Sometimes I feel insane for actually internalising the most simple of concepts you learn as a child like "don't be rude" or "being racist is bad" or "being different is OK" and then having to live being tormented by literally everything else in the entirety of the British isles saying the opposite.
I gathered all the knowledge I actually needed to be a normal person by the time I was 10 and ever since then it's just been people with more money than me slamming my head into the side of a moving train for 30 years trying to grind out the humanity in me.
Feels bad.
Your imagination is wild.