Oh fuck off you're not the only one who got a George Bush sunshine tour of the middle east and Asia sunshine. You are clearly back in civvie st wishing you were back in the DPM days and for the love of god it is 'fundamentalist'. You are not saving your country you've been brainwashed by
Bollox talking rightwingers who target vulnerable squaddies and wind you up and tell you that you are special and need to save the country. Now I did a lot of work trying to stop that targetting as do many ex services because you are being used and they play on your inability to transition