recently i've fallen into outloud insulting myself/saying "i should krill myself" when my brains frazzled. awful habit i broke a long time ago, so upset i'm doing it again. i ordered a shitty sketchbook, every time i say i need to end it i will draw a shitty doodle i'll never show anyone. okay.
Read that as skitty doodle at first
i will become normal again
this is better than therapy maybe. who knows.
Gotta do a bunch of really fussy life studies of actual krill every time so when the thought enters your head you think "ugh not those fucking shrimp again"
thats kind of a funny idea ngl its pretty good