And I'm saying this (hopefully with enough human substance) in hopes you believe me when I say I am familiar with where you are. And maybe then you might believe me when I say what feels impossible can be done. It's just a process, not a binary transformation from self-loathing to something better.
I truly do not want to make you angry, and I do feel like a prick for barging into your space, so I will leave everything here. But I just do believe in you, Kim. I'm not sure what exactly would shake that at this point. Unstoppable force vs. an immovable object type shit. Nothing can be done lol