It could be worse. You could be autistic with borderline personality disorder. I’m doomed to live a life of solitude because of my hyper fixation & oppositional defiance. No one can handle me. At least I finally got to the point where I’ve accepted it, & learned to manage it. I’m sorry for your woes
Wow, but what is love of the kind of that the other has to be perfect, if not abuse? Love is being there. Both of us, need more luck indeed!!! I don’t believe in that, I fixed my own family, no one goes to hospital or takes meds, I’m not joking, thyroid? Take it easy, listen and communicate…. My god
Wish you well Chris, much health and may you never give up hoping to find your soulmate. So I hope.