... I've been trying, its not that easy when my brain convinces me that people are gonna abandon me so I feel I need to push people away to avoid being hurt, its all just survival instincts even though there isnt actually any danger
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Pushing away in fear of being isolated will only ever make you feel anymore profound isolation, that much I can promise you and I know from experience
aug 16, 2025, 1:49 am • 2 0 • view
I know that, but i still do it, this isn't something I can unlearn in a day or 2, it'll take months or even years...
aug 16, 2025, 1:53 am • 2 0 • view
I know, but it's always worth it in the end I promise you
aug 16, 2025, 2:21 am • 2 0 • view
I know it is, its just tough, and im gonna mess up at times, I just feel so alone on this
aug 16, 2025, 2:30 am • 2 0 • view
I promise you that you are not alone on it, even though it might feel like that, and it is tough, you're right, that's why we're all proud of you for trying
aug 16, 2025, 2:33 am • 2 0 • view
Idk... I just feel people have such a low tolerance for me, like I mess up once and I risk being blocked and if they dont block me I still feel I need to give them space and stuff, I dont know if there's anyone out there that would accept that im not doing these things out of hate but out of fear ig
aug 16, 2025, 2:38 am • 0 0 • view