i find people are mostly nice to me! but being myself in front of other people feels so deeply embarrassing and idk why :\ i used to be so much more comfortable with myself and confident but now i'm constantly apologizing for existing... ugh

Yeah…I get it completely. It feels so weird like why am I overthinking this but I can’t help it now.

i think it's probably a pretty common neurosis, but wow does it make me feel sooo silly !