We wouldn't put pony on an actual radio station, would we? #MLP
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We wouldn't put pony on an actual radio station, would we? #MLP
Gotta redye my hair soon, might go for staining it something fun forward the bottom, dunno~ Decadron has me a lil puffy, but I'm still standing! Gotta make sure my prescription is at the pharmacy tomorrow to try to get my estrogen back on track... But I live ~ Am I cute tho?
I do live by the sea
I'm posting dangerous things on main.
September is Suicide Prevention Month πΈ Hold space for those weβve lost πΈ Offer love to those who are hurting πΈ Speak with compassion, always β¨ You are worthy of care β¨ Light can be found in the dark β¨ Reaching out is a sign of strength β¨ You are never a burden #mentalhealth #positivity #mlp
Yis, and I'm using this as a way to thank @oldenbronie.bsky.social for helping give me a way to survive this week's office chaos of catching up after the one day delay ruined all of the paperwork forever and ever.
Here's a kirin blep for your feed π©· #MLP #mylittlepony
Here's something I made once when experimenting with what I can do. I'd love to try making more stuff like this now that I have the time, but would anyone be interested? #MLP #mylittlepony
For your amusement β this is Lima Bean (left) and her mother, Bastet (right) There was no generational wealth brain cell to inherit.
It's a really cute oneeee
I give you Bing, Black and Jack.
Have a Gleamy for your feed. ππ€ #MLP #mylittlepony
Posting this on here for clarity. Thank you all for being so loving and kind with my grief β€οΈ
I have some blank bamboo scrolls, and I need new equipment shelving for my office. If I were to make a few hand-painted bamboo scrolls, would anyone be interested in them for $100 - $250? These would be individual designs, one of a kind. #MLP #mylittlepony
Here's a picture of Jack, moments before he grabbed my foot, dug his teeth all the way in, flipped and rolled away. I got it cleaned up but it's tender... Going to put that under the most interesting cat bite location, never thought the bottom of my foot would be one.
They added the ultrasound appointments to my records today. I'm torn between wanting to look and grieve and wanting to shove them away with how terrifying my ex had been with demanding copies... I'm scared to feel any love or grief for them, but I deserve to be able to.
I've been letting guys in the new town we're moving to talk about taking me out for dinner and telling me about the best local food options. Not because I'm interested in them, but so I can speedrun the restaurants and snipe the best menu options from them later.
Her name is Powder Floof βοΈπ©·β¨ #MLP #mylittlepony
Okay so I did actually do one other thing like Some time ago? It's been a few months Regarding a certain person Are you proud of me?
100%, and I'm no longer interested in humoring the idea that he can silence me. It's time to be me for the sake of being me again. Thank you for being here β€οΈ
nr 23 π𧑠#mlp #art #autumnblaze
Fluttershy badge that will be for sale as prints as well as the original artwork at #galacon!! - #mlp #mylittlepony #fluttershy
Now that the kids are all in school... maybe I'll go to the beach or something? You just reminded me it's still beach season lol
So... furthermore Unapologetically I'm going to share my love and grief for my pregnancies, I wanted them to be loved and to show them a world of love but life happened... and while I wheeze while I breathe, I cry about them often still because I can't hold them but... my heart and art can.
I've cried before because I haven't felt safe expressing love for even my fiancΓ© and I's pregnancy due to the unnatural obsession and stalking. It's not fair to me that his control has been allowed to strangle me for so long. I hope you all can understand where this is coming from, I'm sorry.
I wasn't ready to be a mom, I still don't think I am, but like HELL am I going to let someone who admitted under oath to stalking me shut me up about the deepest pains I've felt because I wasn't his property. I'm here for my own autonomy and agency as an INDIVIDUAL who is now safe from him.
I felt a lot of love for my pregnancies and I'm salty with myself for being so bitter in this thread, but I refuse to deny my own reality for his petty ego any longer when I'm terrified of upcoming tests and attempts to fix my body. I could die and I wasn't even allowed to grieve like I wanted.
Just because he couldn't control me or have unlimited access to me doesn't make my reality false, and you aren't some awesome edgelord for denying me my grief. I'm not an emotional woman, I am hurt and sick. To deny my pregnancies with undeniable evidence just makes you another incel to be frank.
I have dealt with extreme stress that's kept my hormones out of wack, likely what led to Moon and I's April pregnancy... anyone who knows my current symptoms? You can confirm these are the same things I'm being treated for right now. My estrogen never resettled due to cortisol and stress he caused.
A majority of his exhibits are illegally obtained using third party surveillance and block-evasion, but that's okay. They admitted them in and authenticated them, which allows me to use the certified copies to prove his stalking and obsession with me for my own protection purposes. His own rope.
I've been having to fight that since February at my own expense while pro se. We have a dismiss/vacate hearing within the next 2 weeks because it was granted with false claims, and I intend on winning and maintaining my own protection from abuse against him for life. Hoping appellate proof.
You'll probably get a different story, but his complaint was that I was a flight risk because I pretended to move instead of letting him know where I lived? He wanted something he could use to chain me. When I refused? He went for a petition made with false claims alleging I was in another state.
This claim was harmful to my reputation in addition to my psychological and emotional health. The claim was made after I refused to share medical records with someone who admitted to previous dissemination of fake files, let alone real ones. He was attempting to blackmail me into staying with him.
I'm intending on starting to share more of my truth in the near future, now that I'm safely able to with the protection from abuse order entered against my ex. A false narrative was spread within the community that I faked my pregnancy in 2024. I am a confirmed G1 P0010, still seeing specialists.
Yay! Happy to know!! β€οΈ
I feel like reposting this Rain from Spirit: Stallion of the Cimarron piece that I made on a basswood slab. #horse #art #artist
Currently working on listing mousepads on my K0-Fi shop! They're at $10 with pay what you want enabled, you just have to do $10 unless you want to pay more. Just give the shop a few mins and everything will be up and ready~ ko-fi.com/gleamydreams... #MLP #mylittlepony
I have just two of these no trespassing signs left for anyone interested in snagging one! ko-fi.com/s/86051e7ee5 #MLP #mylittlepony
Can you keep an eye on the Gleamlin? #MLP #mylittlepony
If I offered custom cross-body bags at $60 USD plus shipping, would anyone be interested? That'd be $35 for the bag and $25 for the art. You'd get both the art to use and the bag. Here's pics of the bags. #MLP #mylittlepony They're 8"X10"X2" , good for tablets and small netbooks.
Allow me to introduce my new problem child, Jack. His twin is Black. He is very loving but also loves biting inner elbows and attaching like an IV. He is biting for blood and we don't know why, but I'm worried about the adoption chances of a small, black vampire cat.
I met my other half thanks to pony, and I'll always remember that. π I'm not sure if they'll enjoy it like we did, but I hope to get to share and celebrate it as a family someday, and share the silly stories of cons we went to~ Taking a moment to say I love you, @djmoontune.bsky.social π #MLP
Yep, still have the Luna pencil bags! I have those for $10 and the glasses cleaners for $5, should have a Dashie! If you want me to order some bags, I can make you another Pon3 bag for $35. Would be $50 overall plus shipping. Also, thank you β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ I appreciate hearing thattt
I'd love the excuse to get more shoulder bags in! They did pretty well. Just gimme a boop if you want one of those specifically.
That depends on if you mean the shoulder bags or the pencil bags! I have the smaller zipper bags still, but none of the crossbody bags β however, I am willing to order to print and press new ones.
Weesh ~
Snowglobe tumblers will be available shortly. πππ¦ #MLP #mylittlepony 22 available between 10 designs. I have to help with a show around 7 PM CST, so I will have to take a break with prepping stuff to familiarize myself with the board and programming. Please bear with me.
Nup! Just listed them actually π ko-fi.com/s/86051e7ee5
No trespassing signs are up! We only have three of these left, and I have them at a discounted $5 off to make up for shipping. πβ¨ ko-fi.com/s/86051e7ee5 #MLP #mylittlepony
Dog tags are up for anyone who was wanting those! It's two batch listings as they are not blind bags now, post-con. β€οΈ We have limited of all of them! The max number is 4 of a design. #MLP #mylittlepony ko-fi.com/s/49a6644b1c ko-fi.com/s/f08f253718
Hi, I shouldn't be having to post something like this but Girlies, please don't grab merchandise at vendor tables if your nails aren't fully secured. π β¨ Someone caused some damage to some of my display dog tags, and that's just sad to lose products to impatience. Thanks!
First bit of pony merch you can snag from my K0-Fi today! I only have these 11 luggage tags left, looking to get $10 each. If you wait, I'll have other things you can bundle in your package to save on shipping. ko-fi.com/s/ae9ac36736 #MLP #mylittlepony Extra money helps cover some of my medical.
Today, I will be posting our sleep masks, dog tags, signs, pencil/canvas bags, and remaining bookmarks for sale over on my Ko-Fi for anyone keeping an eye out for them. If I have the time and energy, this may also include our snowglobe tumblers and stainless steel tumblers. #MLP #mylittlepony
Iiiii am officially locked in for Ponyville Ciderfest!! β€οΈβ¨ I'm looking forward to getting to see everypony there with some fun, new... stuff~
Do you like seeing Gleamy drawn this way? Just curious. #MLP
Tomorrow, I will be on the radio station for my first live performance. Also I'll scoot up to the courthouse to file some stuff while the opposition is pro se and unprepared. π I think he'll love that experience β the requests for judicial notice will help find new counsel.
For my soft shop relaunch, would you have any preferences to Ko-Fi or me temporarily reopening my Etsy shop? I'm thinking Ko-Fi because it's very limited inventory and just leftover EFNW stock. #MLP #mylittlepony This would be dog tags, bags, tumblers, some metal signs, etc.
I'll do it for the pinecone!
So we may have made another stop in Kansas.
Wamego, KS speedrun! π· Oz Winery! Picked up two bottles of Witch Gone Good, one for a friend of ours who is going for chemo treatments back home. π
Maaaaaaaybe~
I saw my ex boyfriend at a gas station while in Montana. I threatened to take him to court. Told him that's what is cool right now. So he texted me information on courthouse weddings and told me I better like his last name. So I'm going to practice signing it, obviously. BET.
My role is the snack guardian. You want a Twix bar? Too bad, those are mine but I'll give you an oatmeal raisin cookie.
If I were to make and finish this as a new icon, would anyone have any complaints? #MLP
Oh, and to answer that question for you again so you don't have to have another person DM me in violation of the order (lol) Yeah, my engagement is real. It's the same ring ~ I never gave it back, and we're talking about buying a new set for our wedding. β€οΈ
And you can't touch me ever again.
Who isn't moving on, babe? Looks like you're chasing a shadow for whatever scrap of validation that you mattered. The only thing you are now is something to cast aside, something I have protection from because of your own admissions and submissions. And I'm me again.
You see me at two cons and we see bookmarks on pictures of what I'm wearing, evidence of who I'm with and people trying to ask who I'm hanging out with, parties I'm going to and all.
Yeah, I had a lot of health issues and your monitors may have seen me going to the tower elevator but if you thought we were blind? We weren't.
Hope you didn't pay them much, if you did? I'd get a refund. I slipped in and out of that room and venue without so much as people peeping my name. Mostly talked to people on BARQ and Telegram ~ I went to the arcade, out dancing and everything.
For your hired help, just wanted to show off pictures from my dinner dates. β€οΈ I went out for dinner every night with people who treat me right. Had some hot girl dinners and drinks to help keep me balanced out. Sorry your help couldn't find out who I was with and when. π
And like β nobody ever got to know or see this side of me. I didn't fit in with the preppy girls because I didn't do my makeup to be girly, and my mom wouldn't let me do what I wanted. I didn't fit in with the goths because I was dressed bubblegum pink and purple so... Yeah.
My rebellious stage was listening to explicit versions that were in direct violation to FCC standards or straight up white static noise played over music tracks to just hear garbage instead of the usual top 40 hits. While kids were singing "Love Game", I was a solid 11 backstage.
I grew up listening to BotDF and drawing scene wolves online, but I never actually expressed myself in person due to the radio station and fears of what the community would think. I dressed in button up blazers and semi-formal outfits because they were concerned about the church.
Sooo... One of the reasons I started wearing more goth and witchy clothes is because I always kinda wanted to dress this way as a teen but... I forced myself to grow up too fast. My pregnancy last year made me realize I never really let myself date around, have friends or grow.
Let me just say this: If you see Pride stuff as fetishistic and political, you are either very trauma aware and have seen grooming and you are pro-punishment of sex offenders (and inappropriately pushing) or you are part of the problem and fetishistic. It's one or the other.
As an artist who specifically makes Star Catcher for trans people in the community and has hidden the trans pride flag in her mane and tail, I think my stance on pride merch is clear. π©·π€π I draw lesbian horses too! I don't think I even have any straight shippings in my merch. #MLP #mylittlepony
Pony Express anypony? π
It's Taco Tuesday
What are all of my pony friends up to today? β€οΈ
One of the other perks of driving to and from cons? Supporting local businesses and the interesting things that they help distribute locally. We get to talk to so many people about our travels and lives, and everyone exchanges stories and cultures! Please drive to cons!!!
This time last year, I was juggling just throwing ibuprofen, aspirin, naproxen ... I had a UTI type medication for pain. I had been on antibiotics because of the presence of WBCs and RBCs, and they were questioning the positive pregnancy test because it was an anomaly to them.
I was pregnant this time last year, my first pregnancy. I didn't want to believe the doctors because of the statistical likelihood of a Nexplanon failure, and I was celebrating getting to be free again... Learning more about myself, what I wanted to offer myself and my love. β€οΈ
I've heard of it, but never beennnn
You all had your Space Needle pictures, And I have my midnight Love's hot dog in Montana. My hot take that I'm serving? I think my trip is more exciting.
Shout out to Walmart for letting me get this and taking less than 10 minutes to fill my prescription. On that note, my prescription has finally been filled! β¨ The worry is over!!!
Horses π
I'd just like to take a moment to thank everyone who made @everfreenw.com such a great weekend! π Always a blast, I always love coming out here, and it's been my favorite con since I first started attending them almost a decade ago! Thanks to everyone who makes these cons magic! #MLP
I've been focusing a lot on self-discovery, learning who I am, who I was never allowed to be, what I want to share and show the world as I would've shown my children. There are losses There are rebirths It's about who you rise with that matters But yeah, estrogen/cortisol wonk.
Don't see what happened to me as a horror story to not love. See it as an opportunity to find light in the weird gifts life will show you. We were worried I would be sterile, infertile... Life just wanted to show me what mattered Who I need in my life to heal And how to live.
I wake up in the morning with a sore throat that even an ENT has given up on treating because we can't get my body to stop producing mucus as a response to the estrogen fluctuation from the pregnancy. Even with it being another unplanned pregnancy though... I would've loved them
It's very painful to have someone deny your reality when you're dealing with the physical consequences of it. The main thing has been the estrogen imbalance since the last pregnancy/chemical miscarriage... My throat is swollen, as are my airways, vocal box... It's awful.
There are days where I don't have the strength to get up β I can't tell you if it's physical or emotional all the time, but I've been spending a lot of time reflecting on love, grief, surviving domestic abuse... I harp on it a lot, and there are a lot of bitter feelings. I admit
I've been very sickly since our April pregnancy though because I never finished recovering from the October miscarriage due to my avoidance of proper care and treatment... Insurance, Roe v. Wade, not trusting the father... I've been taking things slow, day by day, growing...
I'm sad losing the baby with Moon, and while I didn't like the father of the first pregnancy, I did grieve heavily... I have a journal of places and things I would have loved to show them, and it made my heart fill with more love to see our positive test in April. I loved them.
it'll still be a while before we actively try. We had gotten the green light to try whenever we were ready in early April (we almost had a far more interesting ultrasound lol), but we didn't know my body was still unstable... Otherwise, I think we might have tried to save them.
I am the 0.01% failure rate of hormonal birth control because my body is imbalanced due to hormonal and emotional issues, but I've been seeing a therapist recently to help me recover from the abusive relationship I'm now out of. Moon and I weren't actively trying for a kid, and
I had bilateral ovarian cysts that were resolving in the combination of the pill and the implant. The right one is resolved, but the left one increased again in size following the April pregnancy. What is concluded is that I'm one of those rare women with breakthrough ovulation.