for context the summer camp i came back from lead me to have an introspective on my life and everything i was doing i deleted bluesky off my phone and rarely use it on my pc i started journaling shortly after camp and now I do it every day, it's relaxing and soothing
i started listening to a lot of madison beer shortly before and after camp and still do and saw she had a memoir, ordered it, and it goes into a lot of deep topics and i relate to some of the stuff which i didn't think I would lol, 26 year old female pop star versus a 16 year old dude lol.
anyway her memoir has really interesting journal prompts that i didn't know about that i've also been journaling about and i get to learn more about one of my favorite artists and more journaling and reflecting on myself and how to make my life better.
reflected on the nasty stuff i said on twitter, grief, personal things happening in my life, feeling alone due to the pandemic and divorce, and that book and camp and everything just kinda opened that up and it's been great
God works in really mysterious ways but I'm a better man now and I hope I continue this upward trend.