This claim was harmful to my reputation in addition to my psychological and emotional health. The claim was made after I refused to share medical records with someone who admitted to previous dissemination of fake files, let alone real ones. He was attempting to blackmail me into staying with him.
You'll probably get a different story, but his complaint was that I was a flight risk because I pretended to move instead of letting him know where I lived? He wanted something he could use to chain me. When I refused? He went for a petition made with false claims alleging I was in another state.
I've been having to fight that since February at my own expense while pro se. We have a dismiss/vacate hearing within the next 2 weeks because it was granted with false claims, and I intend on winning and maintaining my own protection from abuse against him for life. Hoping appellate proof.
A majority of his exhibits are illegally obtained using third party surveillance and block-evasion, but that's okay. They admitted them in and authenticated them, which allows me to use the certified copies to prove his stalking and obsession with me for my own protection purposes. His own rope.
I have dealt with extreme stress that's kept my hormones out of wack, likely what led to Moon and I's April pregnancy... anyone who knows my current symptoms? You can confirm these are the same things I'm being treated for right now. My estrogen never resettled due to cortisol and stress he caused.
Just because he couldn't control me or have unlimited access to me doesn't make my reality false, and you aren't some awesome edgelord for denying me my grief. I'm not an emotional woman, I am hurt and sick. To deny my pregnancies with undeniable evidence just makes you another incel to be frank.
I felt a lot of love for my pregnancies and I'm salty with myself for being so bitter in this thread, but I refuse to deny my own reality for his petty ego any longer when I'm terrified of upcoming tests and attempts to fix my body. I could die and I wasn't even allowed to grieve like I wanted.
I wasn't ready to be a mom, I still don't think I am, but like HELL am I going to let someone who admitted under oath to stalking me shut me up about the deepest pains I've felt because I wasn't his property. I'm here for my own autonomy and agency as an INDIVIDUAL who is now safe from him.
I've cried before because I haven't felt safe expressing love for even my fiancé and I's pregnancy due to the unnatural obsession and stalking. It's not fair to me that his control has been allowed to strangle me for so long. I hope you all can understand where this is coming from, I'm sorry.
So... furthermore Unapologetically I'm going to share my love and grief for my pregnancies, I wanted them to be loved and to show them a world of love but life happened... and while I wheeze while I breathe, I cry about them often still because I can't hold them but... my heart and art can.