I remember when we first got to know one another, I admired how much you sketched and I wish I could get that chill with leaving stuff in the wip folder. But I took it too far 😂 I feel like so little I finish even looks good, so what’s the point…
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The monkey paw curled on you………. (real about the last sentence tho, I think that’s the reason I leave so much as sketches, too. thanks brain, you’re a cocksucker motherfucker)
sep 1, 2025, 10:36 am • 2 0 • view
Yeh.. yeh... IDK what happened, I just.. forgot how to finish pieces, I guess :' ) It's so frustrating because I know I'm a technical better artist now than then, but I somehow was better at wrapping everything up! There's some old pieces where I really like the vibe even tho it looks like crap.
sep 1, 2025, 10:39 am • 2 0 • view
Ugh. I feel that soooo much 🥲
sep 1, 2025, 10:53 am • 1 0 • view
Why are we this waaaay
sep 1, 2025, 10:53 am • 2 0 • view
I think for me it is super unhealthy perfectionism/impossibly high standards/fear of failure that I don't know how to shake. 😔
sep 1, 2025, 10:57 am • 1 0 • view
Yeah, that's probably a big part of it for me too. I guess socmed is once again ruining something for me in terms of not being able to just _create_ for the sake of it. It always has to be an end goal of sharing. Which is why sketches are so sacred to me. I rarely fully share those. They're for me.
sep 1, 2025, 10:58 am • 2 0 • view
Not finishing + stubbornly drawing characters nobody gives a shit about lol definitely helps me feel like I am doing it for me.
sep 1, 2025, 11:00 am • 5 0 • view
You are talking to the OC indulgence king 😂
sep 1, 2025, 11:18 am • 1 0 • view