Dude my body has been doing so bad recently that I may have to refund a few cms, focus on finishing less ones on time, and rest. How am I going to do it? I'm not sure, but it is my responsibility regardless. I really do hate what my body had become sometimes.
at this point, I really want to take a break from cms, one that I choose instead of my body forcing me to, so I could focus on myself a bit. but I need it to survive, to pay for meds and stuff and it sucks so bad jfdhh. I love doing art, though. But dang I need a break from life.
i think i finally broke down, im sorry everyone, i feel so so bad im always optimistic and try to stay positive and do my best and I really need to rest im so so tired