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Montreal Mike🇨🇦

@mikemontreal.bsky.social

🏳️‍🌈Buddhist. Vegan. Philosopher, psychologist, and humanist. Podcaster. CANADIAN🇨🇦 Host of Maple Drenched Musings Podcast Everything is here: http://www.mapledrenchedmusings.ca Email: maplemusings@icloud.com

created November 14, 2024

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2/9/2025, 1:53:43 AM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

He was extremely talented in any role he played even if it wasn’t playing an Indigenous character. So much range.

2/9/2025, 1:48:53 AM | 2 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Huge loss. One of Canada’s finest actors. ❤️🪶 #cdnpoli www.cbc.ca/news/enterta...

2/9/2025, 1:42:31 AM | 22 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

I want groceries. I can’t afford groceries. Therefore. No groceries.

1/9/2025, 11:03:43 PM | 1 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

We know who Carney is working for. We know who Blanchet is. We know who May is. We don’t know d*ck about Poilievre because he won’t let anyone check. Huge red flag. #cdnpoli

1/9/2025, 11:03:01 PM | 44 3 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

The only way to remove this is for Poilievre to apply and gain such clearance.

1/9/2025, 11:00:45 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Fun fact: the security establishment could conduct an assessment or may already have on Poilievre without his participation if they have a valid reason to suspect him of foreign compromise. Those with clearance like the PM could know and not be able to tell us. #cdnpoli

1/9/2025, 11:00:45 PM | 4 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Yes. And unlike Poilievre that guy in the photo has been cleared by our security establishment.

1/9/2025, 10:54:08 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Given the new revelations about Modi I don’t even think Poilievre should be allowed in the HoC minus a security clearance. We MUST know if there’s any ties. #cdnpoli

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1/9/2025, 10:53:14 PM | 76 26 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Pierre Poilievre must undergo a security clearance process now. It’s not an option. It’s absolutely fundamental to national security. #cdnpoli

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1/9/2025, 10:49:49 PM | 51 16 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

*chance

1/9/2025, 10:43:10 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

He had an exponentially better change of getting a snack and a drink from someone like me who is literally one bad situation into homelessness than the people who literally burn cash for fun. So ass-backwards.

1/9/2025, 10:42:53 PM | 3 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

What horrible about this is that the people who DO have disposable income to not even blink about such things have NIMBY’d their way to avoid even bumping into these people. It’s on those of us not even a paper’s width separated from them to pick up this slack.

1/9/2025, 10:41:04 PM | 2 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Poilievre’s unwillingness to get a CSIS clearance now is a full on five alarm fire and beyond a curiosity at this point given Modi’s latest salvo. I wouldn’t even tell Poilievre the password to my Pokémon account now and trust him. #cdnpoli

1/9/2025, 10:13:58 PM | 181 65 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Who’s he gonna sell a can of Pepsi and a snack pack of Lay’s to? God I hate seeing people living like this in a country like ours.

1/9/2025, 10:10:52 PM | 6 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Asking me for money - slightly different calculation. But food and drink? I mean…. 🤷‍♂️

1/9/2025, 10:09:18 PM | 3 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I mean… how can that not affect someone? I’m not naive but FFS when someone dirt filthy and rail thin asks for food and a drink… what the hell is one supposed to do assuming they have a heart in their chest? “Oh no buddy - I’m worse off too”? It’s not like this is a daily occurrence for me.

1/9/2025, 10:08:04 PM | 2 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I don’t know what would replace crack cocaine in his life to fill whatever hole he’s in… but no one falls into that hole by choice. No one wakes up and says “I wanna be a crack head!”

1/9/2025, 10:04:38 PM | 4 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Yes. I don’t have it. Yes. I need it. But FFS how one’s heart can’t bleed for someone sooooo much worse off that you by hook or by crook I’ll never understand. He was filthy, shoeless, rail thin… and polite if that even matters really. No one should be living like that in 2025.

1/9/2025, 10:03:18 PM | 7 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Modi now very publicly in bed with Putin and Xi is a massive 5 alarm fire when it comes to Harper and Poilievre. He needs to be compelled to the CSIS check.

1/9/2025, 10:00:52 PM | 5 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

So I went into a store with the last $10 to my name to get a can of Coke Zero- a homeless crack user who wanders around the area but is harmless begged me for a drink and a snack. Not money. I couldn’t say no. The fact I feel empathy in moments like that gives me hope. #cdnpoli

1/9/2025, 9:59:23 PM | 23 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

For all intents and purposes Poilievre couldn’t even work in a passport office or service Canada or even empty their waste cans.

1/9/2025, 9:55:34 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

He hasn’t even proposed one of his caucus getting it instead. He’s just written it off with a lame excuse. That’s terrifying for me as someone with knowledge of Intel etc.

1/9/2025, 9:54:41 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Blanchet, May, Singh all had it and they criticized the government plenty. His excuse makes absolutely no sense.

1/9/2025, 9:53:18 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

There’s no logic to his refusal. He can get it and just decline to read anything. In the absence of logical reasons then the illogical must be true- that is- he knows he can’t pass it.

1/9/2025, 9:52:25 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

It’s like here in Canada. If you just visit the cities you’re missing the plot.

1/9/2025, 9:49:45 PM | 2 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I had a friend who went last year during Holi and stayed after to study out in the countryside with a yogi on a working farm and he loved it.

1/9/2025, 9:48:30 PM | 1 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I’d go. No problem. The areas I want to see are nowhere near the nexus of politics. Once I got through the airport and customs, etc and out into the countryside I’d be perfectly fine.

1/9/2025, 9:47:27 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

India is supposed to be a democracy and Modi is supposedly the guy they chose.

1/9/2025, 9:35:07 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

China being even worse than India in that Chinese people don’t really choose their leader.

1/9/2025, 9:33:43 PM | 2 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

They do because their government is hostile. The vast majority of my acquaintances are Indian, Chinese, Muslim, etc. However the comparisons are inescapable when their politicians act like trolls.

1/9/2025, 9:33:01 PM | 3 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Chinese and Russian immigrants are under incredible scrutiny and suspicion all the time. Modi decided to join that party.

1/9/2025, 9:16:33 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

People emigrate for a reason. 99.99% of the time it’s completely organic and benign etc. We’d be fools now with Modi to assume 100% is harmless.

1/9/2025, 9:13:31 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Plus we would be naive as hell now to assume everyone migrating here from India is organic migration. I’m capable of critical thinking. But I’m also not naive.

1/9/2025, 9:11:10 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Who does Poilievre work for? The Axis of Evil or Canadians? Poilievre MUST undergo a security check. Canadians MUST know who he’s indebted to. #cdnpoli

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1/9/2025, 9:09:35 PM | 17 7 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I said SMALL SMALL percentage.

1/9/2025, 9:09:17 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Pierre Poilievre needs to undergo a security check. Immediately. Harper is a cheerleader for Modi. India influenced Poilievre’s leadership. Canadians deserve to know he’s clean. #cdnpoli

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1/9/2025, 9:01:52 PM | 122 44 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Never forget what horse Harper and the CPC back in this race. It’s not the west. #cdnpoli www.cbc.ca/news/politic...

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1/9/2025, 8:56:41 PM | 17 3 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

While the vast vast majority of Indian folks who come here are simply wonderful people we can’t now just assume that and be just as clear eyes as we are about other hostile nations.

1/9/2025, 8:55:03 PM | 3 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

We have to abandon the naive thinking that India is a benign highly populated country with a colourful culture and great food and start looking them just as critically as we do Russia and China. It’s clear their current leadership has other questionable designs. #cdnpoli

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1/9/2025, 8:55:03 PM | 40 11 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

With the assassination of Sikhs on our soil plus the interference in the CPC leadership we would be naive as a country to assume ALL Indian immigration to Canada is organic at this point. With this axis, sleeper agents etc are a legit possibility. #cdnpoli

1/9/2025, 8:50:04 PM | 7 2 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

With Modi now clearly in a triad with Putin and Xi, I have to wonder what percentage of Indian emigration is organic and what percentage is by design by Modi to usurp other countries through demographic force. It’s likely a small percentage but still… I’m sure it’s not 0%.

1/9/2025, 8:46:23 PM | 4 2 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I mean with enough science it’s possible I suppose but the yield would be not cost effective. Haha

1/9/2025, 8:41:55 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I can’t even see what you blocked so that’s a good sign. Hahaha.

1/9/2025, 8:40:53 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Also a reminder that Sikhs aren’t fans of Modi- don’t lump all “Indian” people into one heap.

1/9/2025, 8:34:53 PM | 5 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Just your reminder that Modi is besties with Harper and India influenced Poilievre’s leadership campaign to Poilievre’s benefit. #cdnpoli

1/9/2025, 8:32:45 PM | 19 10 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I always said Modi was a snake.

1/9/2025, 8:31:17 PM | 6 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Don’t worry. China and India are waiting to repopulate and reorganize the world in the aftermath.

1/9/2025, 8:28:26 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

He’s lovin it.

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1/9/2025, 8:25:59 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Post WW2 powers failed horribly. They turned over land, armed people for security and said- “ok you figure it out and make it work”. We should never have been talking of Israel and territories. We should have, from day one, been talking of two sovereign nations. Israel and Palestine.

1/9/2025, 8:24:22 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

From DAY ONE there should have been a secured and enforced state of Israel and a state of Palestine.

1/9/2025, 8:21:42 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

When Israel was founded, the borders in the treaties should have been enforced with two distinct recognized states using neutral forces, if required, until the region stabilized. That was a massive massive failure by the world.

1/9/2025, 8:20:16 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Which is what the allied forces and UN should have done in the first place.

1/9/2025, 8:18:39 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

What I hopes come of this is an enforcement of a two state as originally planned and neutral peace keeping forces to maintain the boundaries and halt the cycle.

1/9/2025, 8:17:53 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

If anything comes of this latest atrocity happening in Gaza is that people are finally waking up that one side is being hyperbolically super violent and that fact is turning option against Israel in a way that’s not been seen since its founding.

1/9/2025, 8:16:34 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

The whole region has been one of violence. Even the initial displacement of Palestinians at the founding of Israel and the the ceaseless violations of the charter that created the territories as two sovereign states. It’s a cycle of violence. Cycles are only broken when one side stops.

1/9/2025, 8:14:40 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

The only practical academic use I can see for AI is the ability to glean points from multiple sources. Outside of that, I wouldn’t trust it to write a birthday card message.

1/9/2025, 8:03:59 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I use the em dash a lot. So does writers like Stephen King— particularly when he’s doing internal monologue.

1/9/2025, 8:02:01 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

It took a lot of balls or stupidity or both to even label avocado oil as a product of Canada.

1/9/2025, 7:59:40 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Never said I agree with them keeping hostages either. Or taking territory. Etc. I condemn all violence.

1/9/2025, 7:58:22 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

There is nothing that can convince me that violence- let alone reciprocal violence- is the answer to anything. The cycle can only be broken using non-violent means.

1/9/2025, 7:41:26 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Hamas’ incursion into Israel on October 7 was completely unjustified terror and bloodshed. Keeping hostages and/or their remains- equally as heinous. Likewise, the Israeli response is unjustified terror and bloodshed. Violence never ends violence.

1/9/2025, 7:26:42 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Happy Labour Day (yes- Labour with a “u”) to all workers. Especially those working horrible jobs for horrible employers simply because they have to. Hopefully they all got a break today.

1/9/2025, 7:16:53 PM | 38 9 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Oh that’s absolutely the point. The mislabeling. It’s just the disbelief the woman had that avocados were imported that shocked me. The store labelling it as a product of Canada also equally as stupid.

1/9/2025, 7:09:31 PM | 3 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Kristin Wilkinson 🍁 (@silentkw.bsky.social) reposted

It’s my Gran’s birthday today (84!) Here’s an oil painting I did of her a few years back during lockdown #oilpainting #artist

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1/9/2025, 4:08:05 PM | 8771 393 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I found a few roasters in Canada that import themselves from the growing country. Gold Star Coffee in Ontario imports directly.

1/9/2025, 6:48:38 PM | 4 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Read an article today about “maplewashing” and while the consumers in it have valid complaints- I’ve got to wonder about the Albertan lady who was aghast that avocados used to make avocado oil were imported. Find me any Canadian avocado or it’s oil that ISN’T made from imports. 🤣🤣 #cdnpoli

1/9/2025, 6:07:12 PM | 56 3 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Hold my beer- says Pierre Poilievre.

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1/9/2025, 6:01:52 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

My border collie’s sister would gather the kids who would sneak out of their rooms after bedtime and gently tug on their pj sleeves to lead them back to their bedroom. Was never trained to do it. She just knew between x and y the kids were supposed to be in room a. 🤣🤣🤣

1/9/2025, 5:56:17 PM | 12 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture I Post Animal Vids... 😊 (@realjfairclough.bsky.social) reposted

Difference between a husky and border collie... 👀😅🤣 #dog #dogday #bluesky

1/9/2025, 12:12:49 PM | 14553 2355 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

This is so true. Having been around and had border collies myself - they absolutely don’t like disorder and will do whatever to adjust the “herd”.

1/9/2025, 5:53:30 PM | 6 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I can’t even fold a fitted sheet so yes- you’re a witch!!! How dare you be capable of such magic! 🤣🤣🤣

1/9/2025, 5:51:02 PM | 1 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Cheryl in Nova Scotia 🇨🇦🍁🍁 (@minibubbly.bsky.social) reposted

You know, growing up in Cape Breton, also with Newfoundland grandparents, I was taught to be independent and self sufficient. I was also taught to be respectful and kind, I understand sacrifices, common decency, and to not be selfish, so, when the government asked Nova Scotians to stay out /1

1/9/2025, 10:23:32 AM | 470 87 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

There’s an indigenous guy I follow on TikTok who is probably one of the hardest working manual labour people in Canada I’ve ever seen. Roofing in 40C weather then drywall… he never stops. And he does it with a smile. Indigenous racism makes ZERO sense like all racism.

1/9/2025, 5:43:33 PM | 4 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

I want to take a moment to thank everyone who reached out in a variety of manners ranging from a virtual hug to advice to podcast support over the last few days. I’m still working through a lot of emotional headwinds but you’re all so amazing. Thank you. ❤️❤️😢

1/9/2025, 5:19:13 PM | 33 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

What about the hate against indigenous people, BIPOC, LGBTQ+, Muslims that happens just as frequently. Give me a break. None of this is acceptable and the Jewish community is no more impacted than other groups. www.cbc.ca/news/politic...

1/9/2025, 5:01:59 AM | 54 9 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Overwhelmed but okay. 👌🏻

31/8/2025, 10:26:35 PM | 38 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

I fully spiralled out tonight. Sorry folks. Just under a lot of pressure and stress. My apologies.

31/8/2025, 3:18:03 AM | 48 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

My landlord just went off when I told him I was going to be a bit late with part of the rent. I broke down the numbers for him etc and his response was…. Well… I’m terrified right now. If he flips on me- it’s the street.

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30/8/2025, 11:22:47 PM | 18 2 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

But the fighter in me says- no no no there’s always a solution to EVERY problem so obviously freezing in place isn’t an option. I legitimately need a miracle. Seriously if everyone gets one in their lifetime- I need mine right now. /end of exasperated ramble

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 14 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I can’t take anymore bad news. I have nowhere to go. I feel kinda frozen and all I do know is giving up willingly is not an option because my cat depends on me. Every instinct in my body is urging to me to just turn off all the lights, freeze in place, and just let the universe do its worst.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 5 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I had to tell my landlord I’d be a bit late with September rent and it just landed like a lead brick with his response coming right on the tail of Jon’s death and I’m just so overwhelmed right now I just want to vanish. $1000 and some adverse event free month or two right now would be life changing.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 2 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

The relationship with my landlord is strained because that was the large part of the money my ex absconded with and it’s only by careful negotiation and the grace of the divines I’ve been able to thread that needle to keep a very affordable place since I’ve literally NOWHERE to go otherwise.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 3 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

The death of Jon is just another point of light that’s gone. My job isn’t great but it’s a job and it’s a necessary suffering and I get up and do what I need to do but I feel like someone walking on the ledge of a building with some idiot always gently nudging me off.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 5 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

COVID happened and we all know how that was… but I still managed to make ground… this past year from shingles in Dec 2024, to the floods, to an emergency root canal, and lingering effects of COVID along with my major depression and one emergency with my suffocating cat .. has just drained me.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 5 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Since then that’s why I have stayed completely alone, isolated, and kept people at arms distance to restore an environment where I have complete control over what happens. I’ve made a lot of progress crawling out of that pit through sacrifice and isolation.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 6 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Fast forward- since then I have done nothing but repair the damage done. Cleaning up the identity stuff, throwing money at debts in my name… he fled to Portugal, I think, I have no clue where he is now or if he’s even alive. I don’t care.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 6 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Full disclosure: I had a very physically and emotionally abusive ex with whom I was with for three years waaay back in 2012 - he stole thousands of dollars from me that I thought was going to household bills my name was on…it wasn’t. On top of that he had used my identity for other things.

30/8/2025, 11:08:35 PM | 42 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

When it rains it doesn’t just pour. It’s a hurricane. I’m so sick of truly horrible people getting lucky while I’m balanced on the edge of a cliff. Where’s my rainbow and pot of gold?

30/8/2025, 10:32:25 PM | 24 1 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Bleach. Do a cleansing.

30/8/2025, 8:01:07 PM | 7 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

lol. Love that song and video too.

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30/8/2025, 7:59:59 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Well going to bed. 8 hours before I need to pretend like nothing happened and listen to people yell at me about how their flat tire is the end of the world while I’m absolutely gutted inside. Capitalism and consumerism is a prison of sadism. #cdnpoli

30/8/2025, 3:38:18 AM | 4 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social)

Your parents know you. Your sibling. Extended family. I’ve no kids and never come close to marriage. Never will. My best friend Jon knew more about me than any single living person on earth. By a mile. From the age of 6 and onward. His death feels like a legit piece of me died.

30/8/2025, 2:22:47 AM | 34 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I mean we have to email them if we go to poop or change a tampon not on our break or unpaid lunch. Even if it’s 1 minute- and we get 5. And they’re unpaid minutes.

29/8/2025, 11:22:21 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

Yes. “We sympathize with…blah blah… but you’re on a written warning” Still waiting for the results of that biopsy. But that’s my employer.

29/8/2025, 11:19:30 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

This is the same company that gave me a written warning because I went for a biopsy on a thyroid nodule.

29/8/2025, 11:14:57 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

No. Even that would be an unexcused absence. I’d lose my job or at least the income.

29/8/2025, 11:13:41 PM | 0 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I can’t afford to send flowers. I can’t afford a trip back to NB to be with his dad. I can’t even take a day off work for his death without a “unauthorized absence” because he’s “just a friend” so I have 12 hours to get my s*it together and carry on like it never happened.

29/8/2025, 10:32:27 PM | 2 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I feel…. numb. Like- nothing. Just numbness. Almost catatonic.

29/8/2025, 10:21:42 PM | 3 0 | View on Bluesky | view

Profile picture Montreal Mike🇨🇦 (@mikemontreal.bsky.social) reply parent

I survived the nightmare that was bullying in school literally because of him and his unbreakable friendship. I never did sleepovers except with him. His house was my second home.

29/8/2025, 10:19:58 PM | 4 0 | View on Bluesky | view