would have been nice to have had some redeeming qualities, i guess
Hi it’s Valerian. Keeping it small and trying not to doomscroll a ha ha ha ha. new account. Trans rights matter, pro-immigrant, etc. FFXI (Bahamut): Raithewall, BLU! FFXIV (Goblin): Valerian Raithewall
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would have been nice to have had some redeeming qualities, i guess
Constantly disliking yourself is incredibly draining, especially when you repeat things to yourself about how terrible you are due to trauma, mental illness, autism, etc that you can't really change or do anything about. just knowing there's something fundamentally wrong with you is aggravating.
I will accept this
I want to outlaw hot weather
Honestly I’ve thought this for a long time, but I’m just now saying it. It’s not the social media platform that suck it’s the people behind the phones/computers using the social media sites. You can’t blame everything toxic on a social media application when you’ve got assholes.
You are awesome, friend <3
i identify with lemongrab
man this sucks, one of - someone I was friends with in college but had a falling out with (my fault) died a few years ago unexpectedly. He just got recommended as a friend to me on my insta. 🫠
slowly making my way through assault missions in ffxi. 4 down, 46??? more to go? i guess
hiiiiiiii!!!
How the turns have tabled.
i just want pumpkin spice!!!!!
it's a really amazing feeling when people you really care about and admire think highly of you
🥺
Of course! I'm glad it went so well!
yoooo awesome!!!
hi
Hehehe
:)
tbh no one could blame you
I get waves of crushing sadness still, but I'm getting better at fighting through them instead of just crashing out or whatever, so yay me!
I'm so fucking glad i'm finally in the release month for final fantasy tactics: ivalice chronicles. i promise you all i will be insufferable when it comes out
People really suck. I'm sorry that people somehow still don't understand this.
I didn't feel like this really needed to be said to anyone, given we're all adults here, but yeah. Be considerate of who could be reading the "jokes" you're posting on the timeline - and definitely don't play dumb when someone says something. Do better.
I hesitate to post about this but it's extremely disappointing to see that in 2025 people still think it's appropriate to make jokes about rape and sexual assault. It's even worse to double down and imply the other person is being unreasonable for calling it out.
candy corn is the simply soda of candy (terrible)
HI
good morning! it is 0230
I'm so, so sorry. Fuck.
supporting & hyping up your friends is FREE and one of the kindest things you can do to show your love for them. 🙂↕️👏🏻
Made some more paper stars to keep up with the Twitch jar now. 🥰 twitch.tv/amberwolf_17
I am so sorry - I'm glad you could be with family, but I can't imagine how hard this must be.
Hope you and yours are okay :\
WILD
OF COURSE THIS IS WHAT I MEAN YOUR ART IS AWESOME sorry c aps
THIS IS REALLY GOOD
Weird to think all of my extremely close friendships somehow came about as a result of FFXIV
OMGGGGGG
I'm really glad - I Know what it's like to feel alone, and it's abysmal. Glad to help!
I really hope you can find that certainty. :/ I wish there was more I could do beyond just offering some kind words and an ear if you ever need it!
I know we aren't super close, but you're a really friendly and decent person on the skyline, so I hope whatever is going on clears up soon because you deserve to feel good and happy.
YAAAAY
A BILLION SNACKS
ATTENTION: if you’re a human with thumbs and a brain, you are LEGALLY OBLIGATED to wish the king of gaming, @andresplays.bsky.social, a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 🚨🥳💜 OR ELSE! 🫵🏻😤 anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to our indie-loving, kind-hearted, warm-spirited LEGEND! 🎂🎈 (and to one of my best friends, ever!)
*nodnod*
Honestly just sucks people can't just be free to enjoy their hobbies here. I really don't get it. If you think someone is sappy or lame just ignore them ffs
Just dropping a comment here so if more info becomes known re: who to block, i can find out easily.
COFFEE TIME and soon the dog will be awake and i can give her a big hug ;_;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DUDE
same on this
Especially bad because a lot of us are on the older side and should remember what it was like to be bullied specifically because of video games.
It's fucking disgusting. I'm only vaguely aware of what's going on but if anyone approves of bullying someone because they like or dislike whatever videogame, I don't want anything to do with them tbh, so hopefully those responsible get shown the door.
Bullying and abusing someone over their video game preference is absolutely vile. Bullying in general is sickening. Some of these grown ass adults acting like children. Embarrassing.
*nodnod* I want to play XCOM2 through at some point but that is A Commitment.
i am a cheese-thief in that i just stole a whole block of cheese from the fridge + cheese sticks
Oh snap, I admire that dedication. I had some of the sequels like, way before steam was a thing and I'm not sure I ever beat any of them.
Weird Valerian fact: I bought a Playstation 1 as a kid (well, saved up + christmas gift blah blah) specifically because of Romance of the Three Kingdoms IV's PSX version because I rented it and a PSX at Blockbuster one time and got obsessed. i am that sort of nerd.
like X-COM like. pre terrors of the deep?
i take my crpgs very seriously. anyways, this here is a character i just made
hahahahaha
joe's law
im very high but for a second i was like oh man dexter sure got old and ugly
I totally fucked up my already fucked up sleep schedule lolsob
Ooooo
Yay!!!!!
Friend :/
Hell yes! Agreed
Hi coffee rules
YEAH! I love it haha
hi i like food :O
i think it'd be funny if he got stuck in a porta potty and it got tipped over while he was stuck inside
God, lololol
I have a lot more of those than i need! they have a lot more weed than they need, it's win-win-win
^_^
i'm neighbors with a weed farm i should see if i can trade them idk usb sticks for it. then i could be baking with my neighbors iykwim hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
I like that my parent’s dog absolutely loses her mind whenever I come in the house and gets very insistent that I immediately pay absolute attention to her lol
Sam is the fucking man
DUDE FUCK YEAH
I have Monday off so this might be a 'get random stuff working that I've been too occupied to get working' weekend! ^_^
hee hee i got it working
it's really weird when you know - absolutely know - there are certain people who love and care about you and actually would never hurt you, after a life time of like. not that, heh. it's amazing and great just sometimes the realization hits and i'm momentarily stunned
okay that is a good recommendation tbh
Okay it's time to do some blue mage stuff in ffxi. more games need blue mage btw. FINAL FANTASY XVII'S MAIN CHARACTER SHOULD BE A BLUE MAGE YOU COWARDS
When it turns out to just be a rumor.
I need to check out PoE 2. I picked it up, and titan quest 2, but haven't played them yet
YEP
no one ever makes the mistake of expecting that of me haha
YOU ARE GREAT and i hope you are doing well! i know we have talked a bit in the interim but YAY
I have three people I consider like, my best friends, and it's funny because two of them are total chaos goblins like me and the third is like the absolute most serene and calm well of stability I've ever known lololol.
HI
<3! Of course - I wish I could do more about the systemic issues, but I'm glad like, even "just" interpersonal stuff helps at all, sincerely.
I can't even pretend to understand. I'm sorry. You, all of you, deserve better than this.
This is the best insult i've ever had thrown my way because i don't understand why i am supposed to care??? im obsessed with this lol
okay? i didn't make the movie why would i care lol
No idea if you're a right wing troll or an actual this pathetic resist lib, but either way, in all sincerity, if I ever have any opportunity to fuck you over or allow something terrible to happen to you, I will do so.
I'm 100% fine with someone punching you in the face, it's morally acceptable to hit nazis
coffeeeeeeeee + me = yummy yummy yummy
jesus fucking christ en.wikipedia.org/wiki/White_C...
i have to use adobe acrobat for work stuff sometimes and theres like three separate fucking things i have to close now about their bullshit ai stuff. i hope whoever designed it gets sent to some sort of hell where they have to smell farts for eternity