I miss Nonbinary Fuss and being on a team :/ I know it hasn't been that long, but I'm not cut out for pickup culture. I really value consistent practice and connections - the team aspect of the game is one of the coolest parts of comp to me.
I miss Nonbinary Fuss and being on a team :/ I know it hasn't been that long, but I'm not cut out for pickup culture. I really value consistent practice and connections - the team aspect of the game is one of the coolest parts of comp to me.
Scrolling team recruitment posts, there's so little desire for my weapon pool. Or even if there could be, every team already has an anchor? I could form my own team (again), but I'm so burned out on captaining :/
Maybe the right thing will pop up soon, but I need a break after Riptide regardless. My mental has definitely improved post-NBFuss despite horrid life events, but I kinda just jumped straight into another team after the disbandment? I need to give myself time to reset my disillusions with comp rn.
Split up the captaining tasks, you should only be doing what you're able to. On Rainfall there was a point where I was doing everything and that burnt me out. On Spooky, I only ever did the things that I knew I could do. For example, we let mystic handle scheduling and signing up
I've tried this and co-captaining w/11 ft 8 Bridge, but I've also been a captain 100% of my comp career. I really just want to be a player without the mental load of any leadership. Which is a rough spot to be in considering it's the best way to get to use my weapon pool?
At this point I just wanna show up to tournaments/scrims and like run a hypothetical team account because I have fun with it. I can see myself being a captain again eventually, but I need a break from it for a while.