12:41 p.m. 7/8/2568 in the year of our Lord Indra w the ghost of On Kawara @ the Lexington Public Library and there are violent crazy homeless people all about & our keratoconus won't allow us to see the screen & we're out of smokes & about to go insane, so please enjoy our latest email to the woman
who bore us: We lost our phone and our prescriptions and our one change of clothes, someone stole all my things because we couldn't walk back to the Hopelessness Center shelter in time for curfew, and you have sentenced me to a quick death, and I just don't understand how you sleep at night or can
live in your own skin, after treating you daughter so abhorrently, the only time I ever needed you in the last 3 decades, but I guess it's who you are, which is sad, & we can't stay sane in the Hopelessness Center homeless shelter with my kind of Complex PTSD, and hypervigilance and we go insane
now every 3 or 4 days and hope we survive it. It is a shame for me that you are so completely ignorant of what's wrong with me and you refuse to communicate even in a rational, limited way, and help me the way I need. Wanda telling me to "Get over it" is as abusive as everything you've ever done
& not done to me, but it is what it is, as they say. We know that you, as a pathological covert narcissist, will never behave any differently than you choose to, such is the nature of your disease, along with the untreated ACOA & OCD & whatever else is wrong with you. So we suffer greatly
now, as a result of growing up with you and John Easy Roger Roger Yolk, and the passively neglectful Father and the encroaching Mother, which you are and always have been, and it's awful for me, so we keep having psychotic breaks with reality and winding up in the psych ward, because you are too
stingy, stubborn, stupid, & selfish Mom, who always called me "mean, hateful, nasty, & selfish", so that's what we became, and even after 20years of yoga & meditation & therapy of all kinds, we go insane now and they take me to the psych ward at Eastern State for 23 hours. This is what you and your