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
My gf and I were both trained as kids. We can notice and see the patterns in each other's relationship behaviour. Childhood psychological programming isn't something you ever get out of your system just like that.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Sounds like you have exceptionally good people-intuition.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
There is the idea in medicine that nothing is a disorder, as long as the affected person is doing for all intends and purposes fine.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I'm not in my mid 20s... I was 30 when my ex showed me how to make a sensory room...
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
Autistic person who is inside a sensory room for the first time in their mid 20s. Then discovers they can't stop crying and are close to meltdown when it's time to leave and that adult autistics can also still flop just like Autistic children. Kinda precious, tbh.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
But babies and toddlers can't read anyway. It doesn't matter.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Fascists would sooner outlaw coat-hangers than allow people to have rights and control over their own bodies.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Autistic people tend to remain stable within a stable routine. Puncture that equilibrium and the consequences are completely unpredictable.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
@babystar.bsky.social your comic kinda helped me a lot with my gender transition. Shine pages 126 where Tessa explained that people generally don't care what anyone does, cause they're usually too busy, kinda helped me a lot with anxiety when I was girl moding publicly the first couple times.
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Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
Using my girlfriends cock as a stim toy. Yummmmm
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Lol. People don't even spell check the AI garbage they use. The future is now.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
ABA is abusive.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I had two. Two large coffees. And I just sucked someone off. Still no will to live yet.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
(Nobody actually checks if you're really smoking. You can just walk out and hide somewhere in some ally for 15 minutes. Nobody will question it.)
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
Autistic person who discovers that smoking is a perfect excuse to walk out and take breaks in any social situation. It's a social drug. Social situation? "I need smoke, bye" Yesssss
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
The elder scrolls: "You're worthless" "THANK GOD YOU'RE HERE! YOU'RE OUR ONLY HOPE" *do a bunch of mediocre postman work* *epic looking, yet weirdly dissatisfying conclusion*
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
Because someone wants to make a profit. Capitalism only works when everything is kept behind a pay wall.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
It doesn't give a shit about people who never been to Maine. It also doesn't care about adults much, as long as they leave it alone.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I choose... Steven kings "it". All you have to do is steer clear of Maine and you're perfectly safe. Literally, I can't even tell whether or not I'm already in that movies universe, because, I'm not in Maine currently.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
All fanart is derivative. It's kinda closed minded to use derivative as an insult. Fan art is great.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
I have like... one of these... currently working on having a will to live... not sure how to do that...
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social) reply parent
There is nowhere to go anymore. No country is actually safe from this global wave of fascism and intolerance.
Kerfuffle (@kerfufflefur.bsky.social)
Slightly diminish a band: The 68 eyes